Nina
I stand near the bar, gripping my champagne flute so tightly I’m afraid it might shatter. My heart’s racing, my skin feels too tight, and all I can think about is getting the hell out of here. I can still feel Jaxon’s presence, even though I walked away from him minutes ago. His voice, the way he looked at me, like he still has some claim over me—fuck. It’s too much.
The charity event swirls around me in a blur of laughter and clinking glasses. My father hosts this thing every year to support werewolf packs across the country—helping fund education, infrastructure, all the things smaller packs can’t afford. It’s a noble cause, and I should be focused on that, but all I can think about is how fucking suffocated I felt the moment I locked eyes with Jaxon.
I take a deep breath, leaning against the bar, trying to ground myself. The ballroom is packed with elites—wolves in designer suits, powerful Alphas, and humans too, mingling like they belong. This event is a big deal, but I can barely keep my head on straight after running into him.
Dominic steps up beside me, his presence solid, calming. “You okay?”
I nod, even though I’m not. “Yeah. Just... needed a second.”
He gives me that look—half concern, half don’t bullshit me. “You saw him, didn’t you?”
“Yeah,” I admit, the word heavy. “He’s here.”
Dom clenches his jaw, his gaze scanning the crowd. “If he tries anything—”
“I can handle it,” I cut him off, forcing a smile. “I’m not the same person I was when I was with him.”
“You’re right,” he says, but his eyes don’t soften. “You’re better. Stronger.”
I let out a small, bitter laugh. “You have no idea.”
He pats my shoulder, squeezing gently. “You’re an Alpha heir, Nina. Don’t let some asshole like him shake you.”
I nod, my throat tightening as I glance around the room. The truth is, I’m not just an Alpha heir—I’m the only Valens heir, and my father’s been easing me into the family business. I’ve been back home for weeks now, throwing myself into work, trying to prove I’m more than the mess Jaxon left behind.
But being here? Leading the pack? It’s exhausting. My wolf mourns the bond I had with Jaxon, even if I don’t want to admit it. Even though I know I’m better off without him.
Griffin strides over, wearing his usual shit-eating grin. “So, you ready to get out of here yet? I’m dying for a drink somewhere that doesn’t involve people kissing our father’s ass.”
I snort. “You know this is for the pack. Not everything’s about ass-kissing.”
Griffin shrugs. “Could’ve fooled me. But hey, if you want to stay here all night and deal with all the formal bullshit, be my guest.”
Dominic rolls his eyes. “Grow up, Griff.”
“Never,” Griffin shoots back with a smirk, then glances at me. “Seriously, though. You good?”
“I’m fine,” I lie. “Just needed some air.”
He and Dominic exchange looks, but I ignore it, taking another sip of champagne. I know they’re trying to help. Trying to support me. But I don’t need their pity. I don’t need anyone’s pity.
I set my glass down and straighten my spine. “I’m going back in.”
*
The next few weeks blur into a whirlwind of meetings, pack responsibilities, and late nights at the office. My father’s been grooming me to take over more and more, and as exhausting as it is, it’s a welcome distraction. I throw myself into work—finances, strategic alliances, everything that keeps me from thinking too much about Jaxon.
But late at night, when I’m alone in my room, it’s harder to push the memories away. Harder to stop my mind from wandering back to that night.
The night it all started.
We were at some high-end club, celebrating a business deal. I was his assistant back then, just happy to be in his orbit, even if it was in the background. Jaxon had been drinking more than usual, his jaw clenched tight, his mood darker than I’d ever seen.
“Scarlett’s engaged,” he muttered, downing another shot like it was water.
I remember the way his words hit me—like a punch to the gut. He was so fucking hung up on her, even after all that time. She was with someone else, and he couldn’t let her go.
I don’t know why I stayed with him that night. Maybe I thought I could help, maybe I thought I could distract him. But somewhere between the fifth drink and the tenth, things got blurry. He wasn’t the same stoic, distant Jaxon I worked for. He was looser, more... human.
“You’re always here, you know that?” he said, leaning in close, his breath warm against my neck. “Always fucking here.”
My heart pounded. He’d never looked at me like that before, like I was anything more than an employee. But that night? He looked at me like he needed me.
And I wanted to be needed.
