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Chapter 23: Rayne.
I leave the hospital upset and angry at Lance for being so narrow-minded. This is his health we are talking about, his life. He has no idea how stubborn I can really be when I am determined to make something right.
The truth is that finding Lance in such a state after previously yelling at him was utterly terrifying for me. As a result of this, while I have been staying with Lance at the hospital my uncle has removed all traces of alcohol from the house.
Yesterday, he assured me that he was extremely thorough in the office and what he found shocked everyone.
None of us realised before this, that his alcohol consumption had reached such a point. So, I decided yesterday to reach out to the doctors at the hospital and together we are going to encourage him to sober up.
They have assured me that they are intending to refer him to the best rehab clinic for helping people beat alcoholism. So, for now, I will leave him to their care and focus on managi
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Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 24: Rayne.
It has been a year and he is almost unrecognisable. His black hair that he always had slicked back is now longer and falling loose over his eyes. I am amazed that he has not cut it, but at the same time, it suits him. It just needs a trim and women will fall at his feet. His dark eyes are shining with a light that was missing last year, but there is still a shadow there lingering at the back.There is a light amount of stubble on his cheeks and chin, but I can tell it is not just morning growth, it has been maintained at this length and it suits him. I have a strange urge to run my fingers over it and have to clench my fist to stop myself from reaching out to touch him.His flannel shirt is unbuttoned, and he is wearing a black T-shirt beneath that hugs his chest like a second skin. But because of this, I can see that he has lost a bit of muscle while he has been away. Luckily, a few days out with the horses will help to regain that definition in no time.His bl
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 25: Lance.
Sitting there feeling her hands in my hair is utter torture. I have been fighting my body this entire time because her touch stokes a fire in my veins and sends shivers of pleasure through my skin.I have the strong desire to pull her into my arms and keep her there, which I do once she steps in front of me. I feel her body temperature spike and hear her breath hitch at my action, so I know I affect her the same as she affects me. But she is fighting it and reluctantly I let her go as she pulls out of my grasp and takes the towel down.Looking at my reflection I hardly recognise myself and I have to admit she has done a decent job. The blending of the longer hair on top with the shorter sides is so well done I would assume a professional did it if I didn’t know better. I also find myself liking the style she chose more than how I used to have my hair before.“Um, so what do you think?”I look away from my reflection and lock eyes with he
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 26: Lance.
I turn to stare at her in shock at her admission and I catch a slight blush on her cheeks that makes me smirk.“Anyway, the first few weeks are the worst because not only are the shrinks constantly asking you to talk about why you are an addict and your feelings about it. But you are also suffering the withdrawal from your substance of choice. For me and a few others, it was alcohol, but there were people in that place that, were there for all sorts of substance abuse issues.”I look down ashamed of what I allowed myself to become last year, but I feel a touch on my arm and turn to see that Rayne has placed her hand there. I place my own hand on top of hers and look up far enough to meet her eyes and give her a small smile.“I felt utterly wretched, Rayne. I truly hit rock bottom and seeing myself in a mirror and then listening to others I realised that what you said was true. I ‘was’ slowly killing myself; I wanted the alc
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 27: Rayne.
I remain seated on the countertop watching as Lance leaves with Anton and still reeling from what just occurred between us. He is sending such mixed signals that it is leaving my head and heart both torn and confused. At this stage, I am not even sure which choice I would make.I have always stuck to my principles to keep my personal and working relationships somewhat separate. I like being friends with the rest of the staff and I find it makes working much easier. But, if you mix in a relationship, as a couple and it doesn’t work out for whatever reason then interactions after that are bound to become strained and awkward which I have always wanted to avoid at all costs.Add in on top of that the increased strain of dating my boss and the pressure is too much to even bear thinking about. Best to forget it ever happened and avoid falling into the trap of similar situations in the future. With my mind made up I jump down and make my way to my room to get some rest
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 28: Rayne.
“Matt, find Simon and Tim. I want the three of you to walks the agitated horses out and to put them into one of the empty paddocks to calm down. Go!”“Yes, Rayne!”After he leaves, I look around the stables carefully, but I don’t see anything unusual so, I leave and walk over to the hay barn instead.As soon as I enter, I can smell something that doesn’t belong here, so I follow the smell and find a box that is emitting some kind of pheromone. I bend down to inspect it when I hear something to my right that causes me to freeze place.“Ssssssss, Chchchchchch!”Slowly, I turn my head and in the corner of the barn, near a small hole in the wall, I see it, a Rattlesnake!I attempt to assess the creature from a distance, and I estimate that it is about 4ft in length which is the common average for an adult. It has dark diamond-shaped patterns along its back, which tell me that I am dealing wit
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 29: Lance.
My anxiety at not knowing what is happening inside the barn, or what condition she is in is suffocating me. The moment I see her exit the building instinct overcomes me and I pull her to me immediately so that I can make sure that she is unharmed.Unfortunately, I am not the only one present that is concerned for her as the rest of the staff are gathered around wanting to see her.“Rayne!”“Rayne!”“Are you okay?”“What happened?”Many voices chorus out around us, and I struggle to reign in my temper as they are distracting me from assessing her myself.“I am fine lads. Please calm down.”“Rayne?”“Yes, Sir?”She faces me with confidence and purpose as she answers me.“Are you sure you are, okay? What happened?”“I went inside to find out why the horses in the stable were agitated. I figured it was s
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 30: Lance.
Acting fast, I pin the snake’s body as close to its head as possible with the stick to stop it from moving. It thrashes and hisses angrily, so I waste no time in placing my knife back into my pocket and using my free hand to grip the snake at the base of its skull to prevent it from biting me.“Sir! What happened? Are you okay?”I turn and see Rayne running across the paddock, fear etched across her features as two staff members push the cart towards us for Bree to be placed onto.“Yes, Rayne, all is fine. I just need someone to fetch me a pillowcase to put this snake into.”“Why is it still alive?”“Because although they are a threat to us, snakes are still honored by the ruling family in Serpentia, so they deserve the chance to be moved back to their homes. Besides these snakes have been lured here somehow so they are not the ones who should be punished.”“I see, that does make se
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 31: Rayne.
I am shocked that there was another snake here and so close. I wonder if Bree hadn’t sensed it and startled the way she did if she would now be dead from a bite instead of waiting for Lance to fix her leg. It still amazes me when I think of him as an Equine veterinarian. Of all the professions and subjects that I thought he would choose to study, that was not one of them that I believed he would be allowed to do. The King has always been strict on the education of his children, I wonder if this was something that the Queen was able to influence, and I am eternally grateful to her for it. I set the box on my sofa and walk to my desk phone to call Sam. I could have used my mobile outside, but
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