Chapter 23

Angelo 

There comes a point in life where everything just clicks. In this case  I want to  do things right and spend more time with my family.  The latter is easier to achieve after you fix your mess and start on a clean slate .

When Arabella came to town with my cousin who I now found out is my uncle's child ; I was angry, iffy, and anxious.  All three of those feelings  are a  major trigger . What they trigger in me is rage, that's beyond control. It triggers rouge rage . I rarely lose my temper unless I really want to protect what matters to me the most.

I get angry when I see that you are deliberately trying to ruin something good . I hate feeling iffy because I can't predict how something is going to turn out,and anxious  too when I feel like I'm messing up ,everytime I try to fix a problem. As a person I'm sure of a lot of things but with everything that was goi