SARIAN Pain is what I felt first. Sharp and blinding. I blinked against the bulb dancing overhead. Slowly, I looked around and realized that I wasn't in the motelMy side hurts, twisting and sharp and it gets worse the next minute as I move. My eyes suddenly open. Above me, was a strange ceiling that looked smooth white and expensive. Not the yellowed ceiling of the motel where I had passed out. Not the neon that flickers of the club. The wallpaper was not discolored. The room looked strange and very wide.The sheets are too soft and clean. I turned my head to see an IV line leading into my arm and I heard a steady rhythmic beeping sound, a cardiac monitor, and a medical apparatus. There was a lingering smell of alcohol and antiseptic. How in the hell— ? What I'm I doing here ? And this didn't look like a hospital.My chest twitched with panic. I tried to sit up but the pain hit me harder this time making me gasp. And then I saw it. A shadow , a small movement, just outside of the
SARIAN I ate just a little and tried to force myself back to sleep but it was useless.The silence was overwhelming but now I felt something tight and sharp like blood in my veins. Pain coiled beneath my ribs as I sat up straight in the enormous bed but I chose to ignore it. As soon as I heard the soft sound of heels coming down the hall everything in me tensed and I wondered what was going on. The door opened with a creak. And then she entered. Allegra. She was still alive?She even looked almost flawless. A silk robe smooth and cream in color clings to her body like it would on the cover of a magazine. Her lip was delicately split and her hair was a little disheveled. Her cheekbone had one bruise which was light enough to appear unintentional but dark enough to be noticeable. When she saw me she stopped in her tracks like she had seen my ghost. She opened her eyes wide and either real or practiced tears sparkled in them. “Oh, thank God,” she exhaled as she rushed ahead. “You
SARIANI still get sharp pain from my side wound when I move too quickly. But I was sick and tired of lying in bed feeling like a bird in a cage with too many questions and no answers. I flung my legs over the bed and decided to take a walk. Outside my room, the hallway was deserted. It was awfully quiet outside and it looked luxurious and it had soft lighting and polished floors. Whatever you want to call it this mansion—or fortress— was simply too ideal. The floors were too tidy and it appeared to be concealing something beneath the surface. I have no idea how long I have been here. But here, time moves in a different way. I was supposed to hate Don Julio who thought I was his. Sometimes I did.On other occasions though I remember how his voice broke when he believed I was going to die. Once when he brushed his hand over mine it trembled. I was really scared of him but I had to put up a brave front.And for some reason I couldn't help but be drawn to him. A set of dark double do
DON JULIO I had told Sarian that I was going shopping for her and she had stupidly believed. She was so naive and seemed to believe what I told her.Despite being weak and exhausted she smiled while lying in her hospital bed broken and bandaged but still gorgeous. Allegra sat next to her acting as though she had been shot instead.She had been shedding crocodile tears and it was the least of my concern. Allegra had tried to hug me but I had declined, telling her that I was in a hurry. I knew what would follow next, she might start shedding those stupid tears again.One of my men opened the car's door as I stepped out, the cool wind slapping my face and the night had no moon. I love nights like this. I stepped into the car as it shut quietly. Allegra wanted me to stay back though she didn't know where I was going and she had sent me a message which I didn't even read.. This evening, I was serving as both the judge and the exec
DON JULIO My boots were still wet from the blood. I didn't give a damn. I hoped they would see it and it could make them know who is boss. Let it reveal my identity to them. “Third floor.” Matteo muttered just loud enough for the other people to hear. “They recently brought on new recruits. Fresh meat. Abraham's nephew is also here with them.”I did not blink as I stared at my gun.“You sure?” He gave a small nod. “They've spent the entire evening in celebration. Apparently they believe you are too weak to strike back.”“Weak.” I nearly burst out laughing. Slowly I adjusted my cuffs. “ Let's join them to celebrate.”Matteo nodded.“We entered through the rear door. Keep it quiet and strike.” I said to the rest of my men who nodded.Bass continued to thud from the club upstairs as we passed a hallway, voices rose and fell with laughter .The sound of glasses clinking and a young woman giggling.
