"You are not welcome here, I am just doing this for Katrina, nothing more, you better avoid me as much as you can because I won't want to have to throw you out,"Jordan responded, the nerve of the dude to think they can be friends, he already regrets agreeing with Katrina but he couldn't take back his words so he had to put up with the dude for the next one or two months, he hopes he doesn't stay longer than that."I understand but I was hoping that we can at least coexist, I am not as bad as you think I am,""I don't care, avoid me as much as you can okay, there is food in the kitchen if you wanna eat, I am out of here,"Jordan said and left him there, going into the room opposite the one he gave him, the dude was such a mood killer, suddenly Jordan didn't like his anymore, he got his phone, changed his clothes and decided to go for a walk to clear his head and get his mind back, he already knew he would be needing a hell lot of patience to be able to put up with his unwanted flatmat
"Can you at least give a warning when you are naked or at least lock your fucking door?"Jordan said, catching himself."Why? I am in my room and I just got out of the shower,"He responded, Jordan was so lost staring at his tan and godly body, the man had everything perfect, he couldn't help but drool, his groin called for his attention, it would be so fucking pleasurable if he could run his tongue along that length, he suddenly felt the heat all over his body, he felt needy, he shouldn't feel that way, the guy wasn't into men and he should be hating the guy not wanting him, he was threading on wrong grounds and he should retract but then the body before him begged to differ."Are you done ogling or do want to continue?"Liam asked and Jordan looked up in embarrassment, he was stupid for just standing there and staring, and what were those thoughts, there was no way he really wants to get down with Liam, no, the only man he wanted was his mystery lover."Don't be so full of yourself,
Liam watched as Jordan held his length, gently stroking, he should stop him but he wanted Jordan so bad that he is almost impossible, he knew this was all shade of wrong because he had Blake but he wanted to feel Jordan's hands-on him while he was sober compared to the last time, last time, Jordan had been drunk and he didn't remember a thing about their night together, he was okay with that, right now though, he wanted to feel those lips around his length again, this time with him remembering every bit of it, the night he spent with him had been his best night so far, ever since he became active, he wanted to reminisce that feeling all over again."But you have someone,"His subconscious warned, but then he couldn't keep up when he felt Jordan's mouth against his length as he sucked on him, all thoughts of this bring wrong flying out of the window, he moaned as he watched him take his length further into his mouth, stroking it, it was heavenly and there was no way he was stopping him
"Jordan,"Don't you understand? This is wrong, you are committed to someone, I know, yet I still slept with you,""Jordan,""Stop calling my name, just stop, don't you feel ashamed? What would, God, I am to blame, I should have stayed in my room, I shouldn't have come here,"Jordan said still gripping his clothes."I don't regret what happened, both times,""Yeah, what should I expect? You took advantage of a drunk person,""I didn't, we had a mutual understanding,""No, I didn't, I was drunk,""I know but still, you were the one that kissed me, I am not saying I am putting the blame on you but you and I both know what happened was unavoidable,""No, oh God, even if I can blame the first time on alcohol, I can't do this now, this time I didn't have any alcohol still I let this happen,""We didn't do anything wrong,""Yes, you did, if we were both single then I won't have a problem with this but you, you are in a relationship, you are committed to someone and I shouldn't have let mysel
“Blake? What are you doing here?"Liam asked, hoping Blake wasn't here to create a scene, Blake walked up to him and pushed him."It's you, so you are the one who had been doing shady deeds with my man?"Blake yelled at Jordan, Liam didn't even know Jordan was still outside."Blake, what's wrong with you? Don't do that,""Don't do what? Is this it? Is this the reason why you don't want to hang out with me? You moved in with someone else? Liam? Fucking answer me,"Blake yelled, Liam still didn't know how he would deal with this whole shit, he knew Jordan was already mad and was trying to control himself, he sent a silence to plead to him hoping he won't be homeless again after this whole thing with the way Blake was putting up a scene."Blake, let's go talk somewhere else,""No, I don't want to, let's talk about it here, we are going to talk about you moving in with another man while in a relationship with me, how long has this been going on? How long have you been cheating on me with
"I was going to tell you,""That's enough, I have had enough, I shouldn't even be dating right now, I should be concentrating on my studies, and that's what I am going to do from now on, Liam, I am not going to be your friend and I won't forgive you either but, I am letting you go, that's what I wanted to tell you today but as usual you left before I could talk,""I came you weren't there,""Yeah, that's the test, you were supposed to wait for me but you failed, you were much too eager to come to be with your new love interest,'"What kind of stupid test is that and why will you do that to me?""I just wanted to be sure if I can still be with you, well I guess not, anyway, I was going to end things with you, either way, I am just twenty-two years old and not even sure if I am really into men,""The fuck are you talking about? you are twenty-four, not twenty-two,"Liam said feeling his head swell with every word Blake said, he wasn't into guys? then why was he with him?""I am twenty-t
Jordan couldn't stop feeling guilty, he already knew this was going to happen, and it did happen, he felt sorry, felt ashamed."So, I think we have to make some ground rules in this house and establish some facts, first of all, this is my house and I don't want you bringing just anyone in here okay?""I am sorry about earlier, I didn't know Blake followed me, I didn't tell him I moved in here,""Well you should have told him, I don't even know what to say, I feel so stupid, I can't even defend myself because I know I would be lying, you know he is right, you did cheat on him with me, I shouldn't have let what happened between us happen, at least now I would have been able to defend myself,"Jordan replied, the whole situation was overwhelming, if he told Blake anything then he would be lying because he and Liam did sleep together, he felt ashamed of what he did, ever since that happened he hasn't been himself, he avoided Liam as much as he could, leaving early for work and coming back
He said and ended the call and sat in silence while waiting for her to call back, he stared at nowhere in particular, his thoughts were all over the place at the same time, he hated the feeling so much and hoped Kat would call back soon, she did a few minutes later."Hey, Jord, the plane will be ready by morning just go to the airport,""Alright, thanks Kat,""It's cool, wanna tell me what happened?"She inquired, but he couldn't tell her on the phone, he knew he was going to tell her, he doesn't keep anything from Kat and she doesn't either, they tell each other everything and find a solution together, telling her on the phone didn't feel alright to him."Not now Kat, we will talk when I get to Arizona,'"Alright then, I just hope you are good, I didn't like how you sounded just now,""It's nothing urgent, we will talk when I get to Arizona, okay,""Huh, okay, but I still feel like you shouldn't be left alone, you sound so down, seen Lucas is busy with his dad, I am just going to kee