Mag-log inIn the seconds that followed my dad’s killer cut his head off with a swing of his curved sword and raised his head up with blood dripping from his neck, “Alpha Fisher is dead.”
Silence suddenly befall the entire room with everyone looking up to him, my pack members with a tinge of sadness in their eyes while the others smiled in victory. With my mouth wide open I stared at my dad’s remaining pieces, his orbs were white and soulless with the skin of his face loose like it’s peeling off. “Dad,” I whispered with tears streaming down my eyes. It looked like I was staring into his ghost, and he didn’t recognize me at all. I was traumatized. Then my view expanded and I realized the man had taken off his mask. I knew this man, I knew the killer, he was one of my dad’s warriors. “Traitor!” I yelled out my voice cutting through the silence like a thunderstorm. He grinned grimly and walked towards me, “Daddy’s little girl.” “Punch him in the nuts if he gets close,” Zane whispered, his voice laced with grief. I never thought he liked my dad that much. Suddenly Thane got in the way, glaring at him. He towered over me blocking my view of this imbecile. “Ahh, the quadruplets,” another man entered the house, he had pale white skin and long hair. I noticed a change in Zane’s grimace, it was a look of shock, like he knew this man. The man straight up walked towards their mom and grabbed her hair, simultaneously putting a knife on her throat, “You boys know what to do.” He spoke his first words with his eyes on my stepbrothers. Maybe they wanted me, the alpha’s daughter and needed them to stand down. Maybe they’re from a rival pack. “Run,” their mom ordered. The strange man tightened his grip on her hair and pressed the sharp knife on her throat leaving a mark, “Don’t do anything stupid.” I stood up to watch, even though I had just lost my dad I was more afraid of losing her at the moment. I didn’t want to lose everyone in one day. “Run,” she repeated with a fading voice when Thane immediately turned around and yanked me up on his shoulders, running upstairs the same instant. Zane and Axel killed the remaining men right behind us and followed along in a hurry. “What’s going on here?” Kris met us halfway up the stairs looking all confused. “Just go!” Zane yelled at him when Kris got skeptical and hurried down the stairs to check. “Kris, no,” Thane yelled and tried to hold him back when he jumped past them, they all chased after him. “Mordred,” Kris' curious eyes were tamed at last as soon as he reached the end of the stairs and sighted the mysterious man. He knew him. In the same second the strange man sliced our mother’s neck with a clownish smile on his face. Kris suddenly transformed into his wolf form, he was huge and majestic with muscles in his arms. His fur was thick and blonde with a skin full of scars. My eldest stepbrother used to be a warrior? And why the hell does his wolf look like a lycan? Are my stepbrothers lycans? I had a lot of questions. He rushed into the men as soon as the transformation was complete. Zane raised his head with a grin when Thane held his hand, “Not here. We retreat just as mom said.” He turned around with me on his shoulder and headed for the door downstairs, Axel moved ahead of him to clear the path while Zane stood still with rage in his eyes. I watched my dad’s head thrown at the corner like dirt as I was carried out, then I turned to my stepmother who was covered in a pond of her own blood. Thane threw me in the back seat of his truck while Axel got in the front to drive, then Zane finally came joining me in the back. I was cold, I could feel my eyes going red, tears brimming up in them. I looked up and saw Zane’s eyes, they were lifeless, he was motionless, only his chest was moving, panting angrily inside his chest. Then boom Kris wolf was thrown breaking through the walls and landing outside. His fur was soaked in blood and dust from breaking through the wall. The strange man walked towards him with a smirk, the wind blowing back his black coat as he walked towards Kris’ weakened wolf. “He still has it,” Thane’s eyes showed sympathy for his brother. “Go!” Axel hit the gas and drove off. “What’re you doing?” I yelled out disturbed. “We’re not leaving Kris behind,” I jumped out of my seat and tried to fight Axel who was in the driver’s seat when Thane reached out and forced me into a hug. “I’m not losing another family today,” I screamed. “I’m not losing another family today,” my voice eventually molded into gags of mourning. Zane turned to me without any clear emotions in his eyes, all I could see was his anger that had turned into fatigue. The flashbacks of all the blood and gore I’ve seen today triggered me again and I started drumming on Thane’s back, “Why did we have to leave him behind? Why?” I wept. “Mordred had the wolf killer, there’s nothing we could do,” he explained. “Why did my dad have to die?” I continued mourning, I didn’t even get a word he said clearly. I simply wanted to escape the devilish grip of reality on my skin. For once I wanted a nightmare, at least I could just wake up and escape it. “Why did today have to come?” I whimpered, gasping loudly. “Dad!” “Enough!” Zane pushed the chair, provoked. A shred of tears stood in his eyes, “Can’t you mourn silently like everyone else?” “The girl’s not like you,” Thane defended. In a flash the tear was gone from his eyes, “If she wants to survive her new reality she better learn to be.” “Let her grieve how she would,” Thane’s voice grew harsher. “Can you two just shut the fuck up!” Axel snapped. “We’ve lost too much to fight amongst ourselves.” For once they both listened. I withdrew from Thane’s embrace and sat up, staring at the window with a drop of tear cruising down my left cheek. My glance rested on the dark forest trees which gave me a visual reflection of my mind, cold, dark, shallow and scary. I could never visit that place again, at least not now. Suddenly the car threw me forward banging my head on Axel’s chair and halted simultaneously. “We can rest here for the night,” Axel dropped from the car and shut the door walking towards the wooden house before everyone else. Thane dropped along and came to get me while my head wandered around the idea of the look and location of the house. “C’mon,” he carried me in his arms and headed for the house. Zane sighed irritatedly and walked past us when an arrow from out of nowhere brushed past his muscular arm.