DON JULIO The car drove speedily until we got to the hideout. I was quite sure that journalists could have flocked to the burning clubhouse.The silence in the hiding place was piercing as if nobody lived there. We were just back from the clubhouse and I needed to sort some very important things out. I was supposed to feel victorious but anger surged through me and I kept clenching and unclenching my fist as I walked into the hideout. I knew already but I kept it to myself. I knew that someone had told The Blood Vultures about our plans, and knew it even before we got to the club. The Blood Vultures were prepared but my men moved quickly and cleanly, they were too prepared. How could a rat have given them that information and I also hated rats and the worst part was that it was one of the family. I caught a glimpse of him. Pablo. Younger than most and more muscular. I had taken him in when he lost his family and when the flames i
DON JULIO Sarian had broken down in tears and ran out immediately she saw my men dragged Pablo's body away. She was crying but not too loud, she was the exact opposite of Allegra who made a big deal out of everything. Sarian wept quietly and her tears, like they were embarrassed to be seen, slid down her cheeks as if they had no right to be there. However I did see them. I always see what I need to see. Her eyes were red but defiant and she sat on the far end of the couch with her fingers twisted in her lap. Throughout the execution she didn't flinch. Even though I didn't touch or speak to her,the aftershocks were now making her tremble. If Sarian had cried, I wondered what Allegra would do. I pulled my black shirt over my head as soon as I entered the bedroom. There was blood on the sleeve. Not all of it had even dried yet. “He’s the reason you're crying?” I asked as I approached where she sat. “You are just wasting your tear
DON JULIO We set out shortly before dawn. The strange drowsy blue that hung over Calcutta's skies gave the impression that everything we could find would be the opposite of what I expected but I had gone through Federico's journal and just wanted to be sure. In slow motion, the town was beginning to wake and the roads continued to stretch before us.My SUV was like a blade slicing through the fog. Spreading my legs and flicking the edge of my silver lighter with my thumb I sat in the back. Fire. A snap. Fire. I had the silver lighter since I was sixteen .I was steadied by the rhythm. Sarian sat across from me looking out the window as if she wanted to punch it open and jump out but I knew she couldn't date, her hand was bruised and covered in bandages. Once in a while she had steal hateful glances at me and I had smirked back.“It isn't very gentlemanly to force injured women to your expeditions.” she said without turning, her voice dry.
DON JULIO There was a little something that I loved now as our lips pressed together in a kiss.And that was peace.I felt it.But I knew it was just for now. Sarian sat on my lap, the soft glow from the bulb overhead illuminated the large office and the sound of music came from the club below.The guilt struck my chest like a bullet while her lips were still on mine. Soft. Sweet. Trusting. I was going to say something that she didn't know. I exhaled and grabbed the glass of whiskey and gulped it all down.“ Sarian.” I called slowly, watching her, the specter of our kiss still between us she blinked up at me panting. “There is something you must know.” A tentative smile crossed her lips. “Is this about us?”“No.” I swallowed. My throat was dry as I adjusted myself on the couch. “ It is about your father.” Like the sun disappearing behind a cloud that smile on her face vanished. “What about him?” I glanced around my club's private lounge to make sure nobody was nearby to listen.
DON JULIO The villa's thick curtains let in the morning sun which created beautiful golden lines on the floor. It was quiet in the villa behind me. Almost cutting through the walls. And then I heard a small voice. “Don Julio.” It was Sarian. I chose not to turn to look at her. She didn't say anything again. She smelled of springtime jasmine. She always smells that way since we got back from Sicily. “I was wondering,” she said, taking a step closer and then stopped. “If you had wanted to play chess with me? I am a very good player. I'll beat you to it.” I grinned. “Piccola, it hardly counts.” She gave a faint laugh. “Do you fear that I will win you?. My phone buzzed twice using my men's code for visitors before I could respond. It was business time. “Sarian not now.” I said looking up from my phone.”Duty calls.” She managed a small smile. “All right, I'll go brew some coffee.” It took five minutes for three black cars to arrive. I was able to identify them witho
DON JULIO It was a beautiful morning as the sun shone on everything. For once there were no meetings, no threats made in whispers and no plans involving blood. No sick and stupid attacks and for once, I forgot that the Blood Vultures actually existedI wanted everything to be perfect for once..Just her and me. I had to.temikd myself constantly that falling in love wasn't part of the plan. I still hadn't given up on my chase though. I looked at Sarian, I wanted her to trust me, to feel safe around me, I wanted to give her with a memory which was priceless and everlasting.With the convertible top down and her hair blown about like silk ribbons we drove out of the villa. I watched her take in the view without saying anything. There was a small smile on her lips as she enjoyed the view.We visited a small coastal town that only the locals were familiar with. The beach was concealed between cliffs and the ocean resembled a blank canvas. We
