Mag-log in~Valerie~
No one returns to my room till dusk. Sebastian doesn’t show up either. My thoughts have been tumbling over each other since Helen and Celeste dropped the bombshell. Hours pass, and I stay still on the bed, planning my escape. I wait until the sun sets completely before swinging into action. Tearing off the curtains hanging by the windows, I tie the ends together to form a rope long enough to let me own the building. Jumping off the first floor is risky, but staying in this pack is riskier. Guards are stationed at my door. There’s no way I can slip out without getting noticed by them. My nose stings. I have spent the last three years in this house. It’s sad to leave in this way. Blinking to push back the tears threatening to fall, I make my descent. Cool air slaps against my skin. My legs burn as I try to find stable ground. My bump brushes the wall. With great difficulty, I let myself down the building, landing into a patch of grass beneath. There are no guards around. Crouching, I make my way to a secret passway in the fence, hiding behind shrubs. It’s a small opening Sebastian made a few weeks after our wedding when I joked about having secret doors and rooms for our kids. I never thought the first time I'd use the passage would be in an emergency like this. Before I can slip through the small space, an alarm rings through the premises. My pulse roars in my ears. They have discovered my escape. I didn't even get far before they found out. Hastening my steps, I push the door open and dash through it, tearing into the woods. I know it’s a lost cause. Sebastian would catch me if I'm not fast enough, and my pregnancy is slowing me down, but I don’t stop. A contraction in my lower abdomen causes me to sink to the floor. Tripping over a stump, I tumble downwards, rolling down a slope. Twigs prick my skin. Clamping my hand over my lips, I hold back a scream, panting heavily. “Find her!” Sebastian’s loud voice echoes in assistance. “Don’t let her get away.” He’s about four hundred meters away from me, yet the woods shake with the urgency in his tone. If he comes any closer, he’d be able to pick up my scent. My eyes drop down to my leg, and a curse leaves my lips. There’s a cut on my ankle. I rip off the hem of my skirt, tie it around the wound and drag myself up to continue my journey. “Valerie!” The voices are coming closer. He must be with at least a dozen guards, because the sound of dried grasses being trampled upon is quite sharp. “Valerie!” he yells again. “Where are you?” I just have to get out of his pack. As long as I am in here, he’d have the upper hand. There are four borders. The one closest to me is the north. I head towards there, grateful for my knowledge of the pack’s geography. “Valeriw!” This time, it’s Celeste's voice I hear. She must have followed Sebastian to prove to him that she’s kindhearted, that she cares about the woman who is in the position she covets. A bitter chuckle escapes my lips. I press a hand to my belly and move on. “I’ll take some guards and go this way, Sebastian,” she says. “You should continue searching for her in the opposite direction. The harsh wind slaps against my eyes. My stomach clenches, and I slump against a tree stump, releasing a groan. Footsteps march away from me. Sebastian must have listened to Celeste's decision to split up. I am way too exhausted to continue running. Hiding behind a large stump by the slope, I squeeze my eyes shut and make a silent prayer for my safety. Suddenly, the footsteps stop. Then Celeste's voice follows. “Find her and kill her,” she orders fiercely. “I want her corpse to be brought back to the Alpha’s residence at sunrise. Make sure she never returns to the pack again.” My vision blurs. Tears sting my eyes. I press my hand harder against my mouth, holding back my moans. I don't know what hurts more. The sharp pains in my stomach or her schemes. I left just as she wanted. I gave her the chance to become a luna with no plans of coming back. Why isn’t that enough for her? “I don’t want disappointments," she goes on. “I’m paying you all too high a sum for you to give me flimsy excuses. If she is not found dead tomorrow, you’ll take her place in the afterlife.” “Yes, Miss Celeste,” two unfamiliar voices chorus. Then they continue their search. Thunder cackles in the sky. I