Within thirty minutes, I was done with preparing myself for the day. Breakfast was out of the question, I would just take a cup of cold milk and that would take me till I got done with the lecture I was heading for.
After checking whether I had everything I needed in my backpack, I picked up my key and exited the room only to find Alec lying lazily on the couch.
“Morning,” I greeted as I went my way to the kitchen. He looked up, seeming surprised.
“Hey lazy ass,” Was his reply. I said nothing as I opened the fridge and took out a carton of milk then poured it into a glass. I went ahead to get some cookies from a glass jar.
On finishing, I left the kitchen, planning to clean it later. When I was almost at the main door, Alec stood up and ambled towards me. He grabbed my wrist.
“You’re not going anywhere,” He stated.
“I have a class and you can't tell me what to do,” I protested, glaring at him despite feeling a bit intimidated under his sharp stare. I was beginning to wonder if he was sane.
“You're not getting out of this place.”
I laughed.
“Why not?” I looked up at him.
“I need you to unpack my stuff and organize my room.”
I tilted my head, laughing. The audacity.
“You're kidding, right?” I said. “Your girlfriend was here yesterday, I thought she'd helped you do all that.”
“She isn't my girlfriend,” He remarked. “Besides, she didn't come here to do that.”
“And I'm here to do that?” I questioned, tilting my head.
“You're my roommate.”
“That doesn't make me your maid,” I said in annoyance. “For your information, I have to be in class by ten.”
“Can't you ditch that for even once?” he asked.
“I attend all my classes,” I told him. He was still holding my hand.
“Can you please help me, Lynn,” he said, almost humbly. “I really can't do all the work alone.”
Seeing Alec beg me to help him was so funny I wanted to laugh. I looked at him. His eyes were fixed on mine, which was very intimidating. I realized he was still holding my hand and it made me feel fuzzy.
“That's better,” I was charmed by his desperate look. He looked almost innocent yet stunning. “I'll help you”.
Alec smiled.
“I really appreciate it, Lynn.” He said dropping my hand. I went and opened my bedroom door. On entering, I removed my blouse and knee length skirt then put on a tank top and three quarter shorts. Tying up my hair in a ponytail, I removed got my phone from the backpack.
I sent a text to Kari informing her that I wasn't going to attend the lecture. She'd be really shocked because I never missed a class for anything.
What's it? You sick?
Nuh...roommate issues. Bye n don't text back.
That would surely make her unhappy for she was the cause of it all. Why did she leave me to go and live with her new boyfriend? I didn't even like the idea because I never trusted Ron, her new love. I also didn’t understand why she would move in with someone she barely knew.
Will be checking on you guys soon.
After reading the reply, I placed the phone on my bed and headed to Alec's room.
I walked straight inside as his door was open. Most of his stuff was still packed in suitcases and boxes so the room wasn't too messy. He was putting some clothes in the closet so I decided to start with getting the shoes onto the shoe rack.
“So, what are you studying?” I tried to start a conversation.
“Art and Design,” he answered. “You?”
“Literature.”
“That's too easy, I guess,” He mocked. “I even wonder why you have to attend lectures every day.”
“Oh,” I picked up a pair of sneakers, carefully placing them on the shoe rack. I had no interest in getting into a useless argument, trying to make him understand that it was not easy.
“You got a boyfriend?” He asked all of a sudden.
“Why do you ask?” I inquired with lack of interest.
“Just wanted to know,” He replied.
“I see,” I wanted to avoid the topic.
“It's not like I am interested in you. I just don't want some guy coming here late in the night and having you moan so loud that I fail to sleep”
“You have a dirty mind,” I remarked. “I'm not dating anyone.”
He laughed. “I knew it.”
So why did you ask?
I wasn't embarrassed about my relationship status because I was happy without a boyfriend. Not having one did not bother me at all because I never really needed one that much. Boys came with lots of stress and I already had enough stress to deal with in my life.
“Of course you knew it,” I remarked sarcastically.
“Can I ask you a question?” He asked me when I was done with the shoes. I went on to lay his bed.
“What?”
“Nothing important,” He said as he put the last shirt on a hanger. “But you're a pretty girl, I must say.”
We were almost done with the cleaning when I heard a knock at the main door. Carrying the bucket and mop, I left Alec’s bedroom. After leaving the cleaning supplies in the bathroom, I went to open the door. A girl was standing there.
“Hi,” I began.
“Is Alec in?” She asked.
“Yeah,” I said. “Come in.”
She entered when he was just getting out of his room.
“I got your text,” She smiled as he hugged her. “The room is now okay?”
“Yap,” He kissed and led her to his room.
I was left alone, furious. I'd missed a lecture to clean Alec's room only for him to text a girl so they'd have good time in there? He'd acted really nice for all that time and I'd been fooled. It wasn't like I wanted him but couldn't he carry out his whoring acts elsewhere? I had been fooled but it was never going to happen again. I was getting rid of that bipolar whore.
I went out to see Mrs. Bent, the landlady.
