Beatrice Costello
My brothers were there for me, the first to speak was always Hunter
"Need help with the cleanup?" - His look is careful, concerned.
The green eyes analyzing every exposed part of me made anger fill the chiseled face with a square jaw and full mouth.
The decision I made will affect all of us in one way or another, and this is your way of showing your support.
“Just the garbage bag by the door.
He turned and walked to the door taking the bag out of the house, we all silently watched the movement back and forth. Until he was standing next to the workbench again as if waiting for an order or a request.
"Okay, what's the plan?" - Jack turned sideways sitting on the sofa now with his body turned towards us asking what was going through everyone's mind.
The dark hair in contrast to our blond ones, the well-shaped face, with full lips and perfect teeth, the slightly crooked nose, and the usual sarcastic expression.
"We need a story," Hunter replied without taking his eyes off mine.
"We faked their deaths" – Giacomo said and for the first time, I looked at everyone there realizing that Bianca was missing.
"Why she did do it? "– I whispered without really wanting confirmation of my thoughts.
"Stefano wasn't the only one to disrespect an Italian wife," Jack roared. “I had to talk to her so that she could share her death with us, and I found her tied up like an animal in that apartment.
The tension in each of the three's bodies revealed more than words, yet I felt the need to confirm.
"What did you do Jack?" - I asked scared afraid that the plan was for the sewer.
"What could a brother do, seeing his blood like that?" – He snorted – When Salvatore Riina arrived I spent a few hours having fun with him.
- You idiot, the soldiers could have seen you entering the building - The fear of losing my brother took over me.
Hunter laughed and waved me down as if it was obvious he wasn't going to let Jack have all the fun for himself.
— I helped the idiot to forge the scene, in the end, it will look like it was a coordinated attack so we need to act fast, in a few hours our phones started ringing informing us of Riina's death and Don will order to clean up the city looking for the traitor – He stopped with a sigh.
— We need to be home right now – Giacomo decrees — Don Sartori will probably notify me of Bianca's death personally, as a way of showing his appreciation.
Giacomo is one of Sartori's most trusted men, and he deserves the post. Always hardworking, loyal, being the executor of his Don, never disobeying a single order. The guilt for putting them in a position of betrayal hit my traitorous heart, they are the only family I have and among all possibilities, among all shit to know that we are a true family, which my brothers never hesitated to follow a dazzling plan to free me and now free Bianca, only made my love and admiration grow.
That loyalty is ours alone, and I doubt anyone else within the Mafia is as loyal as we are to each other.
"I'm causing you to lose the honor of your names." I sighed, knowing this must be like torture for honorable men.
“Don't think about it Beatrice, defending my blood is the only honor I need. Your husband and Bianca's husband should honor them, I won't forgive myself for taking them to the altar and handing them over to these disgraced ones. - Giacomo spoke with a tone of regret.
— Besides, the family rule is clear, wives should not be treated that way and Don Sartori certainly knew about the actions of Riina and Stefano, his son and his nephew, the two trained by himself. Jack snorted.
— The rules are for everyone, we're just going to put the house in order, Cosa Nostra is only going to undergo a little cleaning – Hunter smiled darkly, and there I understood.
They've been there for me through it all, through all our flaws and over every stupid sibling fight, which for some reason I was sure one of them would end up doing this, killing Stefano Sartori for me.
But she didn't need to be protected, not anymore.
— For all intents and purposes, Bianca died at dawn in an attack, along with her husband Salvatore Riina – Giacomo continued — The poison that Hunter obtained has a twenty-four-hour effect, it will feel like a cold body and that's the time we need to do it. the closed casket funeral.
— Enrico should show up here at any moment to announce Bianca's death, the hypothesis of a betrayal will be confirmed when his body is found and not Stefano since only we capos know the addresses of each member – Jack breathed — We need to kill the soldiers who are in security.
The door slammed and in the middle of the warm conversation, surprised us with the unexpected visitor, the soldier's short hair and always well-composed suit.
— No need, I've already done that - Frank's voice cut the silence, Hunter already had the gun pointed in his direction.
“Why would you do that? – Giacomo questioned the Sartori family soldier.
