Raleigh
"Let's go, Raleigh!" Talon yells at me, from the other room.
I groan. Getting dressed, I toss my pillow at the door. "I'm coming, jerk!"
"Watch your attitude, squirt!" My brother shouts at me irritated.
The smell of Mama’s food has reached my nose causing me to pick up my pace. Running down the stairs, and racing into the kitchen, I see that she has made us a really tasty breakfast. I shovel the the food down my throat. I can’t help it. My best friend, Prince Chris, is supposed to be on his way to pick me up.
"You know, you're going to end up choking one of these days. You eat faster than your brother." She says, nodding her head at Talon.
I grin up at her. "I can't help it that you make food that tastes too good. I need to be able to eat it all before he decides to steal it from me."
I chuckle as Talon scoffs and rolls his eyes. Mama laughs so loud that I pause in my eating. I can’t help the giggle that comes out. She has a way to make everyone join in her laughs.
"I can never get enough of your jokes, Rae." She says, laughing still.
Talon growls and storms out of the house.
"What did I say?" She asks.
"Nothing, Mama. He just always has something stuck up his..."
"Don't you dare finish that sentence, young lady." She snaps at me.
I smile but I don't finish the statement. The last thing I need is for her to give me extra chores. We finish eating in silence, both lost in our own heads. I glance up and catch a faint smile on Mama's face. I wonder what that's about.
Currently, I am staring at a pair of wolves playing in the field about a hundred yards from me. I sit quietly so I don't frighten them, just thinking about how fast the days gone. The wolves are playing not far from my favorite spot at the Lake. I come here every day just to watch the wildlife play. I swear, sometimes, these animals seem to know more than they should.
Sighing, I stand up and make my way back to the house. It’s almost time for Christopher to come and pick me up. Talon is 17, who thinks he's as old as our father, and he’s always telling me that I need to be careful. That I have too high of hopes when it comes to Chris. I think that it has more to do with his experience than mine, though.
Chris is 15 and he looks more gorgeous every day that I see him. I feel incredibly lucky to be his friend and so thankful that he is not like his sister. She callously broke my brother's heart when she left to get married to a Prince of the neighboring Kingdom. His birthday is coming up, and I have his present already. I made him a blanket. It took me six weeks to make it and I can't wait to give it to him.
Three hours later, Talon strolls in through the door. He sees me but rushes to his room without a word. It only lasted a second but I saw the way he looked at me. I could swore it was guilt. He saw something that he doesn't want to tell me about. I let it go but I want to know if he saw Christopher. He hasn't shown up yet. So, I run to his room and knock on the door.
"Talon." No response. "Talon!" I try again. Still no answer. "I know that you're in there, jerk. What’s going on?"
I hear him sigh. "Rae, not now." He says, softly.
"Are you okay?" I ask, suddenly remembering that this is how he was when Sabrina left him. He doesn't answer. "Talon?"
"Go away, Rae." He sighs.
Just as I’m about to reply, a knock sounds at my front door. Deciding that my brother will tell me what’s bothering him later, I rush to open it. It has to be Christopher. He's the only one that I am expecting.
I open the door and freeze as the smile slips from my face. It is Christopher, like I thought, but in his arms is Sera. My enemy. My rival. My heart sinks. He knows how she treats me. Why is he bringing her to my house?
"Hey, Rae." He smiles. I can tell that he is a little tipsy as he sways a little. He walks in, before I have the chance to shut the door, bringing Sera in with him. She smirks as she notices my widened eyes.
"Uh, Chris, I.."
"Shouldn't you be calling him Prince, peasant?" Sera says, cutting me off with a sneer.
Chris chuckles. "Don't worry about it, babe. She's my best friend, remember?” My heart sinks as the word, babe, comes out. My heart rate spikes. This can’t be happening. “Anyway, Rae. Want to come to the lake with us?"
The lake? My lake? The place that he knows is my refuge? Where I go to hide from her? He knows that I go there to avoid her. My mind is reeling. I knew that he was expected to be with a Lady but, why her?
He's waiting for my answer and I take a deep, calming, breath. Earlier, I had told my brother that I didn't care what he did with girls but this I do mind. I do mind that Sera is hanging on his arm, in my home, and he's planning to go to my lake with her. I don't think that I will ever feel at peace at the lake like I used to anymore.
