LOGINEmma Cartwright stared at the door, confused.
Why is Liv standing in the doorway to Dean’s bedroom? In her pyjamas and carrying a cup of coffee?
Emma sat up. “Ummm. Hi?”
“Hi.” Liv came in and perched on the edge of the bed. “How you feeling today?”
“OK.” Emma glanced at the clock. “Wow, I slept.”
“You were exhausted,” Liv said gently. “Dean said you came back here after the party last night and just passed out.”
“Yeah, I guess.” Emma took the coffee gratefully. “Thanks. Now… to the important question. What are you doing here? And why are you in your pj’s?”
Liv sighed. “I have something to tell you, Em, and you’re going to be a bit surprised.”
Emma studied her friend’s face. “Wait. Did you stay over with Dallas?”
Liv paused. “Uh, yeah.”
“Finally!” Emma said. “Jenny and Kat and I have been waiting for you two to get together!”
Liv blinked. “Really?”
“Yes, really.”
“OK, well, you’re still waiting. Nothing like that happened.”
“So… you stayed at Dallas’ place but didn’t sleep with him?”
“Yeah. No. Ummmm… the thing is, Em, I had a bit of a problem last night and I called Dallas for help.” Liv dropped her eyes. “I needed his… his skill set.”
Emma was wide awake now; she was well aware what Dallas’ skill set included. She sat straight up, her beautiful face worried. “What did you need Dallas’ help for?”
“OK, I’m going to tell you everything, I swear. Just promise me that you’ll let me finish, and you’ll freak out when I’m done. Deal?”
“Yeah. But I do not like the sound of this one bit.”
As Liv talked, Emma’s already-pale face got whiter. She gripped her cup of coffee tightly, and waited for her friend to finish talking. Then she sat quietly for a minute, just gathering her thoughts.
“Are you OK?” she asked at last.
Liv nodded. “I was shaken up last night, but I’m fine now.”
“Why didn’t you tell anyone?” Emma asked. “Why did you go through this all by yourself?”
“I was – I just…” Liv floundered, not wanting to make Emma feel badly for having been her focus. “I just had – other things on my mind. More important things.”
Their eyes met, and they understood each other.
Emma smiled. “Well. Those ‘other things’ are doing better now, right? They’re a bit more under control than they were even one month ago… so can we turn our attention to you? Just for a change?”
Liv’s eyes filled with tears as she nodded; she was surprised at what a relief it was to finally be honest with her friend about what had been going on. Until that exact moment, she hadn’t realized just how stressed and scared she’d been for months, or how alone she’d felt in holding her secret tight to herself.
Emma saw her tears and held out her arms. Liv moved into them, weeping. Emma stroked her hair, soothing her as Liv had done for her so many times over the past several months.
“It’s OK, Liv,” she said. “We’re all here for you, hon. You’re not alone, I promise. We’re with you.”
After a few minutes, Liv pulled back. “Thanks, Emma. I’m OK.” She took a deep, shuddering breath. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you before…”
“It’s OK. I’m just glad you told me now.” She gave Liv one final hug, then let her go. “So where’s Dallas? And Dean, actually?”
Liv grinned, and her confidence and spark were both back in full force. “They’ve gone to Blue Star Security, and Chris and Jim are meeting them there. They want to have a word with Greg Wallace.”
“Oh, boy,” Emma said, imagining the four of them sitting and glowering across an office reception area. “I think Greg’s about to have kind of a bad morning.”
“I’d say so,” Liv said. “I’d say he’s about to have one hell of a bad morning.”
