Elena's point of view
Alpha VuK stands outside the cell, his expression unreadable. “You can come out,” he says. “You’re not being punished.”
I hesitate but step out cautiously. When he shuts the cell door with a clang, I flinch and nervously tug at the hem of my tattered shirt, trying to make it longer.
“How long have you been here?” he asks.
“Through the night,” I answer, keeping my gaze down as the rogue had advised.
Alpha VuK sighs. “What’s your name?”
“Elena,” I reply.
His fingers brush the sleeve of my shirt, and I freeze. “And this?” he asks.
“The guards gave it to me. I didn’t have clothes,” I explain quietly. “I’ve never spoken to an Alpha before. Especially not one like you.”
“Like me?”
“An Alpha with your reputation.”
“Are you afraid?” he asks. The mate bond muddles my emotions, urging me not to fear him. Still, my answer comes out unconvincing: “No.”
“Come. I’m taking you to clean up,” he says, turning to leave.
I hesitate before following, careful not to fall behind. We pass through a dimly lit room reeking of wolfsbane, its single metal chair adding to the eerie atmosphere. The scent is familiar; my father used to come home with it clinging to his clothes, much to my mother’s dismay.
Alpha VuK opens a door to the outside, and the cool morning air hits me. The breeze carries his scent, and under the rising sun, he looks even more striking. My thoughts war with each other—being bonded to someone like him feels dangerous, yet defying the Goddess’s will seems unthinkable. I trail behind, studying his confident stride and the way his brown hair catches the light. My hands grow clammy. He’s powerful and untrustworthy, but undeniably mine.
I step onto the grass beside the path to spare my bare feet. Feeling wild and unkempt, I imagine my mother’s disapproval. When Alpha VuK glances back, I ask, “Should I call you by your name or Alpha?”
A faint smile plays on his lips. “You can call me Vanda.”
“Okay,” I mumble, testing the name in my mind.
“Do you belong to a pack?”
“Of course. I’m not a rogue.”
“I didn’t think you were,” he mutters, looking ahead. “Which one?”
“Are you going to send me back?” I ask.
“No.”
“Then what will you do with me?”
He glances back again. “I told you, you’re not being punished. Don’t you want to bathe? Eat?”
I swallow hard and say nothing more. He leads me down a winding path through the forest until we reach a three-story house surrounded by towering trees. Its ornate woodwork and steep roofs give it an almost haunting beauty. Two circular turrets rise above the canopy, their cone-shaped tops striking against the sky. It’s older than the homes I’m used to but meticulously maintained.
Alpha VuK holds the door open for me, and I step inside, staying close to the wall. Voices drift from deeper in the house, but he ignores them and gestures for me to follow. We ascend the staircase, my dirty feet leaving faint marks on the polished wood. I don’t dare protest, focusing instead on obeying.
He leads me through a simple bedroom to an adjoining bathroom. Pushing the door open, he says, “Clothes will be left on the bed. Breakfast will be ready when you’re done.”
I nod, tugging at my shirt’s hem. His gaze lingers, sharp and unyielding, making my skin prickle. After scanning the room once more, he leaves, shutting the bedroom door behind him.
Alone, I exhale shakily. Alpha VuK—Vanda—has yet to acknowledge our bond, leaving me in a haze of uncertainty.
Around me, I rub up and down my arms and step into the bathroom. I can't help but wonder what an Alpha expects from his mate—especially someone like Alpha VuK—but as I look at myself in the mirror, I feel inadequate. Surely, an Alpha’s mate isn’t like me. My hands prod at my tired, dull skin, and I run my fingers through my tangled hair. My clothes are rags, my hands are filthy, and I must reek despite the mate bond’s natural pull. No wonder Vanda’s glances at me have been so detached. I look horrendous.
I turn on the shower and peel off the grimy shirt, letting it fall to the floor in disgust. I scrub my body clean, thoroughly washing my hair until the water runs clear. When I emerge from the bathroom wrapped in a towel, a neat stack of clothes awaits on the edge of the bed. The thought of Vanda leaving them while I was showering ignites a strange feeling through the bond, but I assume he has others to handle such tasks for him. The clothes, though slightly oversized, are clean and made for women—a welcome improvement over the guards' castoff shirt.
As my stomach growls again, I make my way downstairs. My hand trails along the railing while I listen for the voices I heard earlier, but the house has grown quiet. Only faint sounds of movement and tapping on glass can be heard. Following the noise to the end of the hallway, I find myself in a kitchen where one woman and a young man, they were working. One is scrubbing a pot in the sink, while the other is arranging food on a plate. They pause when they see me.
"Excuse me," I say. "Do you know where the Alpha is?"
The younger man, walks over with a plate of food and sets it on a small table in front of the counter.
"Elena, right? The Alpha isn’t here right now, but please sit and eat. You’ve had a long night," she says kindly.
I nod and take a seat at the table.
"Would you like water or tea?" she asks.
"Water, please. Thank you," I reply.
The young man fetches a glass of water as the other dries her hands on a towel. For the first time, I begin to feel some semblance of ease. They don’t seem unkind. My breakfast consists of roasted potatoes, carrots, and slices of steak—an unusual but appetizing meal. I start with the meat.
Between bites, I cautiously ask, "Do you know where Vanda is?"
The older woman, sipping tea from her mug, replies, "He could be anywhere. He’s a busy man."
"Do you know when he’ll be back?"
She shrugs. "Soon, I’m sure."
As I finish eating, I glance around and say, "This is a beautiful pack house. Does anyone else live here besides the Alpha?"
The older woman sets down her mug and chuckles. "You have a lot of questions."