"I'm sorry, Chris. I think that I'm not feeling well enough to go." I feign a stomach ache, though it’s not that far from the truth.
Sera smiles and rubs her hand down his chest, looping her arm with his, while smirking at me. Not very lady like. "It's okay. We can have more fun for ourselves. Let's go." She says, as she starts to drag him from the room.
"Are you sure?" Chris asks. He sounds concerned and I almost laugh.
If he was concerned then he would remember how much Sera hates me. Now, I don't want to even look at him. "Yes, I'm sure." I walk to the door and open. "Sorry, Chris, but I have to go to bed now."
He stares at me while I do everything to avoid his eyes, my heart beating in my throat. My eyes feel as if they are starting to water. I look down and hear Sera laugh. If he notices, my sadness, he doesn’t say anything.
“Come on. Let’s leave this loser to herself,” she says.
I glance up at him, waiting for him to correct her. He doesn’t. He just nods and walks out the door. My heart crashes down to my feet. That hurt more than I had ever thought possible. If I had known how much things were going to change, I probably would have gone to the lake with him. Instead, I go to bed thinking of ways to get back at Sera.
A Few Months LaterFlashback to the day after.I wake up hoping that last night is all just a really bad dream. There is no way that Chris will hurt me like that. We’ve been best friends forever. Why would he date Sera? Why would he not stick up for me? My hopes are ruined, however, when the look on Talon’s face tells me that it is just wishful thinking. My best friend is dating my mortal enemy, Sera. I can’t even seem to breathe. How does he think this is going to work? Does he think that we will get along? No. He doesn’t. He knows. The events replay in my mind. Now that I think about it, Chris’ look wasn’t one of concern. It was a challenging look. He doesn’t care what I think. He made that perfectly clear when he just shook his head and left with her.I can’t even come up with a good way to get back at her. I guess that I don’t have a mean backbone in my body. So, I go to school like I have every day except this time I walk by myself. Chris never shows and neither does Sera. I gu
A few days laterWe all gather to watch as Chris says his goodbyes to all of us. He promises all of his constituents to come back to us, ready to be King. I roll my eyes. It's like he senses me and he looks over at me. I turn my head away from him. I have nothing to say to him and I will probably never have anything to say again. I look him in the eyes, one last time, as I turn and walk away.The farm needs some tending to. That’s more important for me at the moment. I wouldn’t have even shown up if Mama didn’t force me to attend. All I do is cry anymore. I hate myself for it. I cry for the loss of my best friend. I cry for the betrayal that I feel. I don’t even know why I feel such a betrayal.My brother keeps telling me that I need to let the idea of Chris go. He knew that I would get hurt and that I have no idea how bad he wants to hurt Chris for what he’s done. Dad isn’t any different. He’s friends with the King and he’s disgusted about the way I have been treated. The day after
Cold hearted, or not, Alrich stays with me for hours. By the time I wake up, it's getting dark out. When I open my eyes, I'm met with his soft gaze. He's moved us to sit beside a boulder and wrapped his jacket around me. Hey, there, lovely." He whispers."Hey." I answer back, slowly sitting up."How long have we been here?""I don't know. Does it matter?" He answers softlyI look away. "Yes, I need to get back to my family."He shrugs. "I think that you needed rest more, dear." Suddenly his face shifts and he smirks. "You snore."My face feels as if it’s set on fire. My eyes widen. "I do not!"He chuckles. "Oh, but you do!" He smiles widely at me. "It's cute, though. Tiny little noises." He laughs, full blown laughs, seeing my blush rise on my cheeks.Mortified, I stand up quickly. "I really need to go." I glance around and notice that there is only one horse there. "Where's my mare?"His face immediately becomes serious, as we remember the reason that we are out here. He stands up a
