LOVE WITH THE WRONG ALPHA

Alexis's perspective.Sometimes life gives you many reasons to let go of everything, to ease all the tension and suffering you experience. Yet, somehow, you still cling to one thing, the only thing that keeps you going through all that sorrow. And that happened to me too.I too cling to one thing that keeps me moving forward. A partner.A partner who one day will surely love me and end all my suffering with their extraordinary love.A partner who will love me so deeply that they won't mind my worst flaws. I am a lantern, a werewolf who cannot transform into a wolf.I cannot turn into a wolf, and I live as if I have been demoted within the pack. Every day, the members of my pack keep their distance from me.My family hates me and will do anything to get rid of me.Why not? My condition is nothing to be proud of, at least, that's what they always tell me.I still remember that terrible day as if it happened yesterday.Flashback"Can you imagine? Beta's daughter didn't turn into a wolf?"

"My mate!"I don't know what hurts me more. The fact that my mate had sex with my sister right in front of me, or the fact that he probably knew I was his mate for a year.As far as I remember, he was 18 last year, which means he knew I was his mate, but he still decided to ignore that bond and pursue my sister.Thinking about it, all his possessive, protective, and attentive behavior towards me suddenly made sense. It was as if all the pieces of the puzzle had finally fallen into place.I thought it was just guilt.And now he’s rejecting me? Why? Because I’m an omega, or because of my sister? I couldn’t help but shudder at the thought.I was the most hated wolf in the pack. No one likes me because I'm a lantern. And now, without a mate, rejected by a potential alpha, I'm sure everyone will hate me more than ever.And I know my father will kill me. Even the council leader wouldn't mind if my pack said I was killed in a vicious attack because I'm a female wolf without a mate.They alwa

Sebastian's perspective"Okay, that's it," I said before ending the call with a sigh."What else do we have planned for today, Blake?" I asked my beta, Blake, who looked at me with a tired sigh.Everything had become more exhausting since we became the largest group in the universe. Being at the top was always more dangerous.I knew he needed rest, and I needed rest too, but I also knew that I needed to increase security tenfold because, along with fame, danger also increased.I hate being feared by my people because they are my family. However, to outsiders, I have to live up to my name, Sinclair."Sebastian, today at the alpha meeting, a new issue came up," Blake said. I looked at him with raised eyebrows, signaling him to continue.“It’s about an outsider who stole food and left without a trace. This outsider killed anyone who crossed paths with her. It’s not really something to worry about too much, but if an outsider can enter the group’s territory and leave without a trace, it l

Alexis's Point of ViewDon't worry too much. It's just one day with three classes.I just have to stay at the university and risk my life for three classes. Two in the morning, one in the afternoon.The alpha of the Blood Moon group definitely won't come this early, right?You can do it, Alexis. That fear is only in your head. With this pendant, no one will recognize your true identity.Remember all the outsiders you've killed. Remember how you've passed through so many packs without ever being detected by them.You can do this. You're extraordinary, and you'll get through this too. You can't let a whole year of fighting and running be for nothing.I took a deep breath, prepared myself, and gathered all my strength to face this big day."Lexi? You look a little pale. You've been looking serious," Audrey's voice snapped me out of my trance.I turned and realized that I had been standing in front of the mirror for almost twenty minutes.Am I okay?Am I really okay?I didn't know why I f

Alexis's Point of View"Alright, since you already know I'm a lantern, I really don't understand why my life with humans is considered such a big deal. I'll wait for you to introduce yourselves, but your Alpha is coming today. If I don't return to my class in the next five minutes, I'll be suspended, and my entire year will be wasted. Of course, I don't want that to happen. It would be very detrimental."I told Blake, who I thought looked the best among them all. He was the only one who didn't stare at me as if I were a criminal."Sure. See you later, Alexis," Blake said.I nodded briefly at him, then turned and headed back to my class. I didn't know if it was just my imagination, but I was almost certain I saw a faint, almost flirtatious smile on his face.I shook my head slowly, trying to get that image out of my head. I sighed deeply, not knowing if it was all just my paranoia or if something really was wrong."So, we've been found out," I muttered to myself. "Now what? Do we have