𖣔✩NICHOLAS✩𖣔 It's been two days now that I have successfully avoided Coco. I had to wake up on time, prepare for work early, eat breakfast on time in order to avoid her and had to return home very late when I was sure she would already be fast asleep in order to not see her. For days now, I hadn't touch her, not even a kiss nor a hug. It wasn't as if I didn't want her or anything, I was just fighting this strange thing I feel inside me. I can't seem to think straight as the thought of Coco keeps flooding my senses. I can't seem to understand why I've been thinking of her so much lately, I mean... She's constantly in my thoughts. Two days back, I had fucked up my lines all because I couldn't think straight without Coco floating into my thoughts. This was strange, even when I had to rehearse my lines late because of my tight schedule, I always go well with it and remembered each line correctly, but compared to these days, I was fvcking it all up badly even after rehearsing my lines
𑁍⁂NICHOLAS⁂𑁍 I woke up the next morning and was surprised to see Corvette sleeping beside me on my bed. What the hell was she doing here? I have been trying so hard to stay away from her, now this. This would just make the feelings I was trying so hard to get rid of stronger and I didn't want that. I know I was acting harsh and it wasn't what I wanted, but I just have to push her away to organize my thoughts. I needed to understand we were with each other because of sex and nothing more or less so I should really stop imagining things outside our contract box. I still can't believed I flunked up my lines at shoot hours and it was all because of her. This had never happened to me before, I was usually the star and perfect actor, but I just had to mess it all up by missing my lines due to images of her in my head. It was then my gaze fell on a good towel on my pillow and a bowl of water on the floor with one pack of aspirin on the table. What was going on? Did she nurse me all
✫۞CORVETTE۞✫ I sighed as I closed the door behind me. I face palmed myself as I remembered how I had ran away from Nicholas room like the coward that I was. I remembered how he had spoken to me some nights back, how he had off handedly told me he had nothing to do with me, well he didn't really say it that, but that was what he meant right? I didn't even give him the time to thank me for nursing him last night and he didn't even seem like someone who was ready to thank me or something close to it, who knows? He might have been getting ready to yell at me again. I was confused and mad, mad at Nicholas at how I was feeling right now. My feelings were jumbled and I couldn't pin point what exactly I felt, but I was sure of two which was anger and frustration. How could he change just like that all of a sudden? From the teasing and jovial man he was to a cold and narcissistic person, well not like he wasn't a narcissistic person from the beginning. I don't know why I was angry at him
۞☼︎NICHOLAS☼︎۞ Now that Corvette has agreed to having dinner with me tonight, I guess things would turn out a little bit sorted between us. She has been stuck at home for quite some time, so it would be good for her to breathe some fresh air out side the mansion premises, after all she liked going out once in a while and I actually owe her quite a bit after everything I have done for her. Keeping that in mind, I had told her that we would he eating out that night and although she didn't show it, she seemed glad at the idea. I need to buy her a different one, but which? I couldn't even go out to get one of my taste for her since Tommy was still out with my car. Suddenly, an idea popped into my mind. I went to the group chat created by Mr. Kang for the casts of the ongoing movie I was currently in with Selena Jones and fished out Selena's number from there. I dialed her phone number, and she didn't pick up until like the third time when I was already starting to get impatient. "H
᯽✫NICHOLAS✫᯽ My heart thumped in my chest as I stared at the pretty damsel seated right in front of me. My thoughts have been on how Coco would take the news, and my heart kept on beating loudly in my chest as I thought about the reaction she was going to have than it did when I first saw the black dress on her. I swallowed airy spittle before grabbing the drink in the cup from the table with my left hand and drank it in big gulps. I kept on staring at her and suddenly, she turned to look at me, our gazes meeting and as we kept on staring at each other, a part of me wished that she would also feel the restlessness I was feeling. Would she be mad at me when I announce the news to her? Or would she give a totally new and unexpected reaction to it instead?? I could tell she was eager to hear the news I told her I wanted to tell her and my heart plummeted at the thought of her being sad about it, but at the same time, she might be kinda happy about the fact that she'd be leaving a tor
♡︎❀CORVETTE❀♡︎ I was so shocked and hurt by Nicholas statement that my thoughts began to run haywire around the possible reasons for which he would say something like that. Did I really mean nothing to him just like he always said repeatedly? Was I really just a cheap tool for him that could be used and dumped?? "Is that what you want?" I asked in the weakest tone I never knew I had. Nicholas brought out the good and bad in me, so I guess he has actually tamed me to his taste, just like he had always wanted. What I had no idea about however was how he could even summon the the thought of terminating our agreement, not to even talk of serving his idea out on a food tray for me to see and eat. I guess I really am nothing but a stupid person to think that the bubble of love that I was deluded in would last forever and more stupid to not see how much of a jerk Nicholas was and still is. I had really thought that he wanted to ask me out as his official girlfriend and I had been waiti
߷CORVETTE߷ I can't believe I had done that and right in front of everyone too, but I was mad, how could he? Right now I wasn't even mad anymore, just angry, sad, frustrated and dejected. I guess it wasn't really Nicholas's fault since the contract had clearly stated that there should be no feelings attached, but obviously I did. I had developed feelings for him, and gosh! was I such an idiot!! I sighted a motel close by after walking for minutes on end and without even thinking twice, I walked into it. I might be tired and fed up, but I would rather die than go back to Nicholas's house for shelter only to see a triumphant smug look on his face. I walked into the reception and without thinking twice, I booked a room for two days and I paid upfront with the money in Nicholas's wallet. I learnt of how stupid I was today, but I'm glad that I was at least smart enough to grab Nicholas's wallet, since that meant cool cash enough for me to live on for a few days while I think of my next
𖦹NICHOLAS𖦹 I assigned for a striper who would be able to last long and take me because I was really frustrated and I was hoping to take out my anger on a stranger in bed. I might be drunk, but I still had my sanity and senses with me as I wasn't one who'd drink himself to stupor like a mad man. I could still maintain my composure like a normal person. "We understand what you want please go into room 105, your stripper would be waiting there for you already so as to satisfy and pleasure you however way you want it." The light, but tan skinned man who was the coordinator said to me and I nodded. I needed no directions to where the room was located, because eight times out of ten, that room was given to me to use since it was one of the most expensive rooms, and the only time I wasn't given was if I wasn't in the club that day or if someone else had booked it when I had arrived a tad bit late. I walked swiftly down the corridor and taking the elevator up, I found a room with the la