Angelo
If there is something I've learned about Cleo is that; when she threatens something, she has already thought it through... for the fact that she said what she said when I was about to punch Marc , and when she threatened to call off everything unless I gave her space . I cannot lose her or our babies. Its already taken so much patience on my part not to let her go. She's worth every fight. Including the one with my mother. Who has been surprisingly quiet.
I had informed the driver of the Jeep to drive us to the Massa estate which was thirty minutes away from the Luca estate .
I was giving Cleo the silent treatment, and I had so much to say to her... I just hope I didn't hurt her in anyway when I threw her in the car . She was looking outside the window with her legs crossed looking away from me, with her chin on her palm, breathing steadily , lost in thought.
The car
CleoWaking up wrapped up in skin with the person you love is the best feeling ever after yesterday I think I like sleeping with Angelo more than I'd like to admit. Its more than just physical which is why I think my relationship with him has lasted this long.On Saturday Daniel drove the kids back to The Massa estate and for the first time in a while the twins stuck to their sleeping schedule and Ava wasn't as restless as she was when we were at the Luca estate. To come think of it she was much more at ease this side . My natural body alarm too was working well; it was five in the morning and it wasn't just any Sunday it was mother's day.I was wide awake on Angelo' s chest and I could hear the sound of his steady ,and strong heartbeat . Our legs were intertwined and both his hands were on my bare
AngeloI love Cleo and she knows it. I know deep down that she loved me and that our love isn't defined by whether or not we are married. Mother's day breakfast didn't go as planned but I am still thankful to have my family home under one roof .Before we went to bed Cleo encouraged me to call my mother and wish her happy mother's day. When I called her she told me ; thank you .She even wished me happy birthday for tomorrow and told me to tell Cleo ;thank you and that she is sorry for all the pain she has caused. I told her that our twins were on edge to the point where they are both afraid when either of either of us leaving even if it's across the hall .It takes longer to get either of them to sleep and when they finally sleep they wake up panicked .I had decided to take the week off for my birthday and given the eventful day we had with regards to the twins and Ava when I finally got C
CleoThe last thing I wanted when I started talking to Blue this morning was; to get into a fight with him especially on his birthday. I know he was feeling all sorts of doubtful about me not wanting to marry him . I decided to give the kids his last name ,and not use my surname , but he still doubts that I will eventually want to have his last name. After our argument I was so mad at him that I just walked out on him. I just didn't like how stuck in his ways he was. He still thought that I was making excuses.As soon as I entered the main bedroom something felt off and by that it felt like I wasn't alone. I was headed to the closet to go get shoes because my feet were starting to feel cold. When I was walking toward the closet Nicolai pushed me so hard that my body made contact with the&nb
AngeloYou know when you've found the one and when you have found forever in someone . My birthday started off hectic and by that I mean Cleo and I were having problems. I have her thinking I don't love her and I really love her and our family . I knew about the surprise party she had organised because Carl reports to me .His birthday is a couple of days after mine and with all the trouble Bella went through to make sure everything was in order and everyone who was coming confirmed. She's the only person who gets me and gets my kind of crazy. I was looking at Cleo who was looking at me with unshed tears . She wanted to cry . I was only kidding with her but given what had happened I could tell she was serious." Angelo I asked you a question. I expect an answer ,so that I know where we stand with each other. ""I'm looking at her and I'm not trading what we have for anything. My m
CleoRosa is sneaky. She had spies everywhere and she still does. Duncan is alive and that in itself is triggering my anxiety. The only guy I trust security Intel wise is fighting for his life because he took a bullet for me ; Angelo is still keeping stuff away from me and that in turn resulted in me getting hurt. My flank was sore and it's because one of the guys tried to snatch Pio and I fought back .The self defense classes I was taking came in handy and the impact class too I just didn't anticipate the guy who attacked us had a weapon by the time we managed to get us out of the mess we were in I had driven as fast as I could to Carl's restaurant, and told Daniel to get the kids to the safe house . As long as Rosa doesn't approve of my relationship with her son I don't think the drama will be over as long as I'm with Angelo and Iove him . When my eyes flew wide open and adjusted to my surroundings; I was in the main bedroom
AngloI don't like change and I don't like it when things change. This has been the longest three days ever . On Wednesday morning I woke up to an empty bed ; no sign of Cleo , just the memory of transpired on Tuesday evening before she left the next morning. The sheets smelled of her and since it was winter the fragrance of J'adore hung in the room . That included the scent of her shower gel. I am already in trouble with missing her when she is around , now that she is not around, and I'm not waking up to her raidiant smile and adorable laugh I'm having a difficult time .I had taken the whole week off and I thought it was going to be an epic week with the family, but now I'm back to square one. It feels like the time the twins were born and Cleo had made sure I couldn't see her... That was better because I could send her a text and she'd respond . I have nothing to a
CleoIt was the day before Ellie's wedding and as much as my brother was in denial about not being in love with her ; we finally talked and he saw that it was better to let go of Ell. I had told him that if it was meant to be it will not pass you by and it will come back . My own brother told me to take my own advice and go back to Angelo and tell him the truth before the five days were up . I wanted more days to digest what I did, only family knew except for Angelo.We decided to have Ellie and Max's party before they get married at a secluded restaurant that had unsigned singers singing. They both didn't want to have a bachelor's or bachelorette party. We had arrived first and the boys followed . Within five minutes I was arguing with Marc. It was an argument about him kissing me the other day when I hadn't given birth to Ava and how Angelo is undeserving of me. I defended Angelo and he pointed out the fac
AngeloThe past two weeks have been hard on me; not only emotionally but business wise too. The explosion caused more harm than good. It earned Mia a one way ticket to a mental institution and a long lecture . I was afraid to tell Cleo that I can't forgive myself because my mother was behind what had happened. She has influence and the kind of influence she has over people is really potent . If Cleo knew she would be asking a lot of questions I don't have the answers to... I hate keeping stuff from her. I came back to the Luca estate with her so that I could be close to her and Ava and keep an eye on them . Financially Massa was stable but the communications department brought in a lot of money. Cleo knew how things worked and keeping her in the dark wasn't something I wanted to get used to. I couldn't take it. So when I got up this morning at nine ;I called my dad to tell him what had been going on and how much it was hurting me to treat my