Lynn’s POVAs I walked through the door of the cozy restaurant, I spotted Alec immediately siting at the bar. He had wanted to pick me up but I had insisted on getting there by myself so I had taken a taxi. Alec’s face lit up when he saw me and he stood up, a broad smile spreading across his handsome face. He was looking so damn good. He walked over to give me a hug. “You look amazing,” he said.I smiled. “You too.”We made small talk as we waited for our table. When it was ready, a waitress came and led us there. After getting our orders, she went to the back. The restaurant was filled with the sound of clinking glasses and a low hum of conversation. Our table was by the fireplace which provided a warm glow to the room. “I love this place,” I said, taking a sip of red wine. “We should come here more often.”Alec nodded in agreement, taking a bite of his steak. “The food is perfect and the ambience is very relaxing. I’m hooked and we will definitely return to this place.”I picked u
Lynn’s POVWe were all eating at the table. While Jen and Kari were chatting happily, I was fidgeting nervously with my hands as I tried to gather the courage to tell them what was on my mind. I knew that this was not going to be an easy conversation. After a lot of internal conflict, I took a deep breath and blurted out. “I’m getting back together with Alec.”They looked at me in shock.“Are you sure that’s a good idea?” Jen asked. “I mean, considering everything he did to you. You were pretty hurt and I don’t want to see you get hurt like that again.”I nodded. “It’s not going to be easy, and I don’t think everything will always be perfect, but Alec and I are willing to work through our problems, and start over.”Kari chipped in. “What about all the times he hurt you? Don’t you think you deserve better?”I sighed. “You guys don’t know the whole story.”“What’s the whole story?” Jane inquired. “Tell us so we can understand why you would choose to do something like this.”I told the
LynnThe next Saturday was cold and rainy. I was curled up on the couch with a cup of coffee and a blanket. Kari and Jen had gone to a seminar and I was all alone. I couldn’t stop thinking about Alec. As the rain pounded against the windows of my apartment, I remembered all the good times Alec and I had shared. The way he used to make me laugh, the way we spooned when it was cold, the way he held me when I was upset and the way he always kissed me softly before going to bed.Tears rolled down my cheeks as I wished I could turn back time and fix things. However much I tried, I could not stop thinking about Alec. I buried myself in studies during the week, thinking that it would help get him off my mind but it did not work. I missed him, and I needed him. I couldn’t stop hating myself for ruining every good thing that came my way. I unlocked my phone and scrolled through the beautiful pictures we had taken together. Feelings of longing and sadness washed over me.Deciding that I had had
LynnIf I was going to see Alec and try to convince him to take me back, I needed to look my best. I was not very good at makeup but I had to try. I had recently started experimenting while watching tutorials online. Now was the time to put those skills to use. I sat at the vanity, and observed my face. There were dark circles under my eyes, probably due to all the crying I’d been doing since Alec and I broke up. I was a mess and was counting on the make up to make me look like a living person.After applying primer to my face, I opened my makeup kit. I applied foundation, blending it carefully and making sure I covered the entire face evenly. Next, I applied a thick layer of concealer under my eyes to cover the dark circles. I lined my eyes with black eyeliner to create a smoky look. After adding some mascara, I applied red lipstick and finished of the look with some bronzer to add warmth to my cheeks.When I was sure I looked presentable enough, I stood up and took one last look at
Lynn’s POVAlec had blocked my number. That was the only reasonable explanation for that. Alec was one person whose phone was always on. I fell back on the bed as my eyes moistened. I thought I had lost him forever. After a long crying session, I wiped my face and went out of the bedroom. The moment I opened the door, the smell of pancakes assaulted me. It felt so good waking up to breakfast prepared by someone else. This was something that Alec would never do, and neither would lazy Kari. Frowning, I went to the kitchen to find out who was saving our hungry a**es.“Good morning, Lynn.” Jen yelled. She was wearing a black apron under a white t-shirt and blue jeans.“Good morning,” I said. “Didn’t know you slept over.”“How could you know when you ignored all of us and locked yourself in the room before the party ended? What happened to you?”“I was not feeling great.”“Didn’t that walk help? You should have just drunk more beer. It would have made sleeping easier. You look like you di
Lynn’s POVKari had only been back for two days but she had turned the apartment into one of those you see in décor magazine pages. The apartment looked so neat and perfect, and there was no mess. It was back to the way it was pre-Alec. I had enjoyed living with Alec but having to do most of the organising by myself had been a little draining. It was a relief to see someone else putting things in order.The apartment looked livelier than it had been before. A few of our other friends had been invited to the small party we were having. It was a reunion and reconciliation party, an idea that Kari came up with. She wanted to apologize to me in a proper way. According to her, having a reconciliation party was the proper way.Kari’s parties were organized and pretty tame, unlike those that Alec had organized. The atmosphere was cool and the music soft. I realised I had missed these kind of parties a lot. Most of Alec’s friends were loud and boisterous, yet I preferred to mingle with calm a