" Master will find out that you have been cooking for him. What are you going to do?" The Chef, A decent Wolf, Carol asked before passing me the cheese and onion.
Since I had been hiding the fact that I cooked his meals, he might recognize. But who cared? I did no longer had to act like her anyway. I smiled, shaking my head as I felt something inside my stomach. I couldn't stand the smell for some reason. " I will cook something that is from the northern fortress. They use more spice than the other regions!" I explained while placing the mozzarella aside. The moment I cracked an egg open, the distinct scent stirred my stomach and my hand immediately reached my mouth. "Ms Scarlet! Are you alright?" She asked, patting my back. " What's wrong?" " I am fine! It's just... I hate the scent of Greasy food!" I tried to laugh but Carol's words caught me off guard. " Miss. Please pardon me if I cross my line. But I have been noticing your diet and your body reaction. Are you by chance..." She looked around and leaned closer to me with the concerned look, " Pregnant?" My eyes widened, face turning pale. The eggs shells I forgot to throw in the bin, dropped, as I watched Carol's face turning pale. " It's impossible!" I muttered, my body shaking, " I have been taking birth control pills that Alpha provided and... I am human. It's impossible for me to carry Alpha's pup!" Carol forced a smile and then nodded quietly. " I see. I think you are just feeling lonely and stressed. Sorry for assuming such a thing." She apologized immediately. But I knew that she wasn't wrong about my body reaction. Even today, Alessandro asked if I was gaining weight or my chest was sensitive than usual. He told me to check my weight and control it. At first I felt humiliated. Now I was floored.. What if I was... " N-No!" My breath hitched, " It's fine to assume." It wasn't a secret that Alessandro was active in bed. He didn't mind stripping me in front of everyone and claimed what he wanted. Although I had been taking pills, he never used protection. He hated to use protection when it came to me. His own words. Or maybe he thought since I was a mere human, I wouldn't be able to get pregnant without birth control pills. But what if I was pregnant That thought made me stop doing my work. " Miss. The food has been served. The tart... I will handle it!" Carol noticed me spacing out. She gently wiped my hands and smiled, " Go and grab some dinner. I don't think Master wants you to have dinner with him." I nodded quietly and decided to leave. In our last three years of marriage, I wasn't allowed to have dinner with him. Practically our communication was limited. But I paused when I heard Evelyn's voice. " Please bring Scarlet here. You seem distance from your wife. Don't tell me you are still unable to move on? Alessandro! I am telling you. It's time for you to move past everything. I want you to be happy!" Evelyn said but her arms were on Alessandro's face. Caressing like she owned that face. Alessandro gently held her hand and kissed her knuckles. " Forget about her. Tell me why you are back. You said you found your mate!" I could hear the subtle pain in his voice. It made me jealous but sad as well. To keep her position perfect, he spent millions of dollars. But the woman in front of him seemed unhinged. " I am going to introduce my mate to you tomorrow. Alessandro. Hope you will accept us! That's why I came here to meet you today!" The moment her words got out, Alessandro's eyes widened as if he had been punched on his face. He clenched the spoon so hard that the spoon bent. " You brought your mate here!" He asked, swallowing the lump inside his throat. For the first time I saw that version of him. He looked so vulnerable in front of that woman. I wonder if she had ever loved him. Otherwise she would at least understand that he was in pain. " Yes." She smiled, " Please come to the Alpha Succession ceremony. I will introduce you to him!" I couldn't stay there anymore. The pain in Alessandro's eyes wasn't something I thought I could digest. Although I was craving for his love and attention only for me, I felt so bad for him. A woman who he loved so much didn't even care about his emotions. I respected his devotion to Evelyn. I watched him how much he loved her and wanted to live the moment with her. Although it was nothing but a delusional decision, at least he knew who he wanted in his life. As I approached the staircase as soon as possible, Nova, the maidservant who was supposed to leave with me called me from behind. " Mistress! Should I bring your meal to your room?" Immediately, two pairs of eyes shifted to me. Evelyn who was sitting next to Alessandro, stood up. " Scarlet? Why are you leaving? Are you upset about me staying here tonight?" My eyes widened when Evelyn's voice turned something pitiful as if she was ready to shed downpour through her eyes. I slowly turned, meeting Alessandro's cold gaze. " N-No. How could I get upset about Mr Simmons's guest?" " Mr Simmons? Why are you calling him this way?" Evelyn raised the corner of her brow, looking at me as if I did a sin. When Alessandro realized that things might turn ugly, he stood up and walked