We ended up in some dingy Vegas chapel, laughing like idiots, both of us too drunk to stand straight. The lights were bright, everything spinning, and before I knew it, we were signing papers, saying vows, rings on our fingers.
I woke up the next morning in his bed, my head pounding, my body aching. Jaxon was lying next to me, his arm slung over my waist, his breath even and calm. For a moment, just a moment, I thought maybe this was it. Maybe this was the start of something real.
Then he woke up.
“What the fuck did we do?” His voice was raw, his eyes wide with disbelief.
“We... got married?” I whispered, my throat dry, my head spinning from the hangover and the weight of what we’d done.
He sat up, running a hand through his hair, his body tense. “We were drunk. This was a mistake.”
I swallowed hard, my stomach twisting. “Yeah. A mistake.”
But then he looked at me, his eyes dark, and something shifted. He leaned in, his lips brushing against mine, and suddenly it wasn’t a mistake. Suddenly it was real. His hands were on me, his body pressing against mine, and everything felt too hot, too fast.
We had sex again. I didn’t even think about what it meant. I just let it happen, because for once, he wanted me. For once, it wasn’t about Scarlett. It was about us.
But when it was over, reality hit. Hard.
“We can’t... this can’t be public,” he said, pulling away, his voice cold again. “The scandal... it’d ruin us.”
I nodded, my chest tight. “I know.”
“We’ll stay married. For appearances,” he said, as if that made it all okay. “But it won’t change anything.”
And it didn’t. Not really. We stayed married, but we never really were married. He was distant, cold, and I... I just stayed. Hoping, waiting for him to change. Waiting for him to see me.
But he never did.
*
I shake off the memory, forcing myself to focus on the now. I’m not that girl anymore. I’m not the girl who waits around for someone to love her. I’m the fucking Alpha heir, and I’ve got shit to do.
Lucas walks into the office, his usual scowl in place. “You busy?”
I glance up from the stack of papers in front of me. “Always. Why?”
He leans against the doorframe, crossing his arms. “You’re working too hard.”
I roll my eyes. “Is that your way of telling me to take a break?”
“It’s my way of telling you to stop avoiding your life,” he says, his voice blunt, but not unkind. “You’ve been burying yourself in this work, and it’s not healthy.”
“I’m fine.”
“No, you’re not.” He steps closer, his gaze softening. “You’ve got more to offer than this. More than a broken marriage and a title.”
I bite my lip, trying to keep my emotions in check. “I’m doing what I have to do.”
Lucas sighs, running a hand through his hair. “Nina, you’re meant for more than this.”
I look away, swallowing the lump in my throat. “I know.”
He doesn’t push it, just gives me a nod before heading out. But his words stick with me, echoing in my head long after he’s gone.
You’re meant for more than this.
I don’t know if I believe that anymore. But I’m going to try. Because I can’t go back. Not to Jaxon. Not to the girl I used to be.
It’s time to be someone else.
Nina’s POVI stir awake to the warm press of Jaxon’s body behind me, his arm draped over my waist. His breaths are slow and steady, his chest rising and falling against my back. For a moment, I let myself linger in the stillness, the kind that’s familiar these days.The room smells faintly of cedar and lavender—Jaxon’s scent mingling with mine, comforting in a way I didn’t expect after everything we’ve been through. I glance at the window; the pale hint of morning sunlight filters in through the curtains, softening the sharp edges of the world outside.“Are you awake?” Jaxon’s voice is husky, laced with sleep.“Barely,” I murmur, tilting my head back to catch his gaze.His lips curve into a lazy smile, and before I can say anything else, he rolls me onto my back, his body pressing over mine. “Good,” he mutters. “Because I’m not done with you yet.”I laugh, the sound muffled as his mouth captures mine. It’s soft at first, a whisper of a kiss, but it quickly deepens, his hand tangling i