flinch, releasing a small gasp as lightning illuminates the grounds. All of a sudden, birds flee from trees. Thick branches snap off and fall to the ground. A gust of wind appears, sweeping up a thick blanket of dust. I grip the trunk I'm leaning on tightly, trying- and failing to ignore the increasing agony in my stomach. “A frenzy,” one of the guards murmurs, his tone filled with fear. His voice rises in alarm. “It’s a blood moon frenzy.” I don’t know a lot about werewolf lore, but I have heard about blood moon frienzies before. It’s dangerous for wolves, as their senses can heighten to an uncontrollable degree and cause them to wreck damage. If ignored, casualties will be recorded. Relief floods through me. Surely, Sebastian would never allow his guards to continue with the search till the frenzy passes. Since I am a human, I'll be safe from the adverse effects. All I have to do is hide in a safe place, and my escape will be successful. But the relief doesn’t last. “We should go back to the pack, Miss Celeste,” the guard continues. “The Alpha has sent messages through mindlinks demanding that we return.” “I don’t care,” Celeste snaps. “Blood moon frenzy or not, find her. I don’t care if you die doing so.” “Miss Celeste, it’s dangerous to be away from the pack–” “Are you challenging me?” The guards go quiet. I listen in on their conversation, my heart in my mouth. “I will be your luna whether she’s found or not. Trust me, you don’t want to get on my bad side. Kill that lowly human and bring me her corpse as evidence.”~~Valerie~~“Was that your father?” I ask Kai as soon as his call ends. He adjusts in his seat, his fingers tightening around his phone. “Yes.”I give him a nod, growing silent. I hadn’t heard much of the conversation, but I definitely heard a little. Vivienne Hart is still in Ashville, and from the look of things, my presence there may cause some trouble.“Kai…”“I know what you’re thinking,” he cuts in, turning to look at me. “But you shouldn’t worry. Everything will be fine.”“Kai, I know…” I clear my throat, squeezing my eyes shut for a brief second. “I know you’re involved with another woman. Even though it’s not something you want, it doesn’t seem like you have a lot of control over it either.”“I have controol over who I get married to.”“You’re an Alpha.”Kai heaves, staring at me. He raises his hands to my face to brush a stray strand of hair from my eyes. “Don’t be scared. They won’t ask me to choose between you or my postion.”“But what if they do?”“Valerie.”“I am saying
~~Ashville~~“When will Alpha Kai get here?” one of the elders yell in an infuriated tone. “I have received intel that Alpha Hart is near the borders. What do we do if he arrives without getting a welcome from the Alpha?”Peyton has his head bowed, a defeated look on his face. In all his years of living, it’s the first time he has seen the elders of Ashville this agitated. The pack has always known peace, a phase that’s obviously about to end as Malcolm Hart approaches.“Kai is on his way,” his father says. The old man has been forced to abandon his touring lifestyle for Pack duties. He retired early, leaving the pack to his eldest son, but he is still one of the most respected people here till today. “He’s arriving from Bloodcrest. Since Bloodcrest is nearby, I am positive that he will get here because Hart does.”“Kai had no reason to leave this pack. If it wasn’t for that doctor, he wouldn’t have. I can’t believe you let the Alpha of this pack be bewitched by a woman who isn’t eve
~~Valerie~~My legs wobble, and I desperately need something to cling onto right now. Straightening, I keep my gaze on Sebastian, making sure I don’t waver in any way. What has he found out? Why is he suddenly so fixated on figuring out who I am?“If you have nothing more to say, I'll take my leave.”I turn to walk away, but his strong fingers grip my arm. I freeze in my tracks, stopping to glare at his hand on me. As if controlled by a remote, he withdraws, raising his hands up in the air in surrender.“I’m so sorry,” he mutters beneath his breath. “I just… I just want answers, Valerie. If you are my wife, let’s get this over with. Tell me the truth.”“Your wife?” I scoff. “You only have one wife, and that’s Celeste.” I can’t hide the contempt in my voice. “Don’t you think it’s shameful to call someone else your wife after you practically killed her?”“I didn’t kill her.”“Oh you didn’t?” I raise a brow. “I have heard rumours that suggest you did. Did you not send men to look for her
