Calix - Stupid Moves

After what I said yesterday I was relieved to see her come out of her room. To see her celebrating her birthday like she should have on her past birthdays. I have watched how she radiates with awkwardness every time we give her a gift.

Maybe giving her a present for every year of her life was too much, but she needed showing how amazing she is and what birthdays should be like. It took a lot to plan everything, and I honestly thought I fucked her birthday after what I said and she locked herself away.

I know it is still there, somewhere in her mind she will be thinking about what I said, so all I can do is hope that today proves to her she is amazing and part of us, part of our family.

I walk away from her. Leaving her with her family, I stand with Demitri and Calix, watching as they talk.

“She doesn’t look pleased Calix, maybe you should have asked her.” Demitri looks at me, and I nod.

“They are her parents, she missed them even if she didn’t want to accept it.” Why else would she