Liam watched as Jordan held his length, gently stroking, he should stop him but he wanted Jordan so bad that he is almost impossible, he knew this was all shade of wrong because he had Blake but he wanted to feel Jordan's hands-on him while he was sober compared to the last time, last time, Jordan had been drunk and he didn't remember a thing about their night together, he was okay with that, right now though, he wanted to feel those lips around his length again, this time with him remembering every bit of it, the night he spent with him had been his best night so far, ever since he became active, he wanted to reminisce that feeling all over again."But you have someone,"His subconscious warned, but then he couldn't keep up when he felt Jordan's mouth against his length as he sucked on him, all thoughts of this bring wrong flying out of the window, he moaned as he watched him take his length further into his mouth, stroking it, it was heavenly and there was no way he was stopping him
"Jordan,"Don't you understand? This is wrong, you are committed to someone, I know, yet I still slept with you,""Jordan,""Stop calling my name, just stop, don't you feel ashamed? What would, God, I am to blame, I should have stayed in my room, I shouldn't have come here,"Jordan said still gripping his clothes."I don't regret what happened, both times,""Yeah, what should I expect? You took advantage of a drunk person,""I didn't, we had a mutual understanding,""No, I didn't, I was drunk,""I know but still, you were the one that kissed me, I am not saying I am putting the blame on you but you and I both know what happened was unavoidable,""No, oh God, even if I can blame the first time on alcohol, I can't do this now, this time I didn't have any alcohol still I let this happen,""We didn't do anything wrong,""Yes, you did, if we were both single then I won't have a problem with this but you, you are in a relationship, you are committed to someone and I shouldn't have let mysel
“Blake? What are you doing here?"Liam asked, hoping Blake wasn't here to create a scene, Blake walked up to him and pushed him."It's you, so you are the one who had been doing shady deeds with my man?"Blake yelled at Jordan, Liam didn't even know Jordan was still outside."Blake, what's wrong with you? Don't do that,""Don't do what? Is this it? Is this the reason why you don't want to hang out with me? You moved in with someone else? Liam? Fucking answer me,"Blake yelled, Liam still didn't know how he would deal with this whole shit, he knew Jordan was already mad and was trying to control himself, he sent a silence to plead to him hoping he won't be homeless again after this whole thing with the way Blake was putting up a scene."Blake, let's go talk somewhere else,""No, I don't want to, let's talk about it here, we are going to talk about you moving in with another man while in a relationship with me, how long has this been going on? How long have you been cheating on me with
"I was going to tell you,""That's enough, I have had enough, I shouldn't even be dating right now, I should be concentrating on my studies, and that's what I am going to do from now on, Liam, I am not going to be your friend and I won't forgive you either but, I am letting you go, that's what I wanted to tell you today but as usual you left before I could talk,""I came you weren't there,""Yeah, that's the test, you were supposed to wait for me but you failed, you were much too eager to come to be with your new love interest,'"What kind of stupid test is that and why will you do that to me?""I just wanted to be sure if I can still be with you, well I guess not, anyway, I was going to end things with you, either way, I am just twenty-two years old and not even sure if I am really into men,""The fuck are you talking about? you are twenty-four, not twenty-two,"Liam said feeling his head swell with every word Blake said, he wasn't into guys? then why was he with him?""I am twenty-t
Jordan couldn't stop feeling guilty, he already knew this was going to happen, and it did happen, he felt sorry, felt ashamed."So, I think we have to make some ground rules in this house and establish some facts, first of all, this is my house and I don't want you bringing just anyone in here okay?""I am sorry about earlier, I didn't know Blake followed me, I didn't tell him I moved in here,""Well you should have told him, I don't even know what to say, I feel so stupid, I can't even defend myself because I know I would be lying, you know he is right, you did cheat on him with me, I shouldn't have let what happened between us happen, at least now I would have been able to defend myself,"Jordan replied, the whole situation was overwhelming, if he told Blake anything then he would be lying because he and Liam did sleep together, he felt ashamed of what he did, ever since that happened he hasn't been himself, he avoided Liam as much as he could, leaving early for work and coming back
He said and ended the call and sat in silence while waiting for her to call back, he stared at nowhere in particular, his thoughts were all over the place at the same time, he hated the feeling so much and hoped Kat would call back soon, she did a few minutes later."Hey, Jord, the plane will be ready by morning just go to the airport,""Alright, thanks Kat,""It's cool, wanna tell me what happened?"She inquired, but he couldn't tell her on the phone, he knew he was going to tell her, he doesn't keep anything from Kat and she doesn't either, they tell each other everything and find a solution together, telling her on the phone didn't feel alright to him."Not now Kat, we will talk when I get to Arizona,'"Alright then, I just hope you are good, I didn't like how you sounded just now,""It's nothing urgent, we will talk when I get to Arizona, okay,""Huh, okay, but I still feel like you shouldn't be left alone, you sound so down, seen Lucas is busy with his dad, I am just going to kee
Liam got out of his room the next morning to see his flatmate packing, at first when he had heard him leave his room he had thought he was getting ready for work but coming out to see him bringing out his luggage, wondering where he was going and why he was leaving his own house when he should be the one leaving, he hadn't slept much last night knowing that Jordan was in his room and beating himself for what happened, he didn't want him to feel guilty, didn't like the thought it but Jordan refused to listen to him and now, he was packing out of his own house because of him which was bad in every way."Why are you moving your things? if anyone should leave, it should be me, this is tour house,""Huh, Liam, I am not moving out, I just need to clear my head that's why I am going to Arizona, and won't be back until next month, that's about twenty days from now, you can use that time and get back in good terms with your boyfriend and come clean to him, I don't really know how to say this b
The doctor advised, Liam knew even the doctor can't talk him into getting the surgery, his parents have been in his case for the past two years to get the surgery since they discovered it but the problem was in like ten of the surgery been done eight out of those haven't been completely successful"I don't want surgery,""What are you so scared of Liam? The surgery is tough but it's doable and your chances of survival are high, why do you wish to live such a short life when there are solutions to your problems?""Because I don't want the solution, what if something goes wrong which it always does, yes chances are high so are misfortunes I did the surgery once it didn't work, what if I do it again, go through all that pain and stress and it doesn't work again? Would I need to give it a third try? A bypass isn't an easy thing doc you and I both know, I might be damaged for life if anything goes wrong, I don't want it,"He said, he didn't like going over the same thing again and again, w