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Alexa’s POV.
I was obsessed.
Fuck. I was so damn obsessed over him. I never thought I’d reach that stage in my life where I’d be obsessing over a man, talk less of the man taking my English-lit class, but here I was, getting wet just from his voice alone and wishing it was just him and I in here so he’d fuck me as hard as he did the last time.
This has been going on for a few days now. A few sneaky meet ups here and there while trying to be very careful so no one would catch us. And now I was obsessed with him. With everything about him. With the way he talked, both in class and when we were alone. With the way he touched me. With he way he asserted his dominance over me. I just couldn’t get enough.
My pussy clenched hard as he raised his head from the book he was reading from and his eyes landed straight on me, meeting my gaze and holding at as he talked. My breathing became shallow and I became extra conscious of myself and remembered how he fucked me the last time, making me stare deep into his eyes as he drove me to the brink of insanity.
Gosh.
I want him buried in me each and every time of the day. But of course I couldn’t always have my way, could I? The bastard had been avoiding me for the past few days.
I mean, I couldn’t say for sure, but over the past few days, he didn’t throw any smirks my way or call me into his office for a ‘private talk’. And that was awkward, and weird as fuck.
I wanted him. No. I needed him. I needed him to take me and handle me the way he always did. Make me breathless and forget each any everything in my head. He had become my daily dose of drugs, the Xanax that I needed and now the bastard was ignoring me?
I frowned, scoffing and narrowing my eyes as I looked away from him and glared at my notebook. If he thought he could stay away from me then he thought wrong.
Damon’s POV.
I ran a hand through my hair, trying to focus on this book I was reading instead my mind kept straying back to the spicy cinnamon scent of a particular student of mine who I just couldn’t get enough of.
I couldn’t forget the way her tight pussy gripped my cock hard and made me go crazy and legit see stars. I couldn’t forget the way she tasted even when I tried my very best to. She was that good, and I have had my fair share of women over the past few decades. None of them even come close to how good she feels.
I inhaled deeply to stop myself from thinking of her, but instead what clouded my senses was her spicy cinnamon scent. I stilled. Impossible. What the hell was she even doin here? I frowned. That couldn’t be possible. She couldn’t be here. She had absolutely nothing to do in the music section of the library unless she was now taking music as a course too. Which I knew very well she wasn’t.
I blinked, looking around and then inhaling once again to be sure I was smelling
The right thing. I was. Her spicy cinnamon scent wouldn’t stop clouding my senses which meant she was here somewhere. I got up from the chair I was seated on and started trailing my scent. I had barely stepped out of the music section when she appeared in view, looking very lost. She looked around and before I could hide, her eyes landed on me and it narrowed instantly.
“There you are,” she muttered quietly under her breath but of course I could here her even thought she didn’t know that.
I stood straight, regaining myself and staring blankly at her. She stalked right to me and stopped in front of me, glaring at me.
“You’ve been avoiding me, you bastard,” she snapped, her eyes narrowing at me once again and it was my time to frown.
“How do you mean?” I asked, raising a brow as I crossed my arms and awaited her answer. Of course I knew what she was talking about, I just wasn’t ready to explain why I was avoiding her.
It was something I could never tell her no matter how much time we spent with each other.
“You know how I mean. And don’t dare lie to me or tell me you haven’t. I’m not a baby, y’know. It’s very obvious you’ve been ignoring me and I want to know why,” she demanded, crossing her arms.
I bit my tongue to keep myself from saying something I’d regret later. How could I possibly explain to her that the reason I was avoiding her was because she was far too enticing and the more time I spent with her, I feared I’d imprint on her, risking my identity to my enemies, or worse, I’d loose control of myself and kill her.
I almost did that second day, but I was able to stop myself as fast as I could. I couldn’t trust myself to do the same again.
I sighed, shaking my head and taking a step back from her. “You should stay away from me,” I warned.
