~~Indigo~~
The past week sucked. Seriously, there was no poetic way to say it. Just… sucked. Between Braxton’s wedding, Slade’s words, and my impulsive decision to leave, I’d spent the past few days pretending that “moving on” as I called it was easy. It wasn’t actually. It was way worse than I imagined and I spent the last two days in my apartment living on caffeine and anything that didn't require me having to get up from my couch. Today however, I knew that I needed to fully unpack and begin my daily routines. The minute I stepped in my room and looked in the corner where I kept my bags, I froze. Nothing had changed. What was I expecting? That someone would come clean up my mess? No, I seemed to have a knack for letting every single problem pile up until I had no way to get out of it. I kicked off my shoes, muttering under my breath. “Great job, Indie. New start, same chaos.” I tried unpacking — my sweaters, makeup bag, my old charger tangled around a photo frame. I set the frame down on my bed side table, tilting my head to see what photo it was under the glow of the morning light… then wished I hadn’t. It was us. Braxton and me. Grinning at the camera, faces close as he wrapped his hands around me, the smile on his face nothing short of goofy. Of course I remembered where we had taken this photo. The first time we had gone mountain climbing ㅡ I was scared shitless and well… he was there to support me until we made it to the top. A sharp laugh slipped out before I could stop it. “God, I’m pathetic.” And yet, I couldn't let go of it. Slade's words echoed in my head as tears blurred my vision. Slade was gone, Braxton was gone, Emily would take a few days to return as they were cleaning up after the wedding since I had bailed. “Seriously?” I groaned, dragging a sleeve over my face. “Crying again? Ugh.” I couldn’t do another minute of this. Sitting around, thinking. I had wanted to spend the whole day in bed again, just eating and watching movies but I needed a distraction. Fast. Without thinking, I snatched my phone off the counter and hit speed dial. “Hello?” A familiar voice came through immediately. “Yeah, hey. It’s me.” My voice came out tight. “I’m coming in.” I ripped the phone tighter. There was the sound of jabbing keyboards. “Indie, it’s your day off—” The woman started but I didn't let her finish. Well, I had taken several days off and it wasn't exactly helping because I was still going crazy. “Not anymore.” I breathed out and grabbed my keys. “See you in twenty.” Work. I needed work. Not feelings. Grabbing my purse off the counter after changing into a better outfit, I rushed out of my house, flagging down a taxi. The ride to the office was mostly silent and I leaned my head against the cold window pane, watching as the city blurred past with people and cars. When I got to the office, I paid the taxi driver a crumpled $20 bill before I took a deep breath and walked into the block of buildings. The office smelled familiarㅡ Coffee and the underlying smell of papers. My safe zone. I dumped my bag on the chair and powered up my laptop. Okay, now I needed to update my account with the photos and videos of Braxton's wedding so that potential clients could reach out to me if they liked it. Y'know, this could be fun. Very calming. Click. Scroll. Upload. That was all I had to keep doing as I sorted out through the photos in my cloud. Then I froze, staring at one picture, scrolling back up to take a better look at it. On the screen was me and Slade dancing at the rehearsal. My hand in his and his gaze locked on me. That look on his face made my heart skip a beat even though it was only through a screen—soft, focused, like I was the only one there. Oh god, this wasn't exactly an escape. Memories of his fingers in me, slowly thrusting filled my mind and I felt my mouth run dry for a moment, my thighs clenching together. I swallowed hard. “Nope.” I clicked away fast, but the image had already seared into my memory. Emily had said something about using him to distract myself from Braxton and it seemed like a really plausible idea because he looked like the type that would make you forget every other thing and just focus on them. Yeah, sure. He also looked a lot like the guy I was still trying to forget. “Move on,” I muttered. “Right. Easy.” A knock came at the door to my office. “Come in,” I said, straightening up as I minimized the window, turning around. A lady poked her head in, her glasses resting on the narrow bridge of her nose. “Miss Indigo, the board’s