towards me. Before I could understand what's his next step, he scooped me into his arms and walked to the dining room, " She is a bit shy!" His fingers rubbed the place on my waist where he bit earlier. I flinched but remained silent. " I see." Evelyn chuckled brightly, " Seems like you are not like me at all. I am extrovert. My Wolf is wild. What about your wolf? A Beta?" " I...!" " The food is ready!" Alessandro announced, placing the steak on her meal. " Oh!" Evelyn's attention shifted from me to the food. " It smells delicious. You cook it right?" She asked me with full enthusiasm. I felt a relief washed over my body when Alessandro stopped her from asking me about my wolf. The question about my Wolf always made me sweat and anxious. But the relief didn't stay within me when Evelyn's tone shifted as soon as she shoved a piece of meat in her mouth, " This steak... Did you cook?" I took a glance at her and then the steak. Alessandro loves well done steak. So I prepared it this way. When I nodded with a quiet, " Yes!" She placed the fork aside in disdain and took a deep breath, " It's edible!" She tried to force a smile but showed that she couldn't. My eyes widened. It's edible? What was that supposed to be meant? " What happened? Do you not like it? You used to like Well-done!" He said, cutting his into pieces. " N-No! Don't get me wrong. Your wife's cooking is fine!" She said, her expression apologetic. " Then -!" " I wonder if I could eat some chicken stew or... some cream pasta!" She gently held Alessandro's hand, pushing the plate aside. " I don't know if I can digest that tonight!" What is she thinking? My mind screamed. Did she just insult my cooking? But before I could say another word, Alessandro looked at me, " Go and cook both." He said, his tone commanding. " Wh-What?" I asked, " I just finished -!" " Now!" His voice rose with pure rage in front of Evelyn. As if it was my fault. " Alessandro! I can just order some takeout. You don't have to -!" " You should have a homemade meal since you traveled. Don't forget that you are sensitive;" Alessandro's voice shifted to warmth. " Also, Scarlet doesn't mind. Cooking is her hobby, isn't it? Mauve!" My eyes widened when he smirked. Did he notice I cooked before? No. I did it secretly. How did he know? " Really? That's great. Scarlet! You won't mind, will you? I am a bit sensitive to food. Alessandro used to cook for me though" He used to cook for her? I never knew that he could cook. I felt a knot in my stomach. How many things did I not know about him? Maybe I only knew how jerk he could be. Not the man who was in love with me or whatever. Alessandro smiled a bit. His earlobes burned. He was happy to know that she remembered. " I don't know if you know that or not... Alessandro used to prepare a late night snack for me. It brings back memories of when we were living together. Alessandro! Do you remember when we almost got caught by Butler Carl." She laughed... " Gosh. I was so embarrassed that night. You won't believe it, Mauve. We both didn't have any clothes on our body. It's -!" She covered her mouth... " Oops. I am sorry. Did I cross the line?" I stood up and shook my head, " I will prepare your meal!" Evelyn's face twisted a smile with pure sarcasm, but soon it was covered with a pitiful sob, " Your wife is jealous. She didn't even let me finish it. By any chance... Does she hate me? I don't feel welcomed, Alessandro." Her eyes teared up...Alessandro,Next afternoon, I stood at the front steps of the packhouse, blood still roaring in my ears, the sound of my own voice echoing in the hollow space of my chest. “She’s pregnant,” I had said. “She’s not just my mate—she’s the Luna of this territory. And if anyone lays a single finger on her, their entire bloodline will be banished. Do you hear me? Their children. Their siblings. Everyone.” That was how far I was willing to go. I needed that woman to spill everything out with the fear. It was late afternoon now, but I didn’t feel the sun or hear the birds. My thoughts were back in that cold, blinking screen where I saw Mauve—my Mauve—being carried away like she was nothing. Limp. Helpless. And I had done nothing. But when I went around the woods, why I couldn't feel it. What happened to her? I clenched my fists. I was going to bring her back. No matter what it cost. The guards were sweeping the forests in every direction. The scouts were circling the outskirts. Shadow
Mauve, My mouth was dry. The air in the small storage room felt tighter than before—like the walls were inching closer, swallowing the oxygen bit by bit. The thin blanket they had given me was soaked in sweat. My skin stuck to it, hot and clammy. I didn’t know if I was shaking from the Moon Wolf’s exhaustion or my body trying to keep up with the life growing inside me. “Here—try a sip.” A small, chipped cup touched my lips. I sipped, but it was just water. Warm. Flat. My stomach turned. “I’m sorry,” said the younger servant girl—Rea, I think her name was. “We couldn’t find anything else. They’ve closed all the shops. Guards are patrolling. Nobody’s allowed to buy in bulk without ID.” Her hands trembled as she pulled the cup back. “They know,” I whispered. