Chains:I got up this morning and got ready for my day but didn't know what I was doing. I do the same exact thing everyday get up take a shower and go to the diner to see her. Nobody knows how I feel about her hell I don't even think she knows. I spend most of my time sitting at a booth watching her from afar. I never get put in her section and I know that makes me sound creepy but for once in my life I'm afraid. I'm afraid she will reject me and not reciprocate my feelings.Got to the diner and sat in Trish's section. Once again I couldn't let this beautiful creature see how I felt. Hell I was still thinking of what to call it. All I know is that I haven't even slept with anyone in months. Don't get me wrong I tried I just couldn't follow through. Even the sweet butts at the club avoid me now. I know I need advice but I also know I will catch hell for pretty much stalking her. I made fun of Dice before he told Abby how he felt. But he was still talking to her everyday prior becoming
Abby: "OK girl time to get on the road". I sighed as I looked around my studio apartment. This has been my home for the past 5 years. While I changed jobs more than I care to admit my home stayed the same. You see when I turned 18 and left the foster care system I was smart and already had money saved for that day. I already had a job and all I had to do was sign the papers on this place to make it mine. For what felt like the first time in my life everything was going good in my life.That was until a few months ago when everything fell apart at once. You see life was all sunshine and rainbows until the day I caught my boyfriend in bed with my supposed to be best friend. They tried to talk their way out of it saying it was a one time mistake but I could care less about their reason. I walked away that day and haven't looked back since. Let me explain how this all came to be. I refused to sleep with Brent even though we had been together a year already. I maybe 23 years old but all
Dice: For 6 months i've been sitting here at this bar. As long as I don't have a run or club business you will find me sitting here watching her. Robyn said and I quote " Make a move or walk away. You are starting to be a fucking stalker". I know she is right and I need to do something soon or leave her alone. It's hard for to make a move when I know Abby is too damn good for me. Up until the moment I seen her I was for better word a whore. I would sleep with all the sweet butts and even some girls in town. But when she walked into my life my dick no longer comes to life for anyone else. I go home everynight and find relief with my hand thinking of her. All the shit I gave Maestro now i'm worse than him. At least he took what he wanted. I've been sitting here for months and the most I can say to her is " Hey! How's your day going". I must have been lost in my own thoughts again because Abby was waving her hand in front of my face laughing. Yeah I feel like a tool right now. " Hey y
Abby: As soon as Dice walked away I was second guessing my choice. I know he is a good man and I would be lying if I said I didn't want him. Brent has made me question any man who looks in my direction. I know that everyone is like him but my heart and mind won't get on the same page. I know if I text Robyn she would help me sort out what is going on in my mind but I don't want to interrupt her night at home with Maestro. When I told Dice no he went to play pool. He literally got as far away as he could. My night kept going cleaning glasses, grabbing beers and making shots. I was really spacing out then I seen Maestro walk in. He went in the direction of his office. Dice came and got another whiskey and followed him. While I wonder what that is about it gave me the perfect opportunity to message Robyn. A: Hey hon. Can we talk for a minute?R: Sure babe. Just waiting for Maestro to get back. Dice needed to talk to him. He sounded stressed.A: He asked me to dinner and I shut him down.
Dice:I practically ran out of the fucking house and jumped on my bike. I was surprised the damn thing didn't fall over with how fast I jumped on it. I was speeding down the road to get to her as fast as 9 could. As soon as I got into her parking lot I jumped off my bike and took the stairs two at a time. When I got to her door I banged my fist as hard as I could. Once I told her it was me she took all of 30 seconds to answer the door. When the door swung open I couldn't breathe. I didn't know what to deal with first she was crying and then what she was wearing was going to kill me. She stook in front of me in a pair of skin tight shorts and a see through tank top. I could see her nipples hard as glass. She wasn't wearing a bra and my god my will power was being tested. God give me strength. " Angel if we are going to have a chat I need you cover up" I won't survive a conversation when all I want to do is take her where she stands.She got red as a tomato when she looked down. " Oh s
Brent: The vodka in front of me is doing little to calm the thoughts in my mind. Almost six months later and I still can't find this bitch anywhere. I have looked in every corner of New York and she is no where to be found. I know she left the state but I have no idea where she would go. She has no family to speak of and the only friend she has I started fucking so I know Liz would have no idea. Don't get me wrong she is a great lay but not relationship material at all. Yeah I will use her pussy but I won't commit to her. I will only commit to my Abby. I need her back. I had to resort to hacking her bank account. Low maybe but desperate times. It took me a few times but I finally got in. She made it further than I thought she would. I took all her money so I have no idea where she got the money to do this. But now I have a place to start. She made her way from New York to Texas. I must say I'm impressed with her. I will have to put this plan on the back burner for now. I have to go
Abby:When I got here last night I didn't remember anything after sitting down. I do know I woke up in bed with Dice laying next to me. I know I should be afraid but I also know that nothing would happen with this man unless I wanted it too. Dice and I talked for a minute when he asked if I got any text. I didn't want to look so I asked Dice if he could. I know I got more when he got a look of rage on his face. His face started to get red and his hands were closed so tight I thought he would lose feeling. He handed me the phone. When he did I couldn't breathe. I couldn't handle this. When I got to the last message I almost passed out. Soon Dice went to the living room. I heard him laugh and he came back to the room." Hey angel I need to stay here. Call Maestro and tell him Brent is here and i'm going out" I really don't want him to leave me alone.I didn't get a chance to reply and he took his gun to run out the door. I couldn't help but panic I know how Brent is. I was shaking but I
Dice:These past few days have been the longest of my life. I don't even know where to start to try and figure it out. I went outside to get Brent and someone hit me over the head. I woke up and I was tied to a chair. When my eyes adjusted I looked around and knew who had me within seconds. Sitting next to Brent's ass was two cartel members we did business with prior to going straight. I knew this shit would bite us in the ass one day. I just thought we had more time and if I'm being honest I thought they would go after Maestro." What in the hell do you want Brent" I asked the question even though I already needed the answer." You know what I want. I didn't stay with Abby so long for her not to let me pop that little cherry. After everything I did for her and that little bitch ran from me." This lunatic was actually serious." Are you fucking kidding me? You did all this to get laid. Why do you even care when you have been cheating on her" By the look on his face I knew some dumb sh