"Your sister knows why." He stared at me with green eyes.
I discovered his secret a few years ago, the first few days he seemed to expect me to tell Stefano until one of the few times we were alone in the car, I assured him that no one would know.
That's his way of retribution.
— Beatrice has my loyalty, if you want to kill me, do it now, but know that you would be a good ally.
I considered the possibilities, I need help, and protection and none of my brothers can do that, they won't be able to be available all the time, and I don't have the slightest idea of what life is like outside this house or the mafia.
They need to show that they are looking for the sisters' killers.
“Hunter has enough poison for Frank too” My brother looked in my direction in exasperation “Frank will come with me.
"Do you trust him?" Jack looked suspicious.
— Yes, and he has no reason to stay, if Don Sartori finds him alive with the disappearance of his son he dies, if he betrays me I'll make sure his secret is discovered, that would lead to his death too – My brother looked at each other for a few seconds, Hunter lowered the gun.
Frank watched, knowing my every word was a silent threat, just because I was pious once doesn't mean it would be a second, especially given the new life I intend to lead. I give you this chance as a vote of confidence for going to warn Giacomo of my captivity, something I've never dared to do in all these years.
I analyzed the whole scene set up by the house with the blood smeared on the hideous green carpet, I stretch out my hand making sure to leave the dirty fingerprints against the wallpaper remembering the nights next to the man I swore to love.
I sigh, turning my face away and finding my brother's fury just the incentive to finally make my voice heard. It's incredible how arrogance blinds men to the point of not realizing that a woman never loses her power, a woman doesn't lose the war, and when she wants to, she's capable of destroying everything.
That was Stefano's biggest mistake, not causing my death when he had the opportunity, having armed himself with arrogance and all the machismo, always putting me below himself, imagining my inability to reciprocate that perverse love, karma is a bitch treacherous and this turnaround was only possible thanks to his exacerbated egocentrism thinking he was indestructible. And my biggest mistake was thinking I was capable of love, I'm not, and I missed an opportunity to give birth to some feelings in here.
Beatrice Costello I can't understand the motives of the faces concerned with how to follow the plan even though I know that declaring war at the moment is impossible, the way their eyes analyze my every move is irritating. Who spread that women are fragile? I shake my head, trying to clear the blind irritation that builds in my chest at continuing to be judged by men when their only use in the world is to be born and raised by the care of women. I am aware of every possible flaw within that plan but right now taking down every deal made is more useful in raising resources than confronting Don. —The Don won't believe this Beatrice – Giacomo decides to pronounce after his long minutes analyzing my steps — We can get a few months, but at some point, Sartori will put two and two together, especially when he only finds Stefano's bones. It's a valid point, I know that but I can't move the pieces without their support and if you have to appeal to an emotion that no longer exists I don't
Beatrice Costello I feel like my head can weigh a ton so drugged the almost painful feeling of wanting to embrace the darkness again, I end up having terrible difficulty trying to open my eyes with my heavy and inert body. last week, your passionate kisses mixed with the taste of the cigar right after the beating, the firm and harsh words culminating in the abortion, the painful hunger for the blood of the only man I loved, and finally the pleasure of seeing his eyes widen in fear and become furious when he found out who his tormentor would be. The savory taste of our declarations of love was as sick as the way I arranged for his death, covering every one of the doubts and fears mixed with the confused feelings trapped in that cell called home, a sweet taste involving my tongue making the monster nourished for so many years finally breaks free, taking his place in the sun claiming ownership of this filthy soul I carry, wanting to expose his exploit to the world the way he wants more
Beatrice Costello They don't expect a woman to be the mind behind the game, what they don't know is that we women act like snakes waiting for the moment to pounce. My husband, may he burn brightly in hell, believed this wholeheartedly and is now dead, I doubt there was ever a moment that even crossed his diabolical mind that I would be holding a knife and gouging out one of his eyes. And my moment has finally arrived, for those who wait amidst the storm, glory arrives bringing new challenges and those I'm ready to kill one by one. - Well, nobody expects anything from a wife or a whore, as my late husband liked to call it - I take a deep breath thinking about how to explain simply everything that happened in that basement when my brother found me. I saw a glass of water on the bedside table beside me and I drank it, using the water to organize my thoughts, calmly thinking about what I can say at this moment, and how the pieces will start to move in our favor. — Giacomo wanted to go
Beatrice Costello And I would a thousand times prefer a life away from the family, free of Stefano, then continuing to pretend to be a happy and loving wife, just the thought made bile rise in my throat. I knew Bianca would know how to do a few things, so I put her to do what was most useful. A list of products we'd need living here, Frank looked relieved when my sister's frown lifted. With two buckets, a few bottles of bleach, and a broom, five hours later we were done cleaning up. Life granted me the clemency of having an old washing machine, but working in the small service area, the sofa would go to the trash anyway. I tried to understand what time it was and what day it was, two days off meant Wednesday. — It's Thursday morning already — Frank answered the silent thoughts — I'm going to take a shower first. He just warned and left towards the bedroom with the bathroom, Bianca finally seemed to have finished the list. There must have been an item saying 'buy a new apartment'.
