Diezel."How dare you, Mama!" My voice thundered around the place. Her lips trembled as if she were about to cry."I came here because I want to talk to you, and I found out that Anastacia is here. I did not know that the kids were here, anak. I didn't know that they're twins, and...""Don't you dare touch my family, Mama!" Pagbabanta ko."From now on, you are not allowed to step onto my property. You are not to see the twins and you're not allowed to talk to Anastacia!" I gritted. My hands are fists into a ball as I am almost losing control.I thought this place was the safest. There are guards everywhere, but damn it!Kung hindi ako agad tinawagan ni Morris, ay hindi ko malalaman na pumasok na pala ang ina ko sa pamamahay ko.I strictly told the security not to let her in, no matter what, but it seems like they are too scared of my mother."I'm done with what you want me to be, Mama. I'm no longer your puppet. You no longer control me!" I stared at her coldly."This is my fucking l
Anastacia.This place is Diezel's hideout. Madalas siyang naglalagi sa mansion na ito at ilang beses na rin niya akong dinala rito noon, noong sekretarya pa niya ako.No one was allowed to be here. Not even his mother. Alam ko ito, dahil noon pa man ay pribado na ang lugar na ito sa kanya.Nilibot ko nang tingin ang buong mansyon, at kagaya pa rin ng dati, ay wala pa ring pagbabago. Nandito ang halos antique na mga koleksyon niya. Ang mga mamahaling paintings at ang iilang vintage na mga gamit. Isa lang din ang litrato na nandito, at ito ay ang hubad na likod niya. Balot ng tatooe ito at nakakamangha.Somehow, on his back, he marked the art that he wanted to protect. He can't see it, but chooses to paint it on his skin for a reason. There's a brotherly love in it. I can see that, and also, there's this chaotic war happening too.Alam ko na marami akong bagay na hindi alam sa pagkatao niya. Noon ko pa gustong malaman talaga, pero sa tuwing nagtatanong ako, ay hindi siya bukas na pag u
Diezel. I will no longer be a softie to her. I will show her what the damn hell I was feeling. I will be me. It will be my rules, and nothing can stop me from this. I will do what I think is right, and I will make her move in the way I want."You can't control her, Dez. That's not love," Reeve chuckled."I'm not controlling her, Reeve. I can't control Anastacia. I tried to play the way she wanted me, but she's hard to please. I'm losing my patience, and I will go damn crazy if I don't do this… I want her. Not to control her. I can guide her back to me," I gritted."Anastacia is Anastacia. She's hurt and she will never trust me again. I know that. At kahit pa lulukod ako at magmakaawa ay hindi ko nakikita ang sarili na patawarin niya.""She's stubborn and I understand that… I know she loves me, but she's not admitting it. She does not want it!"Reeve laughed, and I sizzled, annoyed at his expression.The legal team has arrived. I instructed them to complete all the tasks I wanted. Th
Anastacia.Wala ng imikan hanggang gumabi na at natulog ang mga bata. I feel guilty and want to make amends with him. I checked around for him, but he was nowhere to be found.Ang buong akala ko ay nasa kwarto siya mga bata. Pero wala siya roon. Umikot ako sa bahay para mahanap siya, pero wala pa rin. Lumabas ako, pero wala talaga. Wala rin siya sa loob ng tent niya.Umalis siya na walang paalam? Saan siya nagpunta?Maghihintay pa sana ako, para sana makausap siya ulit. Pero walang Diezel na nagpakita. Kaya pumasok na ako sa loob at nahiga na sa kama. Hindi rin ako makatulog, at siguro mga hating gabi na at wala pa rin akong naririnig na ingay sa paligid.Umalis siya. Alam ko na umalis siya. Pero saan siya nagpunta? Sa resort ba ni Reeve?Malapit lang naman iyon rito. Baka nga andoon siya at nagpapalamig sa sarili.Kinaumagahan, maaga akong nagising, pero mas maaga yata siya. Amoy ko na agad ang sinangag na kanin sa ere nang makababa ako. Gising na rin ang kambal at nasa hapag na si
Anastacia.Iiyak yata ang gabi kung walang mangyayari sa amin. Parang sanay na ako at inaabangan ko ito sa kanya kada gabi.There are no promises every time we do it. We just fuck, in and out without boundaries. I like the feeling of him, filling me up, making me happy all night. But the next morning, when I woke up, I felt empty again.It's a weird feeling.Ako lang yata ang nakakaramdam ng ganito? Ewan ko ba, pero, oo, takot ako. Matanda na ako. Hindi na ako teenager at mas lalong lagpas pa ako sa edad bente para sa mga kabaliwan na ganito.I'm in my thirties. I have two beautiful kids, and I don't engage in casual sex. I do not want to commit to anyone who is only interested in physical relationships like sex. I'm done with that. I want something more meaningful!Kaya hindi ako nagkaroon ng relasyon noon pagkatapos ko manganak sa kambal, dahil ayaw ko ng ganun.I saw my mother loved someone, and I felt betrayed by it. I was neglected, not taken into consideration of what I truly f
Anastacia.I melted the moment Diezel's fingers dipped into my core. My body betrayed me, and I can't deny it."What do you want me to do, Anastacia? Do you want this?" Kinagat niyang bahagya ang tainga ko habang abala ang kamay niya sa akin. Dumikit lalo ang mukha ko sa dingding at mas lalong uminit ang ilalim ko nang maramdaman ang galaw ng daliri niya rito.I'm horny as hell and I've been dreaming of him touching me this way since the lastnight I made love to him. Gusto ko araw araw iyon. Gusto ko kada gabi may mangyari kahit na ayaw ito ng isip ko.I tried to fight my needs and act tough around him. I want to hate him, but every time he laid his eyes on me, I felt electrified and wanted it from him."Inside, Diezel. . .I want to come." Napapaos na boses ko. Pumipikit ang mga mata ko at kusang gumagalaw ang katawan ko sa kanya. Kahit nasa likod ko siya, ay ramdam ko kung gaano katigas iyong sa kanya."Fuck. . ." He inserted one finger in, and I saw it."Make it two, Diezel. Sige n