Cleo
My brother has always been the dependable type. When you ask him to do something he always comes through. He usually has a poker face and you never know what's going on. When I started feeling pain I knew deep down in my heart that I had gone into labour and besides the fact that it was too soon , the blood was a concern .
When Daniel came in he was screaming my name when I came around and when I looked at him he told me to stay awake for both Ava and my sake . He made a call and drove me to his hospital which was in the estate. It didn't take long before I was on my back and h hooked on to all sorts of machines I could hear Ava's heart beat , and my heart too . As thankful as I was; I was feeling so scared and the only person I could think of besides Ava, was Angelo. The twins were already excited about adding a new edition to the family and God willing if we both make it out of the hospi
AngeloThe last person I ever deal with her and the mess she made . The twins were not as traumatized as I thought but they gave me the impression that; they were a bit unsettled and with good reason. Pio knew that Cleo was in trouble before Salvatore drove me to the hospital. The private wing wasn't easily accessible and security was tight . When Sal parked the car he parked it on a reserved parking spot written LUCA and we were sent through to the wing via an elevator that required a code to go in and out of . As soon as we made it into the area where Cleo was kept they made us sit in a waiting room that smelt of coffee and freshly baked pastries.I couldn't stomach anything until I knew how my wife to be and child were out of harm's way. I was lost in my thoughts when Salvatore spoke ;"Massa."" Sal."" Okay just because I love Cleo I will let
CleoI don't know how to feel . Physically I am tired and all I want to know is if Ava is okay so to that ; I can hold her and kiss her ,and shower her with the love and affection she deserves. She needs to know that she is loved and she like the twins is loved unconditionally. I have been drifting in and out of consciousness and it's draining my energy. It feels as if my own body is fighting with me . The moment I feel like I can will my eyes to open ; I end up drifting back into a state of limbo and it sucks .I stopped fighting with my body after I don't know how many attempts to wake up and gave in . I hate not being in control of what I can controll . In a short amount of time Angelo and I have been through hell and back. It feels as if we are constantly fighting a losing battle. Just when I think we are okay another spanner is thrown into the works and we are in crisis management mode. It feels as if f
AngeloI looked at Cleo and all I could do was cry. I'm a grown man who'd rather be angry than admit to feeling any sort of emotion that makes me look week . Part of me was scared that Cleo wasn't in any mood to negotiate. She doesn't deal with threats and this is the first time that she has given me an ultimatum that could hurt me ... Infact I am hurting as we speak. We just had a beautiful baby girl and out family was growing. Apart from the fact that the twins birthday was two weeks away and they were turning three ;I was just thankful that they were safe and ok so was their mother and sister.By the time we were able to go home Ava was still in NICU and Cleo was recovering well . Daniel had perfect timing because I didn't respond to Cleo's suggestion that we spend some time apart. She also didn't protest when I fell asleep right next to her on our bed . Daniel was keeping a close eye on Ava and he wanted Cleo to
CleoThe only person to ever see right through me and knew what was wrong with me without me saying a word , was Marc. I love Angelo ; but somewhere somehow, everytime I feel like we are making progress he pulls a stunt that makes me crawl back into my shell. He has been on his best behavior question was ; for how long?He surprised me two days after we went to go fetch Ava from the hospital by organising the twins birthday party which was today . They were turning three . The twins were taken care of at home and the only interactions for their safety was with people we knew ,and trusted. I still don't trust Rosa and I have a good reason... Make that reasons .The party was fairytale themed and everyone who was invited came dressed up as their favorite character. Angelo was missing for the better part of the day and I took care of Ava and I got to spend some more time with her and the twins . If Daniel wasn't with them ,
AngeloI'm stone cold sober . I've been stone cold for the past year or so . I just messed up one time and it feels as if I am losing the only good thing I have going on. I've been the Angelo I love ; my family loves , my wife to be loves, my kids love and the Angelo I love . I had organised a party for the twins on Sunday and told Cleo we would celebrate it as a family on Monday eve which was the main day.While Cleo was sleeping I received a call from Mia Perelli. Brent wasn't in town and she had gotten herself in trouble with the wrong gang . I had left Cleo alone with the kids and it didn't feel right . Mia is like my little sister / friend . I have never had romantic feelings towards her and vice versa. I also never told her about Cleo ; Ava and the twins because I knew she'd find a way to get to Cleo. I knew her . As soon as I took her upstairs to my penthouse she was so shaken that she raided my liquor cabinet and swept through it like a tornado. S
Songs: Lady Antebellum- OceanJames Bay - ForeverCleoI have had nightmares before and in recent days they have become more severe and intense. Last night I was angry . I have been angry before, but not as livid as I was with Blue for not showing up when it mattered the most. I don't trust Mia not at all and today was the first time in a while that I talked to my brother about my relationship with Angelo , and the gun incident .I get why he has to have a gun; what I don't get is what Mia is to him and what she wants ... basically what her end game is . Daniel told me that he'd talk to Angelo, and when I returned from my run this morning my house was hauntingly quite . I knew Daniel had take the kids to ClaudioI opened the door and headed straight for my water bottle which was in the fridge. It was cold outside but I was thirsty and hot. I had to g
.AngeloNumb ... numb is all I feel right now because; no matter how many times I try to protect the ones I love something sinister happens to them . It was supposed to be the happiest day, for both the twins and my wife to be... Basically for the whole family because it was the kid's birthday. Instead I am dealing with our cleaning team ; the blue brigade ,red brigade and a family that is shook.There was a shooting at my father's Villa . Nicolai and Daniel got caught in the crossfire, both were seriously injured and they were air lifted to hospital . We couldn't find the twins Ava and my father . After Nicolai called, Cleo came with me to the Villa for safety because I didn't want to let her out of my sight. She was with me when we were bri
CleoIt's been a taugh couple of weeks, both emotionally and physically. On the bright side I got to spend some much needed time with the Twins ; Ava and Blue alone under heavy security presence , even Ellie had to get cleared before she could come and visit me. I see why Daniel loves her and why he's having a difficult time coming clean with his true feelings ... and deep down he knows that he would be fighting a losing battle because, Max and Ellie are bound together by something strong. Even though he is denying his true feelings he will just have to accept that Ellie and Max belong together.Dan and Nocolai had both recoverd from their injuries and Daniel was back to his old self . He was hanging out with Blue today ,while I had to go for a dress fitting with Ellie. I was going to fit on a dress alright , but it wasn't my wedding dress ... I was the maid of honor for Ellie' s wedding. I knew that my family was s