Giácomo Costello Sometimes we need to make decisions that even the devil doubts our intentions and capabilities until the moment our name enters the condemned list. Being the eldest within the mafia means having a lot of expectations on your shoulders, and stifling responsibilities, one of the few interesting parts is being the one who keeps secrets and I still had to hear several repeated stories before I was initiated. Like why two brothers got American names, even with the Italian last name. According to the story, my father had bet with my mother that it would be a girl and, in both pregnancies, poor Antonio Costello had lost the bet with Donatella Costello, who wanted to give her children the opportunity to try to fit in in America. Oh, mother... The longing for the little childish moments next to her made my chest ache, a time I can't go back to and which at the same time is so far away. When she died giving birth to the girls, I watched my father fall apart before my eyes.
Giácomo Costello So, without any preparation or softening he unleashed, death is a common thing within the mafia but the fact that she was murdered by someone demands a war in return. I squeezed the shirt in an unnecessary force leaving my shoulders tense by pulling the air hard, gritting my teeth and asked developing the paper calmly using true anger to mask the farce. Every good lie has a grain of truth. - Who? – He knew that exacting revenge for my family was my role and he expected it as the older brother, a common performance. — We don't know, she and Riina were found dead at dawn — I punched the mirror that broke, huffing with rage because I wish I had tortured the bastard for a few hours, that's the real rage — I came to give you the news in person, it's been a while faithful executor. The words of confidence filled my chest with reassurance knowing that the lie had been accepted, even under a false veil of trust the old fox found no fault in opening up questions soon his
Giácomo Costello I decreed seeing the man's face twist in horror for the poor dead daughter-in-law in my arms, leaving no room for questioning. My voice came out in a tone that at any other time would be considered an insult, inside his eyes, I saw the spite for my attitude while feeding the false mask of a good Italian-American. “You will have your revenge, Giacomo. – At the same moment his men acted quickly turning everything around. The eyes of the old fox roaming everything in search of something that would justify the invasion and the death of two wives Giuseppe looked so dejected over Beatrice's death that I almost felt sorry for him, ordering him to call my brothers, to drag them out of bed to hunt down the bastards who'd done this. And even with the slightest effort to maintain the pretense, it took absurd self-control to contain my smile when Sartori decreed that Stefano had been taken, the result of Beatrice's barbecue being put to good use. I stayed on the floor with B
Giácomo Costello Hunter made the excuse that he was going to look elsewhere in town and went on an errand to give some pauper a decent burial over two tombstones bearing the name Costello. At three in the afternoon, we attend Frank's wake, the fucking coffin opened at his sister's request, sending all my composure down the drain. Don Sartori offered his condolences by saying how kind and generous I had been in offering the soldier's funeral and left. I immediately looked at my brother. "I'll work it out, keep going" Jack whispered in my ear. And at five in the afternoon, we lowered our sisters' coffins, with oaths of revenge on their tombstones. The Rinna, mourning our loss, allowed Bianca to be buried beside Beatrice. All the capos paying their respects, leaving their fake feelings in a row, until the De Angelis held in our hands the brothers watching every reaction in our eyes and she appeared there, in a simple black dress with no makeup which only made it more beautiful, Giu