"Of course she does," the man interjects. "She’s new here."
Despite my lingering uncertainty, I find comfort in their warmth. After finishing my meal, I sip the cool water, feeling a sliver of normalcy. Yet, the thought of Vanda and what lies ahead looms heavily in my mind.
Elena's point of view.Elizabeth scribbled something on the notepad in front of her before looking up at me. “So, what’s the deal with the previous Luna?” she asked, pen stilling. “She’s showing up because she found out you’re pregnant, right?”I gave her a half-smile. “Pretty much, yeah.”She raised a brow. “Sounds like a mother-by-bond festival is coming.”I snorted. “I doubt it’ll be that dramatic, but I have my weekly checkup with Rose today. She can come to that. I think she’d like it.” I added with a little more hope than I meant to show, “Hopefully, Rose has good news.”Elizabeth nodded knowingly. “And she’ll definitely dunk you in a moonwater bath.”“Moonwater baths…” I echoed, sighing. “I’ve already started forgetting half the pregnancy rituals I was so excited about.”“I can jot it all down for you,” she offered with a teasing smile. “As your Luna Advisor, tending to your Alpha-blooded pregnancy falls under my job description. Any ritual or bath or charm you want—we’ll do it
Elena's point of view Just as Ben was wrapping up dinner, a knock echoed from the front door. I went to answer it and found a familiar face—the female courier who often brought messages to the pack house. She offered me a sealed letter addressed to Vanda and then turned away, heading off with the rest of her delivery pouch slung across her chest.I closed the door behind me and turned the letter over in my hands. The wax seal was pressed with a stylized ‘S’—most likely for Silva. That could only mean one thing: a response to the letters we sent.I broke the seal, unfolded the paper, and immediately recognized the tidy, graceful handwriting. It was from Corinne. She wrote to say she’d be traveling tomorrow and would arrive by evening.Returning to the kitchen, I found Ben pulling out three plates—one for each of us, including Serena, who was due any minute after her training session."Who was at the door?" he asked casually."It was a message from Corinne. She’s coming tomorrow," I re
Elena's point of view.Elizabeth sits across from me in the kitchen, chatting away about her list of potential housekeepers. It’s still pretty early—she arrived only about ten minutes ago. Outside, the sun is just beginning to rise, casting soft light over the pack grounds, where members are slowly emerging from their homes to start their duties, whatever those may be.I was already awake when Elizabeth let herself in. I had come downstairs because it felt like the right thing to do, a nod to routine and common sense.Last night was anything but restful.“You weren’t supposed to worry about finding someone to replace you,” I tell her, cutting into her updates. “You should’ve been spending time with Kevin.”That sounded like something I’d say if I weren’t feeling so disoriented. My thoughts are scattered. I can’t keep my mind from drifting back to Vanda—who never came home—and the fresh bite marks on the side of my neck. An old tradition. A mark.So many questions haunt me. Where did y
Elena's point of view We kiss for a long while until Vanda pulls away. I sense his inner struggle. His hands grip my hips tightly as he takes control, moving my body to his liking. I brace myself against the tub’s edge for balance. The shift in pace is sudden and intense, yet my body quickly adjusts. The only discomfort I feel is the pressure on my chest, so I use my arm to hold my sore breasts and keep them from bouncing.My jaw tightens, my eyes squeeze shut, and my moans turn into desperate whimpers. I try to focus, to grasp onto the kind of pleasure that could push me over the edge, but everything is happening too fast. The only thing I can process is Vanda’s urgent desire. He moves me faster, pushing deeper, until he suddenly stops, holding me firmly in place. He reaches his peak, and I realize how exhausted I feel despite him taking the lead. My heart pounds, my thighs ache. Finally, he releases my hips, and I slide off him.I collapse against Vanda, still facing him, resting m
Elena's point of view.I insist to Serena and Elizabeth that I’m perfectly capable of helping with the cleanup. After reassuring them that I won’t be sick all over the place, they finally relent and allow me to do as I please. I store the leftovers in the fridge while Ben takes charge at the sink, meticulously ensuring the dishes are cleaned to his satisfaction. Eventually, Elizabeth gives up trying to help him and instead assists Serena with moving furniture.Once the house is back in order, I announce, "Go home, all of you. No cooking dinner tonight, no working on Nursery plans or bereavement gifts. Just take the evening off. Thank you for everything, now enjoy yourselves."Ben smirks knowingly. "I think I know why. Quick, girls, before the Alpha gets back."Serena scowls. "Stop it. Gross. She’s my sister.""Not mine.""Yes, she is—by bond."Ben stills. "Right. Then ew, gross, Elena. I don’t even want to think about—"Serena promptly leads him toward the back door before he can fini
Elena's point of view.With my back pressed against the cool bathroom wall, I wait for the nausea to pass. The bitter, metallic stench still lingers in my mind, so raw and fleshy — like rust and death. I shudder at the memory.Whose blood was on Vanda’s face? He’s been on edge during training, but it must’ve been a rogue’s. It has to be.I push myself off the floor and flush the toilet. There wasn’t much to throw up — my nerves over the luncheon had killed my appetite, leaving me with nothing but a few bites of fruit and cheese this morning. Still, the way my body convulsed felt like I’d emptied myself entirely.I rinse my mouth until the sour taste fades, then scrub my hands clean.“How are you feeling?” Elizabeth’s voice comes softly from the other side of the door. She must have stayed close. I open it to find her stepping back.“I think it’s passed.”Ben appears from the kitchen, offering me a small chocolate truffle. “For your breath,” he says with a smirk.I take it gratefully,