تسجيل الدخولAlora
My wolf backed up, but stayed close just in case we needed to defend ourselves. I didn't give a fuck if this guy was supposedly our mate or whatever, I wasn’t going to automatically trust him.
I watched as they had all freaked out at his declaration we were mates, but I chose not to comment. I just stayed quiet and watchful.
“We're going to take you to the van with the other women we've rescued, and take you to our pack so our doctors can treat you.” He said matter of factly.
I decided that after all of the things those men had done to me it would probably be a good idea to be checked over at least. So, I nodded. He nodded back and the group of us left the room to head down the hallway.
I made sure to keep space between us and not let anyone touch me. So far they'd all been respectful about it, including the tall guy. We made it to a passenger van, and the side door was still open. I could see 4 other women already inside. I got in and went to the far back corner. I purposely didn't look at any of them.
The door was closed and I had to work to maintain the calm. It didn't take all that long before we were driving up to a huge building. I wasn't sure where we were other than he'd said we were going to their pack. I waited until the door was opened and all the others got out before I moved. I made sure to keep my head on a swivel and watch everything and everyone.
We all followed the woman who'd been the first to speak to me. She led us inside and down hallways until we reached what was obviously a medical facility area. There were 2 people in white coats, and she went to speak with them. Then they all headed back to us.
“Are any of you pregnant?” The woman asked softly and I wanted to puke on the floor. I heard my wolf whine slightly, but it was in response to the distress of the 2 who nodded. Thank god I didn't have that pill to swallow.
The woman who'd first come to my cage stepped up to me, “my name's Nissa, and I'm one of the heads of security here in the Lakeside pack. I'm going to escort you to the small exam room okay.” I nod and follow her.
There's a couple of chairs and a small exam table in here. I take one of the chairs but she stays standing, like she's guarding me, which I kinda find weird.
“How long have you been a wolf?” I look up when she asks me that.
“Ah, I don't know because I don't know what day it even is. I was on my way to work. It was Tuesday the 4th, that's the last date I know of.”
She looks at me and tilts her head, “The 4th of October?”
I choke, “No, the 4th of August.”
She shakes her head, “Okay well, today is Thursday the 16th of October.”
I just sit with that. So I was there for more than 2 months. For sure I've been kicked out of my apartment and all of my shit thrown out or sold off to cover past due rent. My car was probably towed, and I no longer have a job. I just close my eyes and try not to melt down.
“Killian has been working really hard to take these guys out, especially after we found out they were forcefully changing and trying to breed women. We heard a rumor of them taking more, so we knew we had to find them.” I nod, saying nothing else.
“He'll make you a really good mate. He's honorable and would never hurt you in a million years.” I stop breathing for a moment.
I am saved from having to answer anything by a man entering the room. I'm immediately on guard and watching. “Hi, my name is Dr. Martin, and I've been the doctor here at the Lakeside pack for a very long time. Do you mind if I ask some questions, and then perhaps do a quick exam?”
“I'll try to answer your questions.” I wasn't committing to the exam quite yet.
"The first is what's your name?" He had a piece of paper her was prepared to write shit down on.
I cleared my throat, "Alora" he nodded as he wrote it down on a chart.
“I'm assuming you were changed against your will. Do you remember any of it?”
I swallowed, “I remember being viciously attacked by what I thought was 2 very large dogs. Then another man was there and he picked me up off the ground.”
He nodded, “I'm sorry I have to ask this, but were you sexually assaulted?”
I cleared my throat, “yes.” I leave it at that.
He nods, “As a wolf you would be immune to regular stds so we don't have to worry about that. I can't smell any chemical markers of pregnancy on you either. Since pack politics says we police our own, and we already know the bastards are guilty, we don't have to do a rape kit unless you want us to.” I shook my head.
“Do you have family, friends, or a significant other we need to notify of your whereabouts?”
“No, there's no one.” They look at me with sympathy and it makes my hackles rise a bit.
Nissa speaks up then, “She's Killian's mate.”
The doctor's eyes get huge, then he smiles,”Well, my goodness, how extraordinary. Congratulations my dear. I'll let him know he can come back here with you.”
“Ah, no.” They both look at me with puzzled expressions.
“I'm sorry my dear, but no in regards to what?” The doctor asks me.
“No, I don't want him back here, and no he's not going to be my mate or whatever the fuck that is.” I glared at them both.
“Well, that's definitely going to be a problem, as I intend to claim you as my mate.” I whirl to see Killian, I'm assuming, leaning against the door frame.