“No.” She answered flatly, shaking her head and taking a step forward to me.
“You should.”
“I will not,” she reported, shaking her head stubbornly and holding my gaze. “I’m afraid I can’t get my mind of you. I can’t stop thinking about o and how you touch me. So I’m sorry but I can’t stay away.”
“We really shouldn’t be doing this, Alexa,” I groaned, rubbing my face even though my cock jumped at her words.
“Yeah well you should have thought about that before you made me beg for your cock in your office that day.”
I moved before I could even stop myself, my hands wrapping around her throat in one motion.
“Careful how you talk,” I warned her, looking around even though I knew we were the only one here in this part of the library, and no one else would be coming here.
I inhaled and noted the change in her scent. She was aroused. She was wet. For me. And before I could stop myself, I asked, “Is this how easily you get wet for other people?”
Her eyes went wide with rage and even though she was trapped beneath me, she raised her hand to slap me. Brave. I had to give her that. But I caught her hand before it could make it’s mark.
“Or just me?” I continued.
“Let me go,” she snapped, still very angry at me.
I smiled slowly and shook my head. “No,” I answered and instead carried her swiftly. She wrapped her legs around me instantly, her eyes going wide as if she was in panic. I walked forward until her back was against the bookshelves.
I leaned forward and slammed my lips against hers, kissing her roughly. She went still for a moment and then kissed me back with the same frevor. Until she pushed me back.
“We shouldn’t be doing this. Not here, someone could find us and-“
“No one will find us,” I assured her and kissed her neck, inhaling her sweet scent. God. She was driving me crazy. If I didn’t take her now-
With her still pinned between my body and the wall, I made a quick work of unzipping my pants and pulling out my already rock hard cock, slid her panties to the side and pushed into her swiftly.
She squeezed around my cock and moaned, her eyes closing as she fisted my shirt with one hand, and dug her nails into my back with the other.
But instead of taking hwr hard and fast the way I really wanted, I decided to go slow. To drive her crazy the same way she drove me crazy.
I rocked into her slowly, and her eyes shot open. I could see the desperation in her eyes, feel the way her wetness spread all over my cock and she clenched hard.
I pulled back slowly and went in slowly again, her body shaking a bit as I carressed her spot.
“Damon,” she whispered, tears spreading in her eyes. “I need you to go faster please.”
“You take what you get,” I replied her, the side of my lips pulling into a smirk as she clenched hard against me again. She arched her back, bending her neck and leaving it bare for me. Giving me wide and open access.
I went crazy instantly, diving in and inhaling her scent. With a groan, I drove into her har shly and opened my mouth, baring my fangs and diving into her neck. And, God, that was pure bliss.
Maya.I always thought the hardest part would be getting caught.But it turned out, the real pain lived in the days after—when everything was raw and exposed, and there was nothing left to hide behind. When Harper stopped speaking to me, when Julian moved out of the house for good, when every inch of space felt like a reminder of what we’d lost and what we couldn’t quite let go.But the truth is, I don’t regret any of it. Not the nights tangled up in Julian’s arms, not the secrets that tasted like salt and longing, not even the heartbreak. Because loving him changed everything. Because loving him made me brave in ways I didn’t know I could be.Harper was the last piece—the part that hurt the most. She avoided me for days, refusing to answer calls, dodging me in the kitchen, keeping the air thick with disappointment and pain. But slowly, bit by bit, something softened in her eyes. She never forgave me with words. She just started sitting beside me again at breakfast, humming softly whe