I’m covered in sweat. I can feel my hair drenched in it. I look up at Mama’s surprised face, eyes wide. I’m having difficulty breathing. It still feels as if someone or something is in my room with us. I look around, glancing at the shadow.“Rae?” I hear Mama ask, softly.I look around me again. Taking a deep breath, I look at Mama again. “Just a bad dream, Mama.”“Do you want to talk about it?” She asks, leaning over the bed.“I don’t know.” I whisper, still trying to control my breathing.“Come here, baby. Let me hold you. You’re white as a ghost.” She pleads.I look up at her again and start crying. It wasn’t real. I’m here with Mama. I carefully pick myself up and crawl back into the bed.“I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep after that. It felt so real, Mama.” I say, unable to hold my tears.Mama gathers me into her arms and starts humming. It’s a tune that she has hummed to me every time that I have been sick. I relax in her embrace as she starts to gently run her hands through
Several hours after I had my meltdown, Toby and I finally have the horse willing to let someone ride him. He’s a beautiful one with a shiny mane. I’m sure that the duke will be proud to own this one. It’s time to take him for a ride. I feel hands grab and lift me up as I put my feet in the stirrup. I assume it’s Toby, and turn to thank him, but freeze when I notice that it’s Alrich instead. I blush as I notice how tenderly he is holding me.“What are you doing here?” I ask.“I came to check on you. How are you?” He says, giving me a charming smile.I glance over at Toby, who’s jaw is locked. “I’m fine.” I answer.For some reason, seeing Toby upset makes me feel guilty. But, Alrich is my friend. I turn my attention back towards him.Alrich nods towards Tor. “Mind if I ride with you?” He asks.“Oh, sure.” I say, excitedly.I remember how swift, and smooth, Tor felt when I rode on him. It would be great to see him.“Actually, I think that she should be getting home.” Toby cuts in.My he
I’m wearing a black, ankle length, dress with matching colored shoes. In a few moments, Alrich is going to pick me up to go to my our father’s funerals. He insisted on picking us up considering how spooked I was earlier today. Talon and Katy are going to ride on a couple of stallions.In all honesty, I’m not ready for what is about to happen. I don’t how I am going to say goodbye to Daddy. I was never as close to Mama as I was him. I continue to brush my hair in silence. Daddy brought me this brush from another kingdom. He and the King have been friends since childhood.He went to other Kingdom’s with the King sometimes. Daddy didn’t even have to do anything for the Kingdom. He just went, walked around, and shopped for Mama and me. The King just wanted him with him as friends.Speaking of the King, he’s going to be at the funerals but, Erin says, that he’s not doing too well. He’s weak and barely able to stand. She even said that he’s going to be rolled out to the platform.Apparently
My breath hitches when I make it to the top. Daddy lies there looking as if he is peacefully sleeping. His raven colored hair, much like my own, is styled just as he always wore it. You can see the bags under his eyes from his lack of sleep. If I didn’t know any better, I would think that it has all been a nightmare. It’s not, though, and my heart breaks.“Daddy.” I whisper. I know he can’t hear me here but maybe he can hear me where he is now. “I’m not ready for you to leave me.”I reach out to brush his hair from his face. “You promised me, Daddy. You promised that you would always be here for me.”I feel my knees buckle under the strain of standing on the last ladder. Tears are flowing now, unstop, and I clutch my chest. The second that I let go, I nearly fall back. I hear every one gasp but I don’t care. Instead of climbing down, I climb into the sticks with him.“Rae!” I hear Talon hiss. “Get down from there! That’s too far.”I ignore him. It may be wrong but I need to lay beside
My footsteps faltered. Who said that? I pull my hand out of Alrich’s and look around. I spin in a circle, hoping to find the source of the voice, even though common sense tells me that there is no one who said it. I look towards the trees, nothing. I look towards the pyres, nothing. I look at Alrich. Did he say it? No, the voice didn’t sound right.“Hey.” Alrich says, grabbing my hand. “Hey. What’s wrong? Are you okay?”I stare at him for a few more minutes. I contemplate on whether or not I should tell him. I opt on a small truth.“I thought I heard something. Did you?” I answer, honestly.He glances around before tilting his head. He closes his eyes to concentrate. “What did you think you heard?” He asks with his eyes still closed.“Someone talking to me.”He opens eyes wider. For a second I’m afraid that he is going to laugh at me.“Are you sure?” He asks instead.I take a breath. Do I confirm it? I look at him for a few seconds. I guess that I can trust him.“Yes, I’m sure.”He pu