NinaThe house is quieter than I expected for a morning like this. The kind of quiet that wraps around you, soothing and heavy at the same time. I lean against the kitchen counter, watching the sun spill through the windows, painting the room in gold.Jaxon’s voice filters in from the living room, a low hum of conversation with Dominic. They’ve been working on some kind of strategy for the pack, a way to integrate the remaining members of the Silver Crescent seamlessly. Hearing him talk like that, so sure and steady, sends a warmth through me I didn’t think I’d ever get back.“Morning,” Callie says, slipping into the kitchen with a grin, her hair still damp from a shower.“Morning,” I reply, pouring her a cup of coffee. “You’re up early.”She shrugs, taking the mug with a small smile. “Couldn’t sleep. Thought I’d check on Griffin before breakfast.”“How is he?” I ask, even though I already know the answer. I saw him last night, and he was fine—better than fine, really, but I still nee
JaxonThe air is thick with tension, every breath I take tasting like the promise of blood and chaos. I stand at the edge of the tree line, staring at Elijah’s stronghold. It’s a fortress, tall and imposing, and every instinct I have tells me we’re walking into a trap. Doesn’t matter. We don’t have another choice.It is only three days since he last gave us the slip, but Nina and I agreed that the longer we wait, the more he reinforces. This is the right time to hit again.I glance at Nina beside me. She’s all sharp lines and cold determination, her jaw set, her hand gripping the syringe so tightly I’m worried it might snap.“Ready?” I ask, my voice rough.Her eyes flick to me, and for a second, the mask slips. I see the fear there, the weight of everything riding on this moment. “Ready,” she says, her voice steady despite it all.Rylan steps forward, his usual cocky grin replaced with something grim. “We’ve got this,” he says, his eyes scanning the treeline behind us. “They don’t sta
NinaJaxon moves to my side, his hand on my shoulder. “We’ll figure this out,” he says, his voice steady.I nod, but inside, I’m falling apart. Elijah’s right about one thing: time is running out.The smug bastard had slipped through our fingers like smoke, leaving behind nothing but chaos and a threat that sticks in my mind like a thorn.Jaxon sits across from me, his shirt ripped and bloodied. His knuckles are bruised, and there’s a cut across his jaw that’s still bleeding. He leans back in his chair, eyes shut, breathing heavily. For a moment, he looks like he might pass out.“Let me see that,” I mutter, grabbing the first aid kit from the table.He opens one eye, his lips quirking into something that might have been a smirk if he weren’t so exhausted. “You’re bossier than usual.”“Shut up and sit still.”I dab at the cut, my movements harsher than they need to be. He hisses but doesn’t pull away. “You don’t have to take it out on me.”“I’m not.” My voice shakes. Damn it. “I’m just
NinaThe tension in the air is so thick, it feels like we’re moving through molasses. The SUV stops just short of the perimeter of Elijah’s territory, and everyone’s quiet. Dominic’s hands grip the wheel tightly, his jaw clenched. Lucas is in the backseat, checking the weapons one more time, his movements too sharp. Rylan is silent, his gaze fixed out the window, as if willing himself into a different headspace.Jaxon’s beside me, close enough that I can feel his warmth. He leans in slightly, his voice low. “You good?”I nod, my throat dry. “Yeah.”He doesn’t look convinced, but he doesn’t push. “Stick close to me,” he murmurs. “If something goes south—”“It won’t.” I cut him off, sharper than I mean to. “We’ve got a plan.”He stares at me for a second before nodding. “Alright. Let’s stick to it, then.”Dominic kills the engine, and the darkness around us feels alive. It’s like the trees themselves are holding their breath, waiting. We step out, weapons in hand, moving silently. Elija
JaxonI’m not sure what I expected when we came together tonight. Maybe a few more words, more arguing about how stupid this whole thing is. But it’s just the two of us, sitting in the quiet of Nina’s room, and I can feel the tension hanging between us. She’s not ready to forgive me. I know that. But right now, I don’t care. We’ve got bigger shit to deal with.“Jaxon.” Her voice is quiet, like she’s trying to keep everything in. I can tell she’s thinking a million things, but she won’t say any of it. She never does when she’s worried.I turn to face her, shifting on the bed to face her fully. “What’s going on in that head of yours?”She hesitates for a moment before looking me in the eye. “I’m scared. You know that, right?”I nod slowly. “Yeah. I can tell. Hell, I’m scared too.”She rubs her eyes, looking worn. I wish I could take all the weight off her shoulders, but I know I can’t. Not now. Not with Elijah breathing down our necks. “I’m not afraid of the fight,” she says, her voice