MasukHere I am, caught between men I know I'll never have. identical in looks but opposite in ways I can’t read. They'll be my ruin.
Lihat lebih banyakI stared at my reflection in the massive gilded mirror of my walk-in closet, tilting my head as I ran my fingers through my long, platinum blonde hair. It fell in perfect, silky waves down my back. Most girls at Greenwich Academy would kill for this hair. Hell, they’d kill to be me.
Ava Montgomery. Queen of the senior class. Captain of the cheer squad. The girl who could make or break reputations with a single raised eyebrow or a well-timed whisper. I knew exactly what I was; spoiled, beautiful, and a little bit vicious when I needed to be. Boys tripped over themselves for my attention. Girls either wanted to be me or hated me, well I liked it that way. The annual Montgomery-Caldwell Charity Gala was happening downstairs in our ballroom, the same event my family had hosted every year for as long as I could remember. Crystal chandeliers, live orchestra, expensive champagne, and enough diamonds to blind half of Connecticut. My mother, Elizabeth Montgomery, was probably already gliding around in her custom Dior gown, laughing with her best friend Sophia Caldwell like they were still twenty-year-old sorority sisters. Sophia Caldwell. Just thinking her name made my stomach tighten, because where Sophia went, her sons were never far behind. Ethan and Edgar Caldwell. I closed my eyes for a second, letting the names settle over me, Six years. Six damn years since they left for Europe with their father. I was twelve then ,shy, awkward, braces, and hopelessly in love with two boys who treated me like their favorite little shadow. We had grown up together, our sprawling estates side by side in the most exclusive part of Greenwich. Summers spent swimming in our joint pool, winters building snow forts in the vast backyard that connected our properties. They were my first real friends… and my first real crushes. God, I had been so stupid back then. I opened my eyes and looked at myself again. The tight black cocktail dress I chose hugged every curve of my body, the full swell of my breasts, the narrow waist, the roundness of my ass that I knew turned heads. The hem stopped mid-thigh, showing off my long, toned legs. A thin diamond necklace rested right at the hollow of my throat, drawing attention exactly where I wanted it. I looked expensive,exactly the way I wanted the world to see me. I remembered standing at my bedroom window, watching the moving trucks load their things, my chest aching so badly I thought I would die. Ethan had been the quiet one, always protecting me from bullies at the country club. Edgar had been the one who made me laugh until my sides hurt, the one who snuck me extra cookies from the kitchen when our moms weren’t looking. And now they were coming back. Mom had casually mentioned it yesterday over breakfast, like it was nothing. “The twins are returning from London just in time for the gala, darling. Isn’t that wonderful? Sophia is over the moon.” "Well, that's quite wonderful." The word tasted bitter on my tongue. I wasn’t the same innocent little girl anymore. I had spent the last six years building personal walls and perfect grades when it suited me, the perfect body from private trainers and yoga, perfect social circle where I ruled with a mix of charm and cruelty, I dated when I felt like it, letting boys touch me, kiss me, sometimes more… but it was always on my terms. I enjoyed the power. The way they looked at me like I was a prize. The way my body responded when a cute guy slid his hand under my skirt in the back of a limo or fingered me in the bathroom at one of the elite parties. But none of them ever made me feel the way Ethan and Edgar once did. I turned away from the mirror and walked to my window. The view overlooked the perfectly manicured lawn that stretched toward the Caldwell estate next door. Their mansion was dark tonight. But I knew they were coming tonight. Maybe they were already on their way from the airport. My heart started beating faster. What would they look like now? At nineteen, they would be men. Tall. Broad-shouldered. their voices deeper, their Hands stronger. I wondered if they still looked identical or if life abroad had carved small differences into their faces. Would Ethan still have that intense, brooding stare that used to make me feel safe and scared at the same time? Would Edgar still flash that playful, wicked grin that made my stomach flip? A rush of heat spread through my body at the thought. I pressed my thighs together, feeling a familiar ache building between my legs. My nipples tightened against the thin fabric of my dress. I bit my lower lip, annoyed at myself. Here I was, the queen of Greenwich Academy, getting wet just thinking about two boys who probably didn’t even remember me the same way. What if they came back and saw the version of me I had become? The girl who let the captain of the lacrosse team finger fuck her in his parents’ pool house last summer, then ignored him the next week like he was nothing. The girl who enjoyed making other girls cry in the bathroom when they looked at me the wrong way. Would they still want the old Ava? Or would they see the new one. I hated how much that thought hurt. A soft knock on my door pulled me out of my spiral. “Ava, sweetheart?” My mother’s voice was polished and expectant. “The first guests are arriving. You need to come down. And fix your lipstick you know how important appearances are tonight.” “I’m coming,” I replied, my voice steady even though my insides were anything but. I took one last look in the mirror, adjusting the hem of my dress so it showed just enough thigh to be teasing but not trashy. I practiced my signature smile, the usual one that said “I’m better than you” while still looking angelic. Blonde hair shining, hazel eyes sharp, body on full display. Perfect. As I walked down the sweeping marble staircase, the sound of the orchestra and polite laughter floated up to meet me. The ballroom was already filling with Greenwich’s elite men in tailored tuxedos, women dripping in jewels. My father, Richard Montgomery, stood near the bar, shaking hands and talking business like the powerful