LOGINChapter 149 Ivy Jade snorted. “Of course it matters. You left without saying anything real. Mom thought something bad happened. Kai was a mess. I had to listen to both of them.”“I didn’t ask you to.”“You never ask. You just do whatever you want and leave the rest of us to clean it up.”Mom stood up from the couch. “Both of you stop. Ivy, sit down. You look like you haven’t slept.”“I’m fine standing.”Kai’s gaze dropped to my hand. The new phone Jax gave me was still in my grip. I had forgotten I was holding it.“New phone?” he asked.“Yeah.”“Since when?”“Since a few days ago. Mine broke.”Jade leaned in. “Broke how? You throw it at a wall or something?”“It just broke. Can we drop it?”Kai kept staring at the phone like it might explain everything. “You didn’t text me once. Not even a ‘I’m alive’ message.”“I needed space.”“Space from what? From me?”The words came out sharper than I expected. I felt the heat rising in my face again, the same heat from the car, only now it mix
Chapter 148 Ivy I sat in the passenger seat of Jax’s black car and watched the studio lights disappear in the side mirror. My body still felt loose from the orgasm, the kind of loose that made my legs weak when I walked, and the sheet from the bed had left a soft smell on my skin that I kept catching every time I moved. Jax drove with one hand on the wheel and the other resting on the gear shift. He did not talk for the first ten minutes. The road stretched out dark and empty in front of us. I kept my arms crossed over my chest and stared straight ahead like if I looked at him too long I would start thinking about how I said his name on camera.“You good?” he asked finally. His voice was low and steady.“Yeah.”“You don’t sound good.”“I’m fine, Jax. Just tired.”He glanced at me and that half-smile showed up again. “You came hard. That’s allowed to make you quiet.”I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. “Don’t.”“Don’t what?”“Talk about it like it’s nothing.”“It isn’t nothi
Ivy He handed me the small vibrator. I turned it on. The buzzing sound filled the room. I pressed it against my clit. My back arched off the bed.“Oh shit,” I gasped.“Talk to the camera, Ivy. Tell them what you’re feeling.”“It feels… really good,” I said, breathing hard. “My pussy is so wet. I need more.”Jax’s eyes were locked on me. “Now take the dildo. Lick it first. Make it wet.”I picked up the pink dildo. It felt heavy in my hand. I brought it to my mouth and licked the head, then slid it between my lips. I sucked on it while looking at the camera. I felt dirty but hot.“Perfect,” Jax directed. “Now rub it against your pussy. Up and down. Tease yourself.”I moved the toy down. The fat head rubbed over my clit and along my wet lips. I pushed it against my opening but did not go in yet.“Beg for it a little,” Jax said. “Like you mean it.”“Please,” I whispered. “I want it inside me.”“Louder. Look at the camera.”“Please fuck me with it,” I said louder. My voice sounded needy.
IvyI sat on the edge of the bed after I stopped the camera. My body still felt warm and shaky from the orgasm. My fingers were sticky. The tank top was pushed up over my tits and my shorts were down around my ankles. I looked at the camera light blinking red and thought, What the hell did I just do? But I did not feel bad. Not really. For the first time in a long time I felt alive. Powerful. Like I took something back.I pulled my clothes up fast and wiped my hands on the sheet. My heart was still beating hard. I knew I should stop here. Go back to the room, think about everything. But the heat between my legs would not go away. The way I said Jax’s name on the video kept playing in my head. I felt embarrassed but also turned on again.“Fuck it,” I said out loud. “I’m doing this.”I walked out of the studio room on shaky legs. The hallway was quiet. I found Jax in a small office near the studio. He was sitting at a desk looking at a laptop. When he saw me he raised one eyebrow and ga
Ivy “Real. Sure.” I turned to leave before I did something stupid like lean into him. “Thanks for the non-answer about my mom by the way. Super helpful.”“Anytime.” He called after me. I could hear the smirk in his voice.I walked out fast my heart racing. My thighs rubbed together with every step and I cursed myself the whole way back to my room. The doubt about him being my dad wouldn’t leave but neither would the way my body lit up when he touched me. It was gross and hot and confusing as hell.Back in my room I stripped fast and headed straight for the shower. The water felt good but it didn’t calm me down. I was still sticky from last night and hyper aware of every inch of my skin. I ran my hands over my stomach and down between my legs debating if I should shave or trim or just leave it. The thought of doing this on camera made my face hot.“Professional my ass.” I muttered to myself under the spray. “Just a girl touching herself for money.”I stayed in there longer than I need
Ivy I left my room with my heart still hammering from the night before. My legs felt shaky and I kept tugging at the hem of my hoodie like it could hide how wired I was. The apartment was quiet but I could hear faint music or something coming from down the hall. I followed it because standing still was making everything worse. My brain kept replaying those two times I touched myself and then that stupid thought about Jax and my mom. I pushed open a door at the end of the corridor and there he was. The gym. Jax stood in the middle of the room with his back to me doing pull ups. No shirt. Sweat ran down his back and shoulders. He looked strong in that way guys his age get when they actually work at it. Not like the boys at parties. My stomach flipped hard. I remembered how I whispered his name last night and my face burned. He dropped down and turned around wiping his face with a towel. His eyes landed on me right away. “Morning kid. You look like you didn’t sleep much.” “Yeah w
AvaAnd shit, I did, I straddled him properly , guiding his cock back inside me, slowly at first because I was still tight, still sore from round one, but the stretch felt amazing, making me moan loud as I sank down, taking him all. "Fuck, yes," I gasped, starting to rock, hands on his chest for le
AvaHe ran a hand through his hair, pacing now, voice rising. "Slow doesn't mean watching you flirt with some ex-crush right in front of me! You pushed me away, called me sir like I'm nothing yeah, it hurt, okay? If you're ashamed, fine, but don't string me along. I love you, but I'm not gonna be y
AvaThen the door burst open, some hotel guy with the spare key finally showed and Calder charged in like a bull, eyes wild, grabbing the waiter by the collar and yanking him off me, slamming him against the wall with a thud that shook the pictures. "You motherfucker! Get your hands off her!" Calde
~Ava~I dashed out of that hotel room like my ass was on fire, heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat, as I was humming under my breath the whole way down the elevator, "I'm getting fucked tonight, I'm getting fucked tonight," like some dumb chant from a bad pop song, but fuck it, I wa







