Abby: Joey and Jamie have been home for a week now. We are finally get a little bit of a routine going. The only issue we have is sometimes they want to sleep at different times. When this happens Dice and I are beyond exhausted because we have no time to just be. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but my body is not liking this no sleep thing. Right now I'm laying in bed just staring at the ceiling. Dice is in with the kids letting me rest but honestly I can't sleep. I got up and went to the kitchen for yet another coffee. I swear my blood is turning into coffee at this point. After I had my coffee I went to see the babies. Joey was laying on his dad's chest while Jamie slept in her crib. Dice put Joey in his crib and we went downstairs to make something to eat. It's bedtime for the twins which means we have at least four hours before they wake up. We went downstairs and ordered two things. I wanted sushi and Dice wanted Chinese so we got both. I haven't had it in months and I c
Dice: Tonight is our one year wedding anniversary. I have the entire night planned out and even a few little things during the day. First thing I did was get the kids up and dressed. That was the easy part since they were sitting up in their cribs waiting for me. Once they were dressed, changed and fed Robyn came by to pick them up. Abby thinks she is going to work today but I already have Chains covering the bar. I had breakfast ready for her and took it upstairs. I actually had to wake her up because she dead to the world. When she woke up she kissed me and took the tray I had for her. On the tray was a necklace I had made for her. It was an infinity symbol with all of our names engraved. She cried and made me put it on her right away. I laughed as I put it on with her heart necklace. I had this chain made a little shorter so she could wear both. After breakfast we laid in bed a little longer just enjoying the time alone. I had an idea of how we could spend some time and thankfull
Abby: Today is my first day back to the bar full time. The kids are at the babysitters and I'm sitting here ready to scream. They don't have any of the liquors in back and most of the bottles are empty or close too. The beer is completely out. I thought I told them about this before but nobody wants to listen. I went on the website and placed my order. I sat quietly and waited for the scream. I heard stomping coming down the hall. I had to hold back my laughter when I seen Maestro and Dice's face. " You order 5,000 dollars worth of alcohol. I thought we talked about this last time" Here we go" First all fuck you all. Secondly I had to order every single thing in the bar because who ever has been doing the orders hasn't ordered a fucking thing. I don't even have any beer. Now do you have any other questions" Maestro looked at the ground" That is my fault Abby I told Chains I would order everything and I forgot to do it with everything going on" This mother fuckerI walked to the ba
Dice: Today is the twins first birthday and we are getting ready for their party this weekend. I have been running errands and I got a message from Chains asking me to meet him at the jewelry store. Oh hell today is collection day. I put the bags in the back of my truck and headed to meet him. When I got to the store Tim was shooting at Chains. What in the fuck is going on now. I jumped out and when Tim saw me coming he dropped the gun. This little shit tried to run okay he wants to do this the hard way. I ran down the alley and waited by the back door. When he came out I punched him in the face. This was not how I seen my day going. I picked his ass up and pushed him back inside. " Okay Chains what is going on here" He looked at Tim like he was ready to shoot. " All I did was come for the money. He lost it when he told me he didn't have any of the loan payment" Fuck me " Timmy you know better. Where is our money" He better answer me " I don't have it you dumb fuck. What do you
Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Abby: "OK girl time to get on the road". I sighed as I looked around my studio apartment. This has been my home for the past 5 years. While I changed jobs more than I care to admit my home stayed the same. You see when I turned 18 and left the foster care system I was smart and already had money saved for that day. I already had a job and all I had to do was sign the papers on this place to make it mine. For what felt like the first time in my life everything was going good in my life.That was until a few months ago when everything fell apart at once. You see life was all sunshine and rainbows until the day I caught my boyfriend in bed with my supposed to be best friend. They tried to talk their way out of it saying it was a one time mistake but I could care less about their reason. I walked away that day and haven't looked back since. Let me explain how this all came to be. I refused to sleep with Brent even though we had been together a year already. I maybe 23 years old but all
Dice: For 6 months i've been sitting here at this bar. As long as I don't have a run or club business you will find me sitting here watching her. Robyn said and I quote " Make a move or walk away. You are starting to be a fucking stalker". I know she is right and I need to do something soon or leave her alone. It's hard for to make a move when I know Abby is too damn good for me. Up until the moment I seen her I was for better word a whore. I would sleep with all the sweet butts and even some girls in town. But when she walked into my life my dick no longer comes to life for anyone else. I go home everynight and find relief with my hand thinking of her. All the shit I gave Maestro now i'm worse than him. At least he took what he wanted. I've been sitting here for months and the most I can say to her is " Hey! How's your day going". I must have been lost in my own thoughts again because Abby was waving her hand in front of my face laughing. Yeah I feel like a tool right now. " Hey y
Abby: As soon as Dice walked away I was second guessing my choice. I know he is a good man and I would be lying if I said I didn't want him. Brent has made me question any man who looks in my direction. I know that everyone is like him but my heart and mind won't get on the same page. I know if I text Robyn she would help me sort out what is going on in my mind but I don't want to interrupt her night at home with Maestro. When I told Dice no he went to play pool. He literally got as far away as he could. My night kept going cleaning glasses, grabbing beers and making shots. I was really spacing out then I seen Maestro walk in. He went in the direction of his office. Dice came and got another whiskey and followed him. While I wonder what that is about it gave me the perfect opportunity to message Robyn. A: Hey hon. Can we talk for a minute?R: Sure babe. Just waiting for Maestro to get back. Dice needed to talk to him. He sounded stressed.A: He asked me to dinner and I shut him down.