She stirred in his arms now, made a soft sound in her throat. He kissed her eyelids and she smiled, opened them up slowly. “Good morning,” Dallas said, his voice husky with emotion.“Hi,” she said. “You were watching me sleep?”“You know it.” He ran his fingers through her hair. “You’re so beautiful, baby.”She searched his eyes, and she saw that he was telling her the truth. Tears slid down her cheeks as the miracle of that truth just washed over her, overwhelmed her with its sweetness.“I love you, Olivia.” He kissed her, then gently wiped the tears with his thumbs. “More than I can ever say.”“I love you too.” Her voice trembled, and he pulled her closer. They lay quietly for a few minutes, just listening to each other breathe, loving the closeness and warmth between them.“Hey,” he said suddenly. “It’s Christmas in a couple of weeks…”She propped herself up on one arm, and gazed at his handsome face. “It is indeed. You got any plans?”“No. Jim and Chris are off back home, and Dea
“Do you – do you blame me for what happened? For what that sick fuck did to you in the conference room, and for the end of your career?”“No.”“But how can you not?” he asked, and she heard the despair in his voice. “Because I only blame one person, and he’s dead. You killed him as he held a knife to my throat and whispered in my ear that he was going to slash it wide open. Greg Wallace did all of this to me, and I know that he was sick and maybe one day I’ll feel pity for him… but right now, I’m angry as hell at him. Only at him.” Her eyes held his. “I know what it cost you to pick up that rifle again, babe, what you risked losing of yourself by doing that. I know how slim the chances were that you were going to make that shot. But you did it anyway, and you saved my life. I love you for that.”“You do?”“Yes. I do.” She got to her feet, and came to him. She stood right in front of him, close enough for him to feel her body heat. “I love you.”Dallas reached for her now, pulled her
Dallas opened his front door and stared in confusion at the woman with long blonde hair standing there. “Hi. Can I help you?”She lowered the scarf covering her face and she smiled. “Hi, Dallas.”He almost reeled backwards in shock. “Olivia,” he said. “What – what are you doing here?”“I want to talk to you,” she said. “Can I come in?”“Uh, sure.” He stepped aside. “Let me take your coat.” He managed to get it off her body without actually touching her.“Thank you.”They stared at each other. Dallas’ eyes took in the bandage on her face and he winced.Your fault, man. All yours.Olivia saw his grimace, and she felt hurt pierce her chest.He thinks you’re so ugly, he can’t even bring himself to look at you.She took off the blonde wig and shook out her hair. “Courtesy of Kat,” she said. “She put on a red one and Jim drove off with her just now. Just in case the press followed us, you know.”His face tightened at the mention of the press. He’d dealt with them in the past, of course, sin
Ten days laterKat stood in the middle of her living room, hands on her hips, staring at Olivia in complete disbelief. She was exasperated and angry, and all those things that she’d been longing to say to Liv for the past week were bubbling away just below the surface. She’d refrained from saying any of them, in deference to Liv’s fragility, but she was doing better now, and Kat felt that the time for a ‘come-to-Jesus’ talk had finally arrived.Jim was next to Kat, and he laid a calming hand on her arm. “Liv,” he said. “I really, really think you’ve got that wrong. In fact, I know you do.”“And I’m really, really sure that I don’t,” Liv shot back. “I don’t care what he says… he actually thinks I’m ugly and repulsive. That’s why he’s so polite and distant every time we talk. That’s why he barely touches me, and won’t look at me when he’s anywhere close to me.”Kat took a deep breath. “He does not think that about you. Dallas thinks that this is all his fault. He promised to protect yo
Dean, Jim and Chris were standing by the elevator when the women stepped off. Kat and Jenny were both supporting Emma, who seemed about ready to collapse. Dean jumped forward, took Emma in his arms.“You OK?” he said. She shook her head, pale and shaken. “Not yet. Where is she?”“They’re stitching her up right now,” Chris said, keeping his voice low, trying to keep them calm. “The doctor said she’d be out in ten minutes with an update.”The women nodded and looked around.“Where’s Dallas?” Kat said.The men looked troubled. “In the waiting room,” Chris said. “He’s – he’s not doing so well.”“He blames himself?” Jenny asked quietly.“Yeah,” Chris said. “Come on, this way.”They all stood in the hallway, staring into the waiting room at Dallas. He was slumped over in a chair, his elbows on his knees, his head in his hands. His huge body looked diminished, somehow, and he was the very picture of despair and helplessness.Jenny would never know what made her do it; all she knew was that
Dallas was on his stomach, his rifle set up and his finger on the trigger, his friends behind him. They were all watching the monitor, the guys in horror, Dallas coolly, reassessing the angle of the curve. Olivia and Greg were standing now, and that actually helped things immeasurably. He ignored the fact that Greg was cutting Olivia’s left cheek; ignored her clear distress. Then he realized that he couldn’t just pretend that she wasn’t there.He knew that this may well be the last time he saw Olivia alive, and he wanted to take one final look, to see how she was in what were possibly her final few seconds. No turning away from her terror, no denying the pain she was in, no hiding from just how badly he’d failed her. If he was going to hate himself for the rest of his fucking life, Dallas had to know for what exactly he was to blame.I am so sorry, sweetheart. I fucked this up so bad.On the monitor, Dallas looked at her, devoured her. Greg had her turned to face the window now and he







