LOGINKIMBERLY
“Your brother is a totally annoying ass and I cannot believe I have allowed him to piss me off so early in the morning” I groaned as I collapsed on my seat beside Azeena
“What did he do this time? I do not know why Allah decided to bless me with such annoying sibling and I apologize on his behalf”
“Do you know all these while that I told you he calls me something in Arabic, it was little girl” I scoffed, slamming my textbook on my table
“tifl saghir?” Zeena asked
“Yes, that is exactly it and today he did it again” I told her
Of course I was withholding information. You are not expecting me to tell my best friend that her brother had called me hot and even twirled my hair in his hand and I had felt hot both at his gaze and words and had desperately wanted him to kiss me… hell no.
“I am tired of speaking to him about it” Azeena groaned.
“He is detestable and I do not know how you cope”
We were saved further conversation by the arrival of our lecturer and soon we were neck deep in lectures and some assignments.
The bell soon rang for lunch break and
Zeena and I bounded to the cafeteria to get something in our stomach before another round of lectures began.“There he is” Azeena muttered under her breath.
It was none other than my ex-boyfriend; Arthur and her brother standing together and whispering conspiratorially.
Well maybe they weren’t whispering but I could hardly make out what they were saying and it was unnerving that we were going to have to pass by them to the cafeteria.
“Hold my hand” Zeena told me.
She could see how nervous I was and she was probably wondering it was as a result of seeing Arthur for the first time since our messy breakup.
She could not be far from the truth because while I thought of Arthur’s presence, it was nothing compared to that of Hassan who was now looking in our direction… my direction.
His eyes surveyed me intensely and I felt stripped of everything as I approached, my mind a jumble of emotions.
“Brother” Azeena called out, her voice dripping with sarcasm
“Sister” Hassan returned, not looking at her.
He had his eyes on me and my throat was as dry as sand as I passed. I did not even have any retort to give and I sure did not even acknowledge the presence of my ex-boyfriend.
He said nothing to me, contrary to how he had always been and it made me feel like we had a moment that we were hiding from the entire world.
“You did good” Azeena said, squeezing my hand as we passed them
I nodded not trusting myself to speak and resisting the urge to turn around just to see if he was still looking at me, if he was still branding me with those dark eyes.
We reached the counter and picked our food before sitting somewhere remote. I wondered why Azeena even stuck with me seeing as she was known by literally everyone in school and they all wanted to be her friend, inviting her to their table whenever they saw the chance.
“I should invite you to a party, Kim. It is something my father is organizing to celebrate the advancement of his brand and he has asked to meet a couple of our friends. You know of course that you are my only friend” She said
“I would be honored” I laughed.
I had been dying to meet her father seeing as we were friends and she knew my mother. She spoke highly of him and we had even talked about the toll her mother’s death had taken on him.
“I think Hassan will be inviting Arthur and I hope that is not too hard on you because I really want you to come but if you think…”
“It is perfectly okay, Zeena. I will be there and I do not care about who your brother is inviting” I told her, touching her hand from across the table
“Thank you” she said, smiling at me.
She seemed relieved and I was truthful when I said I did not care about who was been invited by her brother, rather I cared about the brother in question who was messing with my mind by the minute.
“Speaking of the devil” Zeena muttered
I raised my eyes and watched Hassan and Arthur stride to our table with Hassan taking a seat beside me and Arthur left with the seat beside Zeena
“Hey Kim, how are you doing?” Arthur said.
He looked downright uncomfortable and I could only imagine that this was Hassan’s idea and another way of torturing me. There was no way I was going to give him that satisfaction and so I sat up straight and plastered a becoming smile on my face.
“I am well, Arthur. Thank you for asking and how are you too?”
“I am fine” He muttered and then picked up his spoon, silencing any more talks between us.
“What do you want, Hassan?” Zeena asked, glaring at her brother so powerfully.
“Is it a crime to want to chill with my sister and her best friend?” He muttered, drawing closer to me while I tried to move without making it obvious
“You are only here to mess with Kim and I would not tolerate such behavior” she threatened
“What are you going to do about it, then? Report me to dad?” He smirked and then turned around to watch me while I squirmed
“You should come to our party” He said
“I have already been invited by Zeena” I snapped, not looking up at him
“Good” He said and then focused on his food.
Zeena continued glaring at him while I was overly aware of his presence and the heat radiating from his body. It was hard to eat and the spoon clattered to my plate a couple of times before I finally got a hold of it.
I am going crazy and just because he called me hot, I thought and then let out a pent up breath
“You seem troubled” he said softly beside me.
I turned to look at him; he had his spoon in his mouth, his dark eyes staring so intently at my face and ever so slowly he licked the spoon with his tongue snaking out so sensually.
My cheeks reddened as I watched but I could not look away while he repeated the motion until I was hot and could feel my core clench with need.
