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ESSENCE: Desire Without Permission — My Rivals, My Red Flags
ESSENCE: Desire Without Permission — My Rivals, My Red Flags
Author: Zaviu

Chapter 1 The Stolen Edge

Author: Zaviu
last update publish date: 2026-05-23 17:02:29

The board meeting room felt smaller than usual. Anji gripped the edge of the mahogany table, his knuckles turning a stark, bloodless white. At the head of the table, Randy leaned back in his leather chair, a smug smirk etched onto his face. He toyed with a golden fountain pen, tapping it rhythmically against his chin. The air in the room was stale, thick with the scent of expensive cologne and the crushing weight of impending failure.

"It is a shame, Anji," Randy said, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. He turned to the other executives, his eyes gleaming with triumph. "We really needed a visionary for the regional expansion. Unfortunately, your latest projections were as flat as your personality. Perhaps the filing room is a better fit for your current skillset."

A ripple of stifled laughter moved through the room. Anji felt his face burn. He stared at the spreadsheet displayed on the monitor, the red numbers mocking him. He had worked eighty hours a week for this promotion. He had skipped sleep, skipped meals, and sacrificed his sanity, all for Randy to pull the rug out from under him with a single, condescending sentence. 

"I have the data to back my claims, Randy," Anji said, his voice tight. He forced himself to maintain eye contact, though his throat felt like it was filled with broken glass. 

"Data is only as useful as the person presenting it," Randy countered, standing up to pack his laptop. "And let us be honest, you just do not have the edge required for this caliber of work. You are a clerk, Anji. Try to remember that when you head down to the basement."

Randy walked past him, his shoulder clipping Anji’s arm with deliberate force. Anji stood frozen until the door clicked shut. The silence that followed was suffocating. He realized then that he was completely alone. The corporate ladder was not a ladder at all. It was a greased pole, and he had been sliding toward the bottom for months.

An hour later, Anji stood in the dark, dusty corner of the company basement. The space was filled with crates labeled with the names of bankrupt biotech firms the parent company had swallowed over the last fiscal year. His task was simple, menial, and humiliating. He had to catalog the physical assets of a liquidated research lab called Aethelgard. 

He kicked a stack of dusty boxes, frustration boiling over into a raw, jagged rage. He did not want to be a clerk. He wanted to be the one holding the pen. He wanted to see the look on Randy’s face when he realized he was irrelevant.

His foot struck a heavy, reinforced steel case tucked away beneath a workbench. The lock was rusted, but the metal groaned when Anji pried it open with a metal ruler. Inside, tucked within foam padding, sat a single, pristine vial. The label was minimalist and clinical, shimmering under the flickering fluorescent lights of the basement.

M-ESSENCE: Cognitive Charisma Enhancer. Prototype.

Anji picked up the vial, his thumb brushing against the cold glass. He knew the rumors about the bankrupt firms. They were all testing bio-enhancers, searching for the next big jump in human efficiency. His heart hammered against his ribs. He was supposed to tag this for the hazardous materials disposal team, but the words whispered to him. Cognitive Charisma. He thought of the boardroom. He thought of Randy.

"One drop," he whispered to the empty room. His hands shook. "Just a little bit of help."

He unscrewed the cap. A faint, sweet scent drifted up, unlike anything he had ever smelled before. It was sharp, metallic, and strangely alluring. He tilted the vial. Three drops fell onto his tongue. It tasted like ozone and liquid electricity. 

He waited for a moment, expecting nothing. Maybe a surge of energy, or perhaps a sudden headache. He recapped the vial and shoved it deep into his pocket. He turned to start his work again, but his knees buckled. 

He slammed his hands onto the desk to steady himself, but his vision smeared. The dusty basement lights suddenly exploded into a blinding, neon intensity. Every sound in the building, from the distant hum of the ventilation system to the clicking of his own watch, magnified until it sounded like a roar in his ears.

Anji gasped, grabbing his chest. His heart was not beating. It was drumming, a furious, chaotic rhythm that felt like it might burst through his sternum. The heat started in his stomach, a searing, white-hot fire that spread through his veins like molten lead. He tried to call for help, but his mouth went dry, his tongue feeling thick and unresponsive.

He stumbled back, knocking a crate of files to the floor. The papers spilled out like snow, but he could not focus on them. He saw the room warping, the walls shifting in and out as if they were breathing. His skin felt too tight, his nerves firing signals of pure, unadulterated sensation that made his brain reel. 

"What did I do," he wheezed, falling to his knees. 

The heat became unbearable. He clawed at his collar, ripping the top buttons of his shirt open, but the air in the room felt like it was burning his lungs. A wave of vertigo hit him, hard and fast, and the floor rushed up to meet him. He felt his consciousness slipping, the edges of his sight turning black. 

He curled into a ball on the cold, concrete floor. His body was an inferno. Every inch of his skin pulsed with a terrifying, rhythmic throb. He squeezed his eyes shut, but the darkness behind his lids was filled with colors that did not exist. He was fading, his mind fragmenting under the sheer, brutal weight of the chemical storm tearing through his nervous system. 

He reached out, his hand grasping at the air, searching for something, anything to hold onto. His breath came in ragged, jagged gasps that echoed in the empty basement. He felt like he was being hollowed out, replaced by a current of pure, raw ambition that wanted to scream. He was not Anji anymore. He was something else, something sharper, and the room was beginning to dissolve into a waking nightmare of sensory overload. 

He heard a voice then, faint and distant, calling his name from the stairwell. Or maybe it was just a hallucination. He tried to answer, but his throat seized. His muscles locked, his body bowing upward as the surge intensified, and for a terrifying second, he thought his heart had finally stopped.

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