SARIAN From the airport, the drive had been peaceful and no one said anything. And then the car took a sharp bend and we arrived at a wrought-iron gate defended by stone lions, the road meandering through undulating hills and tranquil Italian countryside. Beyond it was a villa that looked like it was from a painting tucked away among vineyards and cypress trees. The sight was stunning and the only time I had seen houses like this were only in movies. For a man like Don Julio—I knew he was filthy rich —but the house I was staring at was worth millions if not billions of money. There were two older maids who spoke only in Italian. They unpacked and swept the villa to remove any indication that we had just arrived. Everything ran smoothly effectively and without noise. Like they'd done it a hundred times. A second-floor room with long white curtains that billowed in the wind and an endless view of the vineyards was assigned to me. It was so breathtaking, and I loved it more than the
SARIAN It had been a blur at the hotel. We all moved when Don Julio gave the order. There were no inquiries from his men. They had been trained that they just followed orders. No suggestions, no complaints whatsoever.They packed as fast and accurately as if it were normal. As though disappearing in the middle of the night was completely normal. Anyways that was what they had signed up for and they were very good at it. I knew I was going to miss this place and everything. I had hardly had time to pack my belongings into my bag before we could get into the car and drive through the silent dark streets of Palermo, but I had carried a little bag and Don Julio had instructed that no one should leave anything behind. I didn't know why he said that but I was also scared of leaving nothing behind. We had arrived at the airport. The scent of perfume, burnt coffee and metal filled the air. People were dragging suitcases behind them as they hurried past with heavy steps. Everything
DON JULIO “Oh, my God.” Her palm flew to her mouth.“Tell me you are lying?”“This is not the time to argue back and forth, Sarian.” I said, grabbing her arm and pushing her forward. “They are lots of unsettling things you wouldn't want to know.”“Oh, yeah.” She sneered.The fire in her eyes was back and I frowned slightly. “We found a chip at the side of your face, how about that for a start?”She gasped, her mouth forming a small ‘O’. I opened the door and pushed her towards Luca, who gave a small nod, understanding what I meant. I stood by the glass window as I watched Sarian get into the black SUV outside the doctor's office.She moved gradually as if she were adjusting to a new body. With guns concealed under coats and vigilant eyes my men hovered protectively around her. She didn't turn around. Okay. That was good and I liked that and at least no more questions from her.I wanted her to forget about this place, forget about everything that had happened. I knew what I was avo
DON JULIO As soon as I entered the hospital the antiseptic stench pricked my nostrils. Chill. Sanitized. Dead. As if they were making an excessive effort to remove the blood that frequently discolored them the walls were too white and spotless. I was in a hurry to get Sarian out of Sicily, I knew that whoever was tracking us would know instantly when the chip got burned that something was wrong and they might be making a surprise attack at us but I had to be ten steps ahead of them.I don't know which of the gangs.The Blood Vultures?The Vipers?The Crows?Or even some freaking gang that didn't want to mind their damn business but revenge would be a topic for another day. I was a hospital hater. The doctor was waiting for me in the elevator wringing his hands as if he wanted to express regret for his birth. He looked like he had been patiently waiting for something that he dreaded so much. His voice was nervous as he spoke to me and then he ran his hands through his face.“She’s aw
DON JULIO I turned around and left before I could think of destroying something in the hospital, before anyone would come asking silly questions.Behind me, the hospital's lights dimmed, vanishing like they never existed to me in the first place.I kept my eyes forward. Every part of me felt like I was seeing things as I was blinded by anger but I moved deliberately and calmly and kept my face expressionless. The doctor had told me that the police would soon be here and I had felt it as soon as I stepped out of the double glass doors. However I had always trusted my instincts and something wasn't quite right. Two blocks away I slid into the parked car, dark windows, plate that cannot be traced. I learned from Matteo to always have one escape route close by. I was grateful that I paid attention tonight. My mind was on the nurse that had brushed past me when I walked into the hospital when sirens sounded as soon as my fingers touched the ignition, rising and falling, destroying the
DON JULIO What the fuck! I had gone back to my room. I wanted the information she had told me to be for my ears only but as I returned the phone to the table, my head pounded and her last words kept echoing in the back of my mind I tried telling myself several times that maybe Valentina was mistaken, that something wasn't right but a part of me, a bigger part had felt this was freaking true but I didn't want to believe it. The white T-shirt wasn't giving me what I wanted, the aura and vibe that I wanted to possess. I quickly dressed in a dark suit, not bothering to care about the details. It was a typical outfit, sharp but practical, ready for whatever I had to face. The urgency in my chest wouldn’t let me think about my clothing. There wasn’t time for perfection, She didn't say anything further. The line went dead and I shut my eyes momentarily wondering if I was now a detective in a case I fucking knew nothing about. What the hell did Valentina just tell me? Did she know