KillianAs she passes out and drops to the floor, her body twitches, so I have no idea if this is a flashback and her mind is overwhelmed and that’s why her eyes rolled back and she dropped, or if this is just a way her body has of shutting shit down if she gets severely triggered.I’m going to have to address the pack about this whole fucked up bullshit, but I have to figure out how much to say and how much not to say. I am worried that if they think she is weak or defective that she will be challenged more. I am not worried about her being able to best the challengers, I am more worried about losing pack members to the bullshit.Although, she did best Suzanne with her bare hands, and not even her wolf, so maybe that will keep the challenges down when I explain some things about their new Luna to my pack. I don’t think I can skip that step. Wolves are very tactile creatures and they will want to touch her and hug her, case in point right now, so this will be an issue.Earlier it had
AloraHearing that he'd somewhat be able to hear and see inside my head was some seriously fucked up shit. I was being completely honest. He would very much regret that. I know, I'm forced to deal with it every single fucking day.He's looking at me confused and wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. So, I decided a demonstration is in order. So, I stop blocking, letting the memories, emotions, horror and fucking evil bullshit that has made up my whole damn life, flood me.He staggered back sucking in a breath. He's shaking, gritting his teeth, and I see he's losing control of his wolf. The doctor comes over and touches me. That sets something off, and I start trying to pull it in. Having someone touch me unexpectedly is always a bad thing.So, no doubt he was trying to get me to stop whatever I was doing to his alpha. Instead he just triggered me, so it just got worse. I'm trying to pull it back, but my mind is now caught, with the inability to distinguish past from present, and m
KillianI told Siril to back off so we could possibly help dampen the flood of emotion she was probably getting from us. It seemed to help as she calmed and just laid there with her eyes closed and panted gently. I went to the side of the bed just looking down at her beautiful face that was drawn in distress. Then she opened her eyes and there was so much there. She was exhausted still, she was hurt and confused, and there was a huge bunch of pissed the fuck off looking back at me. I did notice that it wasn’t her wolf who was pissed, it was Alora. Not that I blamed her, I really hadn’t meant for it to happen that way.“Did you plan that?” She asked me softly as he stared up at me.“No, Alora, I honestly didn’t. I’m sorry, I should have anticipated the mate pull would be too much for Siril and he would want to claim your wolf. I was trying to pull him in and shift, but I couldn’t manage to do it before all of that happened, and then he bit. To wolves it’s instinctual, there’s no emoti
KillionAs I rushed down to medical I was aware that blood was flowing out behind me, and there was a lot of alarm about what had happened. I felt my enforcers asking about an attack, I assured them this wasn't from an attack, this was from an accident. There was acknowledgement. The second I was in the door I was yelling for Dr. Martin. He took one look at the state we were in and hurried us to a back trauma exam room that we used for wolves injured during attacks. I put her down on the bed, and her body was still struggling, and she was still bleeding, but it was starting to slow.“What happened Alpha?” He looked at me briefly and could see I’m sure the agony on my face.“We let our wolves out to get to know one another, and to begin to get her used to shifting, and being around wolves, and around me especially. We’d had a great afternoon, she was doing well. Her wolf was friendly and playful, not to mention beautiful, she’s white, solid white. We were back at the river taking it e
KillianIt has been 3 fucking weeks since Alora came to the pack. She has been helping out at different places, and she is very efficient. I think some of the pack are surprised she’s not more social, as normally wolves are more social creatures. I think some members of the pack understand that the way she became a wolf was very traumatic, and what happened afterward has made her leery.What they don’t know and I know in my gut, and Dr. Martin very much agrees with me about, is that this girl has a heap more on her shoulders than just what happened to change her into a wolf, and what those bastards did to her after her change. No, there are layers of scars that she is carrying around with her, and it’s affecting everything, including us being mates.I am having more and more trouble keeping Siril away from her wolf. I am trying to get her used to my presence and let her get her wolf time to be around mine, so hopefully that eases the way for us to move forward. The pack knows she’s my
KillianI am at my desk going over the reports that I got from Marcus and Paul about the girls we rescued today. Most of them are settling in pretty well. Two have family we are going to have to bring into all of this, so that’s always a delicate balance to do. We have a couple that are pregnant, so they need help with the pups, so that’s always another thing with situations like this. I am very glad that Alora wasn’t one of those, although, if she had been, we’d have handled that and accepted the pup as ours, that’s the nature of wolves, especially mates. I hear a knock on my door, but before I can even say come in, Elizabeth is opening the door and rushing in, “We have a problem.”“What?” I can see she’s upset, so I am wondering what has happened.“Suzanna is going after Alora.” I choked and sputtered at that.“What the fuck did you just say?” She huffed.“I know, that’s why I’m here, Suzanna is going after Alora, apparently she thinks she can scare her away from you or some shit.