man he was. I spotted my mother immediately. She was laughing with Sophia, their arms linked like always. Mrs. Caldwell looked elegant in a deep burgundy gown, her face glowing with obvious excitement. My pulse quickened as I descended the last steps. I kept my chin high, shoulders back, moving with the confident sway I had perfected over the years. A few boys from school noticed me immediately, their eyes dragging over my body. Tyler, the star quarterback and my supposed ex gave me that hungry look he always did. Normally I would enjoy it, maybe even flirt back just enough to keep him chasing but tonight, I wasn't entertained. I accepted a glass of champagne from a passing waiter, taking a small sip to calm my nerves. The bubbles tickled my tongue, but they did nothing to settle the butterflies or should say mosquitoes in my belly. Six years of silence. Occasional updates from my mom — “The twins are doing so well in London… Ethan is top of his class… Edgar made the rugby team…” but never any direct word to me. No calls. No messages. Nothing. I had convinced myself I hated them for leaving me behind But the truth was messier. I missed them. I missed the way they made me feel special. I missed the butterflies. And in the quiet moments when I touched myself late at night with fingers sliding between my slick folds, rubbing my swollen clit while imagining stronger hands, deeper voices, harder bodies, it was always their faces I saw. Both of them. Sometimes separately. Sometimes together. The guilt only made the pleasure sharper. A sudden hush near the entrance made my head snap up. The double doors opened wider. My breath caught in my throat. Two tall figures stepped into the ballroom, moving with the kind of natural confidence that made heads turn. Even from across the room, I knew it was them. My heart slammed against my ribs. Heat flooded my body so fast I felt dizzy. My nipples hardened instantly against the tight fabric of my dress, and a rush of wetness soaked the lace between my thighs. They were here. I quickly turned away, pretending to be fascinated by the champagne in my glass, but my mind was already racing. Oh lord, why do i feel like a toddler who got caught with something bad?.I stepped out of the Maybach like I owned the goddamn world, my skirt riding up just enough to tease the morning sunlight on my toned thighs. The Y2K pink top I bought out of boredom clung to my curves, fluffy accents bouncing with every sway of my hips, and my heels clicked like a declaration of war. 'Yep Look at me.' Greenwich Academy’s grand iron gates loomed ahead, the sprawling campus a perfect mix of ivy-covered stone buildings for us legacy rich kids and the slightly less shiny wings for the scholarship strays. Tanya Brawn types. Pathetic. My gaze landed on Edgar and Ethan. They’d only been back a week, but the whole school buzzed with it, the Caldwell twins, heirs to their family’s empire, back from America to reclaim their thrones. Gods among mortals. My gods. “Edgar! Ethan!” I called out, my voice a sugary lilt that carried across the courtyard. Heads turned. Perfect. I didn’t wait for an invitation. I strutted straight to them, my bag swinging, and fastened my arms aroun
I woke up Monday morning with that delicious ache still throbbing between my thighs, a filthy reminder of what Edgar and Ethan had done to me at their family dinner. My body betrayed me even in sleep nipples tight under my silk sheets, pussy slick just from dreaming about their long fingers stretching me open while their parents chatted oblivious to what was going on a few feet away. God, they were so fucking good at it. Cold, like they owned every gasp I made. I came twice that night once under the dining table like a desperate little slut, and again in the upstairs where they pinned me against the wall and worked me until my knees buckled. But they didn’t want me well not really, not the way I needed them to. They’d smirked, wiped their fingers on my dress like I was nothing, and sent me home dripping and ruined. It pissed me off. I’m Ava fucking Montgomery. Queen of Greenwich Academy. Every guy at school would kill to touch me, and these rich, twisted Caldwells twins act like I
The heavy oak door of the Caldwell mansion closed behind our family with a soft click. I had fought this dinner with every ounce of stubbornness I possessed, yet here I was dragged from the safety of my bedroom. Sophia Caldwell greeted us warmly, her elegant emerald gown rustling as she drew me into an embrace . “Ava, my dear, how lovely you look in that pink. Thank you for coming. It truly means a great deal, especially now that my Boys are home at last .” I forced a polite smile, murmuring thanks even as heat rose faintly in my cheeks. Father and Mother exchanged pleasantries with Mr. Caldwell. The dining room glowed beneath the crystal chandelier, the long mahogany table set with exquisite precision, fine china, heavy silver, and glasses that sparkled like captured starlight. The air was rich with the aromas of herb crusted lamb, roasted vegetables, and the deep notes of aged Bordeaux. I took the seat between the twins, the sequins of my dress whispering against the velvet c
I had not left my room since the moment I fled last night. Twenty-four hours of self-imposed exile in a mansion that suddenly felt like prison. The heavy oak door remained locked, the curtains drawn halfway so that only thin blades of afternoon light sliced across the cream carpet. My once-immaculate bedroom now looked like the aftermath of a very dignified hurricane: discarded heels lying like fallen soldiers near the chaise, the black cocktail dress from last night draped accusingly over the velvet armchair, and an assortment of half-eaten snacks scattered across my vanity like evidence of my nighttime crimes. I, Ava Montgomery, queen of Greenwich Academy, captain of the cheer squad, and professional breaker of hearts, had been reduced to sneaking downstairs at two in the morning like a common thief just to steal a packet of imported Belgian chocolate biscuits and a tub of salted caramel ice cream. Pathetic. Utterly, gloriously pathetic. I lay sprawled across my king-sized bed in






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