~~Valerie~~“Lucien is in a small town on the outskirts of Ashville,” Kai says in a reassuring tone, holding his phone against his ear. “I know you’ve been paranoid all day because you were worried about him, but you needn’t be. He’ll be fine.”I heave a sigh of relief, squeezing my eyes shut, kai is right. Even though I have tried to hide my fears, I was still worried about Lucien.Kai throws an arm around my shoulder, pulling me flush against his frame. “Eveyrthing will beff fine. I have sent some men over to guard him. As soon as we approach the pack, we will pick him up. Don' t worry about anything.”“Thank you, Kai,” I exhale. He responds with a slight shake of his head. “It’s what I should do.”We spend the next thirty minutes pervising the arrangement of our belongings. As soon as we’re ready to go, the suitcases are stuck in the trunk. Kai holds the door open for me as I start to slide in.“Valerie.” Sebastian's loud voice floats into my ears. He’s running towards us, sweat dr
~~Sebastian~~The antidote research is over. Albeit temporary, there is now a cure that can slow down the fatality rate of the virus. The relief is very evident on the faces of the aAlphas, and I feel immense relief myself, but I can't help but also have mixed feelings about everything that’s happening.Valwerie is leaving with Kai. it’s probably the last time i’ll ever see her, as she may decide to complete the research over at Ashville. He has built a state of the art research center for her there after all.I can’t bear to watch her leave, but I also know that I don't have the right to make her stay. I am married. There is so much going on with the pack at the same time that it would be stuooid for her to give me the light of day. Whatever feelings I have for her have to be buried for now.Or forever.“You are such a disappointment," Mireya says, stabbing a piece of steak with her fork on the lunch table. “You had all the time in the world to get Valeri over to your side, but you co
~~Celeste~~Theron rakes a hand through his hair, his frustration apparent on his face. “Celeste,” he drawls in an annoyed tone. “I am going to say this for the last time. Ethan meant nothing. He shouldn’t have meant anything to you, and I only helped you see that. Why don’t you understand?”A thick knot forms in my chest. This is way too much for me to handle. I had hoped that he would at least admit his mistake and apologise. It was a pipe dream, as Theron never believes he can be wrong, but a girl can dream. Tears gather in my eyes. I wipe them away, sniffling.At that moment, I realized how exhausted I was with everything. I can’t help but have memories of my childhood, when I was nothing but a carefree soul surrounded by the most genuine people. I remember how happy I had been with Sebastian as a kid. Even though I didn't have romantic feelings for him, I wasn't oblivious to him, and I didn't mind when his mother started telling everyone that I would become her daughter in law
Kai.I didn’t expect to end like this. With me eating out the woman that has occupied my thoughts the way no other has. But it's happening, and I won't have it any other way. Lying on the bed before me in nothing but a pair of panties that’s hanging down her leg, she makes my desire grow without ev
Five Valerie I expected relief. I expected him to be glad that I am trying to make things easy for him. He obviously wants me gone. The elders have turned against me. Celeste now has his heart. He doesn’t need me in this pack anymore. But what I see on Sebastian’s face isn't relief. It’s anger.
Sebastian “I warned you not to marry that woman. You shouldn't have brought her to this pack. If only you had listened to me, this wouldn't have happened,” my mother fires at me. Since she woke up, she hasn't stopped talking about Valerie. I stand beside her bed, my hands lodged in the pockets of m
Valerie A suffocating silence settles over the hall at Corvin’s revelation. I take slow steps towards him, blinking. “What did you just say?” “I told the Luna this earlier,” Corvin cuts in, ignoring me completely. “We ran tests on her pup twice, and they both came back with the same results. The