ready. They want you in Meeting Room A.” “Now?” I raised a brow. She nodded. “New client. Said they requested you personally.” Requested me? Great. Hopefully not another couple getting married this week. That would be the joke of the century. My boots clicked against the marble floor and I fiddled with my fingers as I made my way to the Boss's office. I mean, I had expected a job offer soon but not this soon. Well, it only meant more money and a distraction. When I got to the large doors, I paused for a second before I raised my hand and knocked lightly on it, hearing a soft mumble telling me to come in before I opened the door. “Indie.” My boss smiled as I entered. “Good timing. We’ve got a fun one for you.” “Fun? That’s debatable.” I muttered as I took a seat. “What’s the project?” He clasped his hands together, his leg crossing over the other. “New client. Big spender, just the type we need. He specifically asked for you and said he knows your work. We don't have much detail on him as he wants to remain anonymous but he's planning something huge and wants you to handle it. You're doing a great job” Okay, slow down. “Knows me?” I frowned. “What kind of event?” He grinned. “That’s the big mystery. He didn’t say. Just gave us a theme: ‘A Forever in the Making.’” I blinked. Once. Twice. Then let out an indignant scoff. “That’s it?” “That’s it. He said you’ll figure it out and you'll see.” My brows furrowed. “So he basically said ‘throw a party’ and vanished?” “More or less. But the budget’s generous. Real generous. You in?” I hesitated for half a second, then nodded. “I’m in. Might as well keep busy.” “Good. He’ll reach out with the first instruction soon.” I shifted in my seat, feeling like the leather was biting into my skin. “So I'll see him?” The man paused. “I don't know” I mean, how else was he going to send the instructions? Well, this was seeming to be fun and I was totally down for it. My boss explained a few more things to me while I just sat there, gripping the armrest while listening attentively to the tiny details we knew about the project before I told him I was going to clock in for the day and resume fully tomorrow to start planning the event. I’d just stepped out of the meeting, running through ideas in my head, when my phone buzzed. Unknown Number: The first clue’s waiting in your office. I stopped mid-step, my brows furrowed. “What the hell…” Pocketing my phone, I walked back in my office and there it was — a colorful box sitting neatly on my desk, wrapped like a gift. How did it get there? My heart thudded as I peeled off the paper. Inside was a folded letter and I gently tore it open and it read: Every forever deserves its colors. The blush of first glances, the ivory of promises made, the wine of love shared. Seriously? A poem. No name. No signature. Just a fucking poem. I read it again slower. Then once more, because really? A four line poem? Whoever this client was, he clearly liked games. Lucky for him, I needed one. I smiled faintly, folding the note before tucking it back into the box to take home. “Alright, mystery man,” I murmured. “Let’s play.”~~Indigo~~My alarm beeped continuously but I didn't make an effort to get up from the bed. Morning light filtered in through the blinds and I groaned, forcing myself to sit up, my hair ruffled and messy from tossing and turning overnight.Sleep hadn’t been kind — my brain had spent the entire night replaying those four lines from the mystery client’s note.Every forever deserves its colors…The blush of first glances… The ivory of promises made…The wine of love shared…What was I supposed to do with that? Paint a wall with a rainbow? Throw a party themed after a box of crayons?Forcing myself up, I shuffled to the kitchen, my limbs aching. I groaned, rubbing at my eyes as I poured steaming coffee into my favorite mug that was chipped at the edge. “Clues and fucking poetry do not go hand in hand,” I muttered, stirring in way too much sugar. “Thought this was going to be fun but it's messing me the fuck up.”Leaning against the counter, I sipped and stared blankly out of the kitchen win