KIMBERLY“Happy Birthday”I stared at Hassan’s Instagram message one more time before I turned off my phone and slipped it into my pocket.It had been two weeks since my mother died and her body was cremated per her wishes.Aunt Catherina had been so helpful with the details of everything while I just floated in a haze of self loathing and anger.After my mother’s farewell, we packed up and left to Italy.I was yet to meet my father’s family. Aunt Catherina had mentioned they were excited to me and were only getting things in order but the truth is, I did not think they wanted to.From what I had been able to gather from sneaking around and eavesdropping on her phone conversation, they hated me. In fact she was the only one who thought it was a great idea to bring the unacknowledged daughter of Matteo Massimo to Italy.Today however, she did mention I would meet my grandfather.Surprisingly, we shared a birthday and he was hosting a party so I was going with her as a plus one. I had a
KIMBERLYMy palms were pressed against one another, clammy and twisting in my lap.The doctor was watching me, his eyes soft in a way I hated. I did not want his pity and who the hell was the woman anyways.“Kimberly,” he said “How are you doing?”How am I doing?I almost laughed. A bitter sound caught in my throat, but no air came out. How could he ask me that when my world had been split apart only minutes ago?“I…” My throat burned, and I shook my head quickly. “I don’t know. I just…” My words caught in my throat. “Where is my mother? I would like to see her.”“That can be arranged,” he said gently. “And I am so very sorry for your loss, Kimberly.”I swallowed hard, my eyes stinging. “You said… that can be arranged?” I repeated. “So she is here? Where is she?”“Yes.” The doctor nodded, but then his gaze flicked to the woman seated in the corner, the one I had not wanted to acknowledge. “That is why she is here as well.”“What do you mean?”The doctor folded his hands on the desk.“
HASSAN“What did you say?” I askedAzeena stared me down, her lips curling in disgust.“You heard me, brother,” she spat. “While you were up here in your little cave, fucking my best friend, her mother was dying in the hospital while the doctor rung her up.”I could feel my body run cold. This was not happening… this had to be some sort of bad dream.I turned to Kimberly, who was still frozen in place, her face pale as death. Her lips were parted but no sound came from them. She looked like she was stuck between horror, disbelief and grief and she wasn’t sure where to begin.Azeena’s gaze snapped to her next.“I hope whatever this is with my brother was worth it,” she said “Because Kimberly, you are dead to me.”With that she spun around and stormed out, the slam of the door shaking the walls.There was silence in that nanosecond as Kimberly’s ragged breathing filled the air.I rushed forward attempting to touch her but when I did, she jerked back violently, her eyes wild.“Kim…”“Don
KIMBERLYI asked myself what the hell I was doing for the umpteenth time that day as I kissed Hassan right back.His lips were so demanding, hungry and full of a need that both terrified and thrilled me. I should have pulled away, I should have thought about Azeena and Asif… even my mother. I should have considered everything this could unravel but instead, I let him reach for the corset ropes of my dress and loosen them, my breath hitching as his fingers trailed down my spine.The fabric gave way easily, sliding from my shoulders like it had been waiting for this moment.“God, Kimberly…” he whispered against my mouth, his forehead pressing to mine as his hands rested at the small of my back. “Do you have any idea what you are doing to me?”I swallowed, my throat dry.“What am I doing?” I croaked.His laugh was low and laced with disbelief.“Everything” He said as he kissed me again, deeper this time, as though he was trying to consume me, to make me forget every thought but him and f
KIMBERLYAnd dance I did… with Hassan whom by the way was an interesting dance partner.He knew how well I struggled with dances and he took his time to twirl me around, making sure I did not trip on my shoes or his.I did not think Hassan had one gentlemanly bone in his body but he surprised me and soon enough I had almost forgotten Asif with that woman… almost.The dance ended and we headed to our seat when Asif cornered Hassan and I.“I would like to introduce my son, Hassan and my daughter’s best friend, Kimberly” He said to the woman in red.Her smile widened as she took us in and my fingers itched to drag itself across that pearly white perfect skin. She was beautiful… stunningly beautiful and it wasn’t helping my broken heart.“It is a pleasure to meet you, Hassan. Your father has always spoken with great pride about you” She brought out a hand to Hassan who took it reluctantly, his smile tight.“And you, Kimberly… I must commend how beautiful you look. I see you have Italian b
KIMBERLYI tried so hard not to cry but my tear gland refused to cooperate with me.I was glad there was no one there to witness my breakdown and when the morning came… the morning of Azeena’s birthday, I lied to her that my eyes were swollen because I had thought about my mother and cried.She comforted me and then rounded it up with an invite to her birthday party. I had to be there and I had to let go of my sadness because in her words, it wasn’t my fault that my mother was ill and I was allowed to be sad about it but not guilty.Hassan knocked on the door that morning to wish his sister a happy birthday and present her of course with his gift for her.He did not look at meHe pretended like I was not in the room as he teased her on turning 21 and then rolled his eyes when she asked him if he would show up for her party.“I don’t think I will, Zeena”“You have to. I do not want to hear it. What the hell is up with you, Hassan?”He cast her a smile and then his eyes met mine across







