"Will you please kill me before doing that?" I whispered.
The look on his face was of shock for a minute. He opened his mouth and started to say something but I took a step back and shook my head in denial, refusing to hear anything further and continued talking in the same tone,
"I was not the one who wanted to become your mate. I was not the one who begged you to bring me... here! I do not even know which place this is, where am I, or what exactly you want! You were the one who brought me in your werewolf world. I was not the one who created a spell to remove my existence. I was not the one who brought someone here against her will..."
Christian moved forward, reaching out to grab my arm but I flinched away in disgust, filled with hate and hurt and everything that he
Ava's P.O.V I ran away from him as fast as my feet could take me. My breathing turned ragged and tears threatened to fall out of my eyes. I could not bear him near me. I ran to my room and closed the door with a loud thud behind my back. My back to the door, I sank down on the ground there only. I hate him but I could not stay away from him, I wanted him to let me go but I wanted to stay in his arms, what the hell was wrong with me? Suddenly someone started banging on the door of my room. Scrambling up quickly from the floor I pushed away myself and backed away from the door, getting afraid with each passing second as the bangs on the door increased every time. Christian's voice came through the door from the other side- "Ava! Ava, open the fucking door rig
My angry gaze shot to him. I was more angry at myself than at him. What the fuck was I doing? Just one kiss? One fucking kiss was enough to make me lose control? With him, I always loose control like a whore. What the fucking hell was wrong with me? I needed to do something. I could not allow myself to lose control like this. I could not allow myself to fall for him or become gentle towards him. I could not let myself forget everything that he did to me so easily. This was starting to get out of my control. I started shouting at him in my anger, "What the fuck do you want Christian? Please, just tell me clearly. Aren't you satisfied yet? Isn't everything that you did to me was not enough? What are you trying to do to me? What do you want from me? You spoiled my whole fucking life for god sake! What else is left here that you want from
It had been one month since I started feeling that deep feeling in my chest. Love. The craziest, happiest, loveliest, erotic feeling and I was loving each moment of it. I had fallen in love with him. Christian. Since the day I had given him a chance, suddenly I had started seeing a different side of him in front of me. Everything had changed, from his attitude towards me to his manners. He made each moment special for me. Every day I woke up with a new surprise and slept with a smile on my face with my small body entangled with his large one on the bed. He had started driving me crazy. I did not even recognize these feelings at all. From the day I had come here to live in his pack to this day today, I had experienced an enormous difference in everything. We had not mated yet. He wan
"What the hell?!" Alpha Boris was the first one to react as he suddenly shouted in a furious voice as soon as the words left my lips, "Alpha Christian, now a human is going to teach and tell you how to make deals within our packs and how to protect your own pack?" I truly wanted to punch him in the face with the chair that he was sitting in. "I am just saying what I think is right for us, Alpha," I said in a calm tone to Alpha Boris, trying hard to hide the anger that was simmering underneath my calm exterior at that scoundrel's idiotic attempt to hide his wrongdoing, "this deal is dangerous for us and yo-" "Ava, SIT DOWN." Before I could continue, Christian gritted through clenched teeth angrily, his hand was clenched tight in a fist on the table as he spoke the words. "But Christian, look at those papers, they are clearly indicating that if we signed the deal, we would have to lose an extensive amount of our warriors. How can w..."
I went to sleep after that meeting silently instead of putting up a fight with Christian. It took some time, but I was perhaps too exhausted from all the emotional issues and tears that I had to go through so eventually, I did fall asleep without realizing when. I was not aware if Christian had come back to the room or not, but when I woke up after a few hours at night, the bed beside me was empty. After getting freshen up in the washroom, I walked down the hall. Everything was loud, and everyone was chattering with each other. I took a deep breath as for some reason, seeing everyone being normal did not make me feel awkward for coming down here after all the drama from yesterday. My stomach growled in a low voice, making me realize how much hungry I was. The hunger was now killing me. I walked down the hall and took a seat at the din
The moment stilled there only. The pain, the anguish was making me feel dizzy. I was still and he was frozen. "Ava.. I.. Fuck! I didn't want to say all that shit to you. I swear. They just slipped off my tongue." "Please.. at least now stop lying Christian. For god sake I'm tired of you, your dominance, your distrust. You said those words because that's exactly what you think in your heart. Now I get it, no matter how much I try, I can't change your thoughts." I shouted. The whispering words came on my lips on their own. "I promised myself that I would never fall in love with you. But it was the night when you made me smile, made me laugh and I felt happy for the first time in a long time. I thought you wanted your life with me. Even after everything you did, I accepted you." Old memories of his love were coming in front of my eyes, making them sting from tears. "But here you are, reminding me that I'm not a part of your world, of you. I'm jus
"You shouldn't leave me in the morning like this." He said with a low growl in his voice. "I was just downstairs." I replied while rolling my eyes. "Don't roll your eyes at me." "Oh and why so? Are you some kind of control freak?" His mouth came down on mine, kissed me breathless and replied huskily,"I would love to control you." And then he kissed me again. Deeply. This time all lips and tongue. Hot and sweet and beautiful. I didn't even realise when the kiss got heated and his hand slipped inside my shirt. His hands started roaming and in a second, my shirt was pulled off over my head and my bra was on the floor beside it. The
I sat on the couch munching chocolate from the pack. "The Moon" was playing on the TV. I jumped up in surprise as suddenly Kai threw his dumb head body on the seat beside mine. I gave angry dagger looks to him but he acted like I wasn't even there.I ignored him and then continued to watch TV but as I was gonna take another bite of chocolate, it was snatched away from me by Kai. My mouth dropped open and I seethed- "What.The.Hell?""Stop eating so much food you buffalo" he replied teasingly. "You're getting fat day by day.""You are a pig. I'm not fat. Your eyes are just too scrunched by your fat to let you see straight. Give me my chocolate back." I took a step towards him threateningly."O.. look at little miss buffalo. Trying to play my game back on me" He laughed in