“Promise don't tell Axel and Thane,” I pleaded.“Why?“They didn’t want me to know the things they knew either!” I panicked.“Fair point.”I took a deep breath and sighed, “Alright.”“What if you tell me, then I go around your back to tell them and warn them to act like they've never heard about it?” Zane raised a question. “Then you’d never know.”Oh god!I was just about to tell him.Why does he try so much to stress my brain out? For a second there I could feel my trust issues depleting.Zane!Zane!But he was right. I’d never know.And I hate that he’s right and I never thought about this outcome.Oh my god! Should I still tell him?I placed my hands on my head and strolled sideways, taking a seat on a tree trunk.Zane paused and stared at me, “You seem confident with asking me not to tell. I was just throwing that out.”“Stop making it worse!”“Alright, let’s go.”I stood up and followed after him, my thoughts raging like a tumor in my head.“You’re gonna tell me?”Should I?I me
Zane’s eyes boiled with anger as he stared at Zed without a word, his fists balled, his chest bouncing up and down. Zed stared at him the same way, both of them saying nothing to each other. What the hell do they think they’re doing? Do they think they look cool? At this point, I wasn’t even afraid of them fighting anymore. We were some miles away from the village, I’d just run hehe. Zed veered around to me and grabbed my hand when Zane grabbed his wrist, “She stays.” “She’s the one who ruined the cable. She’s the wrongdoer, she’s leverage. She stays.” What stay are they talking about? Why’re these dudes both saying stay? “You don’t want to start a fight over this. You’re surrounded ,” Zed reminded him. “What’re you gonna do? Kill me?” Zane dared them. This was getting intense. What does Zane think he’s doing? “I—I…“ I stuttered. “I can go with him. You don’t need to start a fight over me.” Zane tightened his grip on Zed’s wrist. “You heard the girl. Don’t r
“No you’re not,” Zane hastened his steps.“I want to come with you,” I yelled after him.“Go back and tell Kris I’m leaving for the city. You can’t come.”I followed behind him closely, throwing legs to catch up. “Why’d you hate Thane?”Zane halted and turned around to me with a weird face, “What?”I stood right in front of him, looking up to his eyes from his chest. “You always bash him about treating me like a baby, then you turn around and do the same.”Zane busted out laughing.What the fuck was he laughing about?I folded my hands angrily and stared at him until he was done laughing.“Ehen,” he cleared his throat and stood up straight. “Did you think bringing up Thane will make me feel guilty and let you come?”I frowned and blinked at him. How do I even deflect this?“I’d let you have this one,” He turned around and walked off. “You’re coming?”That was unexpected.I pressed down a smile and followed after him again. He was heading to the same way we came into the village by, th
That’s my knife. The one that fell out of my hand when I went to look for Zane.The one I wanted to kill my stepbrothers with.Zane stared at it for a second, range slowly building up behind his eyeballs.He looked up to me, then looked away altogether.Zed was enjoying this. He had a grin at the side of his lips.He pulled out a stool and sat in front of Zane, “So, about that turning wine to water...”“What’d you want?” Zane interrupted him.Zed scoffed, “Let’s take this slow. We both know who owns the knife don’t we?”Zane suddenly stood up on his feet angrily, slapping back his stool.A jolt of shock ran through me. I didn’t see this coming at all.He leaned into Zed to stare him dead in the eyes, “Don’t mistake my willingness to cooperate for weakness.”Zed stood up on his feet, his mood shifted with his face reddening.“You’re surrounded by people who like me way more than they can ever like you. I’d be the one to define strengths and weaknesses here.”They stare daggers into eac
Thane walked behind me and stretched my knee out, “A little further. That’s right.”He went for the second Knee when I deliberately fell on my face, grabbing my knee on the ground.“Ouch,” I pampered it.Thane ducked down to me and held my back up by the shoulder, “What’s wrong?”“My knee…” I gritted out in pain. “It just gave out.”“Ohh, let’s get you back home,” he turned his back to me offering a piggyback ride.I climbed on and held tightly, my lips loose with a satisfied smile.I knew right away that Thane would fall for it.“Looks like your body hasn't recovered from the slam…hmm,” he said out loud and hummed to himself.Meanwhile on his back I was thinking of how to get Zane alone in a room to talk to me, and then again, how’d I make him talk.I knew Zane would tell me if I push hard, but how do I even push? He seemed so unconcerned with most things.Thane got me back at home and dropped me on the couch gently, his brothers, Kris and Axel staring at us like we’re ghosts who jus
I opened my eyes and found myself on the bed, my head sinking into a pillow.I had fallen asleep. In Axel’s arms?I looked around, he wasn’t in the room, but the rays of the sun were piercing through the little hole in the door.It’s morning.I rolled over and sat up on the bed, rubbing my eyes relentlessly.My head hurts, I must have had a hangover.It was getting worse.I stood up and headed to the door. As soon as I swung it open, I met my brothers who were gathered around the couch seemingly having one of the best interactions of their life, laughing and joking with the sun reflecting on their white teethes.“Willow,” Thane sighted me.They all turned around to me the same second, all of them wearing a smirk.“We heard what you did?” Kris scoffed and covered his laugh.I knew exactly what they were talking about but somehow I was still very confused.I took a few steps forward to meet them, then I noticed something.The air in the house smelt better, the corners fresher, and over