9Maya.Some part of me always knew it couldn’t last.Secrets like ours weren’t built for hiding, not forever. But knowing something and being ready for it are two different things. Even now, replaying every second in my mind, I still can’t decide if I was more terrified of losing Julian or of hurting Harper, the one person I’d always sworn to protect.The day it happened, the air felt thick with something electric—like a storm waiting to break. I moved through the house on autopilot, avoiding Harper’s searching eyes, avoiding Julian even more. I wanted to talk to him, to ask if he was falling apart too, but I didn’t trust myself to keep the truth out of my voice.By afternoon, Harper announced she was heading out for groceries. I barely listened, just nodded, curling up with a book that I didn’t read. Julian was home, his footsteps heavy and restless. I felt the pull between us, the magnetic need that always drew us together, even when it was the last thing we should do.When I heard
Maya.I didn’t expect the guilt to last this long, or to feel this raw.The weekend away with Harper was supposed to help. I thought, maybe, if I just spent a couple of nights in a room with her, doing nothing but watching movies, gossiping, and swimming until our fingers wrinkled, I’d remember how to be her best friend again. But instead, everything I said felt like a half-lie, and every time she asked, “Are you okay?” I could barely meet her eyes.On the drive back, Harper was quiet. We’d never had silent car rides before. She chewed her lip, glancing over every so often, her hands tightening around the wheel. By the time we pulled into the driveway, I felt like my secrets were tattooed all over my skin.She killed the engine but didn’t move. “Did something happen between you and my dad?”The question punched the air right out of my chest. “What?”“You barely look at him anymore,” she said, her voice thin, almost scared. “You barely look at me. Are you mad at us?”I stared at my han
Maya.Distance was supposed to make everything easier. It didn’t.For days, I kept out of Julian’s way. If I heard him coming down the hallway, I ducked into a different room. At breakfast, I’d eat quickly, eyes fixed on my phone, barely speaking. When he spoke, his voice was careful and low, like he was afraid he’d break something that was already cracked wide open.Harper, of course, noticed. “Are you fighting with my dad?” she asked one night as we painted our toes on her bedroom floor, music humming low in the background.I shrugged, pretending I was busy studying my nails. “We’re not fighting. I just… have a lot on my mind.”She raised an eyebrow. “You’re both acting weird. Like, even for you two.”I forced a laugh, my chest tightening. If only she knew.Mostly, I felt hollow. Empty in a way that food and sleep and music couldn’t fix. It wasn’t just that I missed Julian’s hands, his mouth, his body moving with mine—it was the way he’d looked at me, even in the worst moments, like
6Maya.By now, I should’ve known better. I should’ve known that nothing reckless stays secret forever. But desire is a kind of madness, and in Julian’s arms, all my sense melted into want, into the thrum of something that felt too big and urgent to ever fit inside rules.The night was slow. Harper was home, but tired, drifting between Netflix and half-hearted phone calls with the guy she’d brought home from the party. Julian kept to himself all evening, moving around the house with a tension that I could feel even from across the room. I tried to study, but every word on the page blurred and ran together. All I could think about was his hands, his mouth, his skin.It was late by the time Harper finally went to bed, waving at me from the stairs. “Don’t stay up all night,” she called, and I mumbled a promise I didn’t mean to keep. I was already glancing at the clock, counting the minutes until the house went quiet.Julian came into the living room, rubbing the back of his neck, eyes rim
5Maya.Some nights, everything is loud—laughter, voices, footsteps in the hallway. Tonight felt like that. I sat on the back steps, bare legs pressed to the cool wood, listening to the hum of conversation drifting through the open windows. My heart wouldn’t settle.Harper was inside, flushed and happy, her arm linked through the elbow of a guy I’d never seen before—tall, golden-skinned, with the cocky, easy confidence of someone who knew he looked good. They’d met at the party, apparently, and now she was bringing him home for “one last drink.”I should have rolled my eyes, teased her, maybe felt proud. Instead, I felt twisted up inside, sour and restless. My cheeks burned with the knowledge that I had no claim on her happiness, but still—I hated the way he looked at her, like she was something he’d already decided to unwrap.The screen door banged behind me, and Julian appeared, moving quietly, a glass of whiskey cradled in his hand. He looked tired, the way he always did lately, as







