“Hey, talk to me?” I say to Nat.She shook her head and looked directly at me once again.“I’m sorry, I’m just on a lot of painkillers and I can’t seem to keep my head straight.”“I guess I just...”“You..?”“I just want my best friend back again, Angie. I just want you back, just like the way we were before. Never fighting, always laughing and teasing each other. Even when times were hard, we never ever left each other’s sight no matter how hard the situation was. I just want those days back.”“I’m sorry.. sight,. I’m in no position to ask this from you right now. I mean.. I should be happy that you’re even talking to me right now, so.. Forget what I just said. I’m all over the place right now.”Not saying another word, I grab her hand with both of mine and I smile.“We can have all that again, Nat. You are my best friend and trust me, if something happened to you? I would come up to where you would go just to tell you that you’re a bitch.”We both laugh and she started coughing.“Sl
Why.. Why would she lie to me? I mean...Nat? Attempting suicides again and again? I don’t believe it. I just don’t. At first, I thought maybe I should respect her privacy and just let it go.But will she tell me the truth about.… this? You don’t ask a convict why you killed that stranger for no reason. There’s only a 0.00001% chance one of them would tell the tale.But Nat? I don’t know. Maybe I’m just overthinking it all over again. But I needed to know. Reading her diary may help prevent this from happening in the future. If I could just find out the reason.I flip the pages, and at first, I couldn’t find shit. I turned and turned and turned and there wasn’t anything that already didn’t know. I was nearly about to give up when I finally read this. The day we were going to shop together. When I...Dear Diary.Today, Angelica and I went shopping together. We stopped by a coffee shop where the guy server was eying her and asked for Angelica’s number. I wanted to stop their conversation
Jonathan quickly pulled up his almost-down jeans, and I wore my shirt. We both looked at Nat, confused and embarrassed. We thought she was still sleeping and couldn’t have known, but because Nat was awake and she just stood there, watching us get dressed.Jonathan and I got obviously startled and started getting dressed.“Natalia, I didn’t know you were awake.”“I wasn’t. But I just heard some noises from your room, so I went to check up on you.”Noises? We were so silent about doing stuff. How could she possibly hear noises? This wasn’t possible, it was too.. I don’t know... creepy?“I think I should get back to my place,” Jonathan said, trying to break the silence.“I’ll escort you out,” I say. “Do you need something else, Nat? Juice? Sandwich?”“No, thank you.” She looked directly at Jonathan with demon eyes, literally scaring both of us.“We should all hang out someday,” she says.It was so fucked up. She never reacted the way she was reacting right now. It felt like I was living
“Are you sure you’re going to be okay?” I ask Nat while I pass her a glass of juice and drink my own.“I’m going to be fine, Angie. Don’t worry.”“Call me if something goes sideways, okay? No matter where I’ll come back.”“Got it, Mom, Now go, earn and spend all your money on me.”“Sure, Ms universe.”I walk back to my room to get changed and freshen up for work. Suddenly my eyes fall on the drawer in which I kept Nat’s journal. I should probably place it back to where it was. The least I want to do is cause another fight between us.--Beep beep--Greetings.You have an appointment with Doctor Herbert at 4:30 AM.We hope only well for you and your loved ones.Have a good day.Finally, I got an appointment with the doc. I had to ask about Nat’s unusual behaviour. There might be something I could do to make it better.Before I went downstairs, I grabbed the journal and carefully went into Nat’s room and placed it where I took it from. Suddenly I heard her coming back to her room, and I
“Ethan. I know I can’t force you into anything. But I need to know who you are. I will not ask you every day about your lovely or terrible past or even about who you are. What we can do is take one step at a time. I share something about me, you do the same. Slowly. This won’t mean anything if we don’t do that.”“We may adjust to the start, but later, you know what’ll happen. And I kinda don’t want to leave this job so.”We both giggled a little as he cupped and kissed my forehead.“Can you try?” I ask, looking into his eyes, pleading.“I can try.”“Thank you, Ethan.”He smiled and locked his lips on me before breaking our interlocked action. He bit my lower lip, filling me with electricity and pushing me away.“Get back to work now,” he said playfully and in a deep voice.I laugh and I walk out of the office.I guess I should probably check on Nat. While sitting back in my office, I took out my phone texting her.“How’s my guardian?”“She’s alright, watching a movie, a spooky one.”“
I drove back home, and I get a text from Jonathan.“Can we talk?”I stared at it for a while before locking my phone again. I still didn’t want to talk to him. I was still progressing with what I just saw. I ignored it and went inside the house.“Nat, I’m back,” I say out loud so that she could hear me and not stab me to death.As I open the door, I see her sitting on the couch with her journal in her hand. Natalia was sad and filled with anger. I could see.“What happened?” I say while I locked the door behind me.“Nothing.. I... I was just trying to remember...”“Remember what, exactly?”“I... there’s a page missing from my journal. I can’t find it anywhere. It must have fallen off somewhere.”“Where do you keep your journal?” I ask trying not to sound like I was lying to her face, and I knew all about it.“In my middle drawer. The last time I write it, I kept it safe. But now I can’t find it. It was an important one.”Important one? I thought maybe she wrote about something which I
I picked up the toy and turned it on. I’ve never seen one like this in my whole life. It started vibrating and there was a type of hole with a silicon tongue inside it. Okay, so this baby screws you and licks you at the same time? Very well, I may die tonight.I look around and find another note on the desk in the corner.“Play with yourself,” and right beside it, there was a lingerie set, a very sexy one. It was mostly all net. But it was the kinkiest one I’ve ever seen in my whole life. The set had handcuffs too, all black with spikes.I looked around to see if Ethan was watching me from the dark, but my eyes fall onto another note. It was on the closet’s door.“Don’t worry, I’ll join in once you’re all wet enough for me.”He wasn’t watching. But I knew he would once he comes back. I started undressing myself while I address the toy in front of me carefully. Once I’m all naked, I put on the set and see myself in the mirror. And fuuuckk. I was looking unbearably exotic. If Ethan woul
I knew it was about to go down. And so hard that I might not stand up again. Ever.Ethan was still on top, and I was imprisoned by him already. Even if I wanted to touch him or make him feel I wanted him so fucking bad? I couldn’t do it, I was under his command. I was always under his command.He was so sexy. Ethan was actually toying with me. He knew I was gonna fell into his traps and he was prepared to do further investigation on me. I was already wet, so Ethan slid two of his fingers through my hole towards my clit, just so he could have some juices on his fingers and he put them in his mouth.“This is the desert I want every night after dinner.” He says.Ethan closed the gap between our bodies. I thought he would slide his own adulthood in, but he used the toy, bumping it hard on me. I could feel it reaching my stomach.“Ah!!.” I screamed a little, not because I was feeling pain, but because it was getting good each time he did it.“E-Ethan?” I barely spoke his name. He was doing