~~Indigo~~The past week sucked.Seriously, there was no poetic way to say it. Just… sucked.Between Braxton’s wedding, Slade’s words, and my impulsive decision to leave, I’d spent the past few days pretending that “moving on” as I called it was easy. It wasn’t actually. It was way worse than I imagined and I spent the last two days in my apartment living on caffeine and anything that didn't require me having to get up from my couch.Today however, I knew that I needed to fully unpack and begin my daily routines. The minute I stepped in my room and looked in the corner where I kept my bags, I froze.Nothing had changed. What was I expecting? That someone would come clean up my mess? No, I seemed to have a knack for letting every single problem pile up until I had no way to get out of it. I kicked off my shoes, muttering under my breath. “Great job, Indie. New start, same chaos.”I tried unpacking — my sweaters, makeup bag, my old charger tangled around a photo frame. I set the frame d
~~Indigo~~“Uh—I—um…” My mouth opened, closed, then opened again. Nothing came out. “This isn’t—uh—what it looks like, Teresa.”Fantastic. I sounded guilty as hell.Teresa’s brows lifted, expectant as she waited for me to come up with something more plausible. Braxton shifted beside me, running a hand through his hair. “She’s right,” he said finally his voice hard. “It’s not what it looks like.”Thank God.“I just came to check on her,” he added, his tone even. “Wanted to say goodbye. We’re leaving early tomorrow, and she’ll probably still be asleep by the time we head out. Thought it would be best to just tell her goodbye before Bianca and I leave tomorrow”That caught my attention and I blinked. “Wait—what? You’re leaving tomorrow morning?”He nodded once, not meeting my gaze again. “Yeah. No point staying longer. Might as well start the honeymoon early.”I frowned, turning to look at him properly. “But you said you’d stay one more day. That was the plan.”He shrugged. “Plans change
~~Indiego~~Sleep wasn’t happening.I’d tried closing my eyes, turning over, burying myself under the covers—nothing worked. The second I did, Slade’s voice replayed in my head. His touch. His words. The way he had walked away when he thought I was uncomfortable.How the hell was I supposed to tell Emily?Something like; hey, Em, remember the guy who flirts with everything that breathes? Yeah, he might’ve had me against a wall tonight and even fingered me in a public space. Haha, would you believe how everything in my life had changed in the space of a few days?Yeah, no.I sighed, grabbing my phone instead. Maybe scrolling would help. Or maybe it wouldn't. Because soon I was staring at old photos—me and Braxton, back when things made sense. Back when one smile from him felt like the sun.A small smile tugged at my lips before I could stop it. God, I was pathetic.A knock snapped me out of it and I sighed. The wedding was over. Most guests who stayed over the night were already in the
~~Indiego~~“Slade…” The words were barely out of my lips before my back hit the wall with a silent thud and his lips were on my neckㅡ nibbling gently at the skin while his hands roamed my waist. Not moving any higher. Not moving any lower.I made my decision. I wanted this. I followed him into his room and here I was, pressed up against the cold hard wall while he pressed against me, his hard frame a sharp contrast to my much smaller one.I was mildly aware of the sound of footsteps passing the room as guests still lingered around since the reception wasn't over. I was supposed to be out there too.“Fuck…” Slade cursed, pushing himself in between my legs, the fabric of his jeans creating a sinful friction as he rubbed himself against my aching core. “Feel that?” He breathed out, his lips ghosting over my neck.I took a sharp intake of breath while I felt the tent in his pants rub against my clothed pussy. Fuck. Fuckㅡ“Please…” I moaned, tipping my head back as my fingers reached up t
~~Indiego~~Slade had left for over 30 minutes, saying he was leaving to get something and I was already getting bored out of my head.The wedding was already being rounded up and I itched to get some air, instead of forcing smiles that refused to hold up with each passing minute.I turned to leave for the bathroom when I caught Emily's gaze. My heart stuttered. She was standing a while off, her fingers toying with the pendant around her neck while she looked at me with concern.God, it felt good to see her again.She made no move to approach me so I simply smiled slightly at her before leaving for the bathroom.Walking briskly to the bathroom, I shut the door, gripping the spotless basin tightly while I tried to catch my breath. My necklace gleamed as it caught the reflection from the mirror. My face felt sunken and my chest felt hollowㅡ almost like I had lost all willpower.The door was pushed open and I startled, fear coursing through my veins for a moment before I regained some se