LOGINHe kept the gun out and pointed down as he walked back to her bedroom. He couldn’t imagine how frightened she must be right at this moment, and he had the urge to break through the door to get to her. But he had to stay calm and reassuring; the last thing she needed was him scaring her any more than she already was.
He entered her bedroom again and approached the closed bathroom door. Not sure how she’d react to the gun, he tucked it away and made sure it was covered by the back of his t-shirt. He took a breath and as he exhaled, he let go of his hard professional persona. She needed warmth and comfort now, Dallas knew. She needed a friend, not a trained killer.
Olivia jumped when she heard movement in her bedroom, and she peeked over the lip of the tub at the door, terrified. A scream was building in her throat, and she clapped her hands over her mouth to hold it in.
“Olivia?” His voice was gentle again. “It’s me… I’m right here. Open the door, hon.”
Dallas.
She launched herself at the door, scrambling to unlock it. She flung the door wide and practically threw herself into Dallas’ waiting arms. The sobs that she’d been holding back came now, and she shook wildly, trying to catch her breath, her fingers gripping his shirt.
Dallas held her tightly, stroking her hair. “OK, baby, OK. You’re safe. I’ve got you.”
All of a sudden, Olivia’s legs gave out under her completely, and he scooped her into his arms. He backed up and sat on her bed with Olivia across his thighs, her face pressed into his shoulder. Dallas’ one hand was buried in her hair; the other stroked her tense back, making big circles around and around, trying to soothe her.
Her tears and shaking slowed, then stopped, and her body went soft against him. He pulled back to see her face. She was gray with shock, her lips bloodless. Alarmed, he forced those gorgeous brown eyes to meet his own blue ones.
“Olivia? Talk to me, hon. You OK?”
She nodded. “Y – yes.”
He took her slim hand. “God, you’re freezing.” He rubbed it between both of his, trying to warm her up, and pulled her closer. “You’ll be OK in a few minutes. Just sit still.”
Dallas needed a few minutes himself. He was starting to realize just how badly this situation could have turned out, and he closed his eyes. He’d get angry as hell later, he resolved; right now, his only priority was to hold her until she felt safe again.
But Jesus Christ, if I hadn’t given her my private number that day at the hospital… this whole thing could have gone down way different.
It took a little while, but Olivia’s head started to clear and her thoughts were more coherent. They were moving in a straight line again instead of tumbling around like a box of toys falling down the stairs. Something occurred to her now, and she took a deep breath.
“Dallas?”
“Yeah?”
“How did you get in without the code?”
He looked at her, decided to tell her the truth. “The front door was open when I got here.”
“So… so he just – just walked out?”
“Looks that way.”
“But – how did he get in?”
“We’ll worry about that tomorrow, Olivia. Right now, I need to get you out of here and someplace safe and secure. You feel like you can walk?”
“Yes.”
“OK. Pack a bag.” He stood up and carefully set her on her feet, watching her to make sure she didn’t sway or fall again.
“A bag. OK.” Numbly, she moved to her closet, glad to have something to do. “Where am I going?”
“My place. Tonight, you’re staying with me, baby.”
She stirred in his arms now, made a soft sound in her throat. He kissed her eyelids and she smiled, opened them up slowly. “Good morning,” Dallas said, his voice husky with emotion.“Hi,” she said. “You were watching me sleep?”“You know it.” He ran his fingers through her hair. “You’re so beautiful, baby.”She searched his eyes, and she saw that he was telling her the truth. Tears slid down her cheeks as the miracle of that truth just washed over her, overwhelmed her with its sweetness.“I love you, Olivia.” He kissed her, then gently wiped the tears with his thumbs. “More than I can ever say.”“I love you too.” Her voice trembled, and he pulled her closer. They lay quietly for a few minutes, just listening to each other breathe, loving the closeness and warmth between them.“Hey,” he said suddenly. “It’s Christmas in a couple of weeks…”She propped herself up on one arm, and gazed at his handsome face. “It is indeed. You got any plans?”“No. Jim and Chris are off back home, and Dea
“Do you – do you blame me for what happened? For what that sick fuck did to you in the conference room, and for the end of your career?”“No.”“But how can you not?” he asked, and she heard the despair in his voice. “Because I only blame one person, and he’s dead. You killed him as he held a knife to my throat and whispered in my ear that he was going to slash it wide open. Greg Wallace did all of this to me, and I know that he was sick and maybe one day I’ll feel pity for him… but right now, I’m angry as hell at him. Only at him.” Her eyes held his. “I know what it cost you to pick up that rifle again, babe, what you risked losing of yourself by doing that. I know how slim the chances were that you were going to make that shot. But you did it anyway, and you saved my life. I love you for that.”“You do?”“Yes. I do.” She got to her feet, and came to him. She stood right in front of him, close enough for him to feel her body heat. “I love you.”Dallas reached for her now, pulled her
Dallas opened his front door and stared in confusion at the woman with long blonde hair standing there. “Hi. Can I help you?”She lowered the scarf covering her face and she smiled. “Hi, Dallas.”He almost reeled backwards in shock. “Olivia,” he said. “What – what are you doing here?”“I want to talk to you,” she said. “Can I come in?”“Uh, sure.” He stepped aside. “Let me take your coat.” He managed to get it off her body without actually touching her.“Thank you.”They stared at each other. Dallas’ eyes took in the bandage on her face and he winced.Your fault, man. All yours.Olivia saw his grimace, and she felt hurt pierce her chest.He thinks you’re so ugly, he can’t even bring himself to look at you.She took off the blonde wig and shook out her hair. “Courtesy of Kat,” she said. “She put on a red one and Jim drove off with her just now. Just in case the press followed us, you know.”His face tightened at the mention of the press. He’d dealt with them in the past, of course, sin
Ten days laterKat stood in the middle of her living room, hands on her hips, staring at Olivia in complete disbelief. She was exasperated and angry, and all those things that she’d been longing to say to Liv for the past week were bubbling away just below the surface. She’d refrained from saying any of them, in deference to Liv’s fragility, but she was doing better now, and Kat felt that the time for a ‘come-to-Jesus’ talk had finally arrived.Jim was next to Kat, and he laid a calming hand on her arm. “Liv,” he said. “I really, really think you’ve got that wrong. In fact, I know you do.”“And I’m really, really sure that I don’t,” Liv shot back. “I don’t care what he says… he actually thinks I’m ugly and repulsive. That’s why he’s so polite and distant every time we talk. That’s why he barely touches me, and won’t look at me when he’s anywhere close to me.”Kat took a deep breath. “He does not think that about you. Dallas thinks that this is all his fault. He promised to protect yo
Dean, Jim and Chris were standing by the elevator when the women stepped off. Kat and Jenny were both supporting Emma, who seemed about ready to collapse. Dean jumped forward, took Emma in his arms.“You OK?” he said. She shook her head, pale and shaken. “Not yet. Where is she?”“They’re stitching her up right now,” Chris said, keeping his voice low, trying to keep them calm. “The doctor said she’d be out in ten minutes with an update.”The women nodded and looked around.“Where’s Dallas?” Kat said.The men looked troubled. “In the waiting room,” Chris said. “He’s – he’s not doing so well.”“He blames himself?” Jenny asked quietly.“Yeah,” Chris said. “Come on, this way.”They all stood in the hallway, staring into the waiting room at Dallas. He was slumped over in a chair, his elbows on his knees, his head in his hands. His huge body looked diminished, somehow, and he was the very picture of despair and helplessness.Jenny would never know what made her do it; all she knew was that
Dallas was on his stomach, his rifle set up and his finger on the trigger, his friends behind him. They were all watching the monitor, the guys in horror, Dallas coolly, reassessing the angle of the curve. Olivia and Greg were standing now, and that actually helped things immeasurably. He ignored the fact that Greg was cutting Olivia’s left cheek; ignored her clear distress. Then he realized that he couldn’t just pretend that she wasn’t there.He knew that this may well be the last time he saw Olivia alive, and he wanted to take one final look, to see how she was in what were possibly her final few seconds. No turning away from her terror, no denying the pain she was in, no hiding from just how badly he’d failed her. If he was going to hate himself for the rest of his fucking life, Dallas had to know for what exactly he was to blame.I am so sorry, sweetheart. I fucked this up so bad.On the monitor, Dallas looked at her, devoured her. Greg had her turned to face the window now and he







