Waking up cuddled up to Olivia felt good. How close she was holding me was so cute. It was like she didn't want me to go.I smiled and checked for my phone coz I didn't want it to wake her up when the alarm went off.Luckily it was only a few minutes before it went off, I turned it off and smiled a bit.I hated how I had to get up and go bath and leave her here while I go to work. But I didn't go to work the whole week last week, so I needed to be there and thank God they moved the submittion of the group work I did with my team.I slowly slipped away from her and went to the bathroom. I was shocked to see my jeans and shirt all ironed. God Olivia was honestly making this hard for me. I had no idea what to feel besides like her even more, which was something I didn't want at all.After my shower I dressed up and found her still soundlessly sleeping on my bed. She looked so cute.I took out my phone and snapped a picture of her then got out before I was tempted to do something that she
A new relationship is unknown territory, and most of us have natural fears of the unknown. Letting ourselves fall in love means taking a real risk. We are placing a great amount of trust in another person, allowing them to affect us, which makes us feel exposed and vulnerable.Our defences are challenged. Any habits we’ve long had that allow us to feel self-focused or self-contained start to fall by the wayside. We tend to believe that the more we care, the more we can get hurt.I was so nervous when I got home it was like Olivia would see right through me how I was feeling.Everything was clean like we didn't make it a mess last night. I went to check on her in my bedroom and she wasn't there... Then I checked all the other rooms.My heart started beating faster on my chest when I didn't find her. Where could she be? I was stupidly thinking she left already. I mean she sent me a text earlier.. What if I read that fast and didn't notice she said today and not Friday.God.I went back
We spent Monday and Tuesday cuddling. When I got home she'd just welcome me and not even say anything. She'd make me food and ask me about work. Just normal things.We never even once mentioned the kiss. The kiss that made me like her even more and made me feel way closer to her than I was. It made me want her even more than I already did.I wanted us to talk about it but I was a coward. That wouldn't allow me to bring it because no matter what, my brain kept telling me there could be a chance that she didn't like that kiss... But then on the other hand, she asked if we could kiss again... And we did a lot. But the keeping quiet about it scared me a lot.I'd look at her and wish I knew what she was thinking, because then I wouldn't be so much into my thoughts that I lost track of everything that was around me and all that....I quickly let go of the lid of the pan and winced in pain.Olivia screamed my name, "Amora!!!" and then she was next to me within seconds."ouch... Ouch!! Ouch!
Thursday at work I couldn't be bothered. The probably failed advert yesterday didn't even bother me also. I was just feeling truly happy and over the mood about something different."someone's happy today." Thalia said after stopping her chair next to mine.I shook my head a little bit with a small smile on my face, "what do you mean?""I mean you have been smiling like an idiot since you walked in here, and yesterday you were worried as if we were going to be hit by world War 2... So what's up?"I couldn't hold it in anymore, besides, I needed to tell someone."Olivia and I kissed."She started squealing and I moved over to her and put my hand on her mouth to cover it, "what the hell dude!!"She started laughing and looking around, "shit sorry.. I'm just excited she is so hot."I ached my brow, "you have a girlfriend dude...""doesn't mean I don't see hot people..." she said that in a duh tone making me laugh."you're unbelievable."She slowly nodded her head with her eyes closed, "
Getting home I had a plan, I was going to make sure that Olivia has the best last night with me only to give her something she will not forget. I didn't want her forgetting about me. Would love if we would see where this would go.When I got home I was shocked to be welcomed by a path of rose petals, leading a trail to my bedroom.I came in view with a blanket fort. I stood my the door and looked at it.0"hey... Oh God you're home.." Olivia said standing behind me and I turned around to look at her lost for words.I wanted to do something like this for her so that she could at least receive some caring from my side too. But she took that away from me."oh God you don't like it.."Shocked at her I furrowed my brow, "Olivia what?""you hate this.. Am I being too much? Moving a bit faster...?""Olivia...!!" "God I'm sorry.."I went to stand in front of her even though she wasn't listening to me, "Liv!!!""I was just trying to...""...do something that I'll possibly remember you by whe
I jumped off Olivia and she sighed, "did you invite someone over? Like a stripper or something?" I rolled my eyes and took my shirt, "don't be an idiot I could be your stripper.." then I left her there with her mouth hanging. I quickly put my shirt over my head and opened the door. I was so shocked to see Aiden standing there. I furrowed my brows at her, "umh.. Aiden?" "hey.. Umh.. Ahh shit..." "what? What are you doing here?" I asked now after putting my shirt on properly. "I'm so sorry to budge in like this I just wanted to know something.. And now I think I just.. Fuck." "Aiden???" I said getting a little frustrated, she was now starting to be annoying me by now talking. "you're with someone..." "yes! What did you want?" "I wanted to know if I could like go out with Zaynab. I didn't want to be an ass coz you guys were in a relationship." I furrowed my brows at her, "what? Zaynab and I were never in a relationship.. And you can date her dude. Why didn't you ask me this whi
I couldn't believe why Luna was acting the way she was. I mean she literally left me and locked herself in my room.I was left there cooking and preparing dinner for us. I was happy to be off work for a while. I took leave days since Luna was here and I was ready to see more Thailand with her.Having her here was going to be amazing but only I'd she wasn't going to be a mess and talk bad about what Olivia and I were doing.My phone vibrated and I smile at the different ringing tone. I took it and put it on my face then answers, "hello..." 'really? Your nose? You're showing me that beautiful small nose now?' I rolled my eyes even though she couldn't see me and moved my phone so that the rest of my face showed. She smiled, 'see.. There's my beautiful princess.' "Olivia you suck..."She rolled her eyes this time around, 'kind love it when you call me babe and not Olivia.'"isn't that your name?" I asked and she sighed before shaking her head no, 'you're not llowed to use that at all.
I was woken up by a light knock on my door. I opened my eyes and for a second I thought Olivia was there.Right after she ran through my head last night came back and everything that happened. God! Luna was the one knocking there.She knocked again, 'Amora... I.. Can you please open. I can't talk while I'm outside the door. Please just open for me please.'I sighed and turned around, away from the door. I felt like not hearing her at all. I was not in the mood for her lame excuses for what she did last night. It was uncalled for.' Amora you hate me I know. I hate myself too.. But please lete tell you what's happening. Please. I'm sorry.'I got up and went to wash my face and then brushed my teeth. I slowly made it out and then headed to the door.She was shocked when I opened the door but even more shocked when I ignored her as if she wasn't even there.I went to make myself breakfast. She arrived, "Amora.. Please.. Just please listen to me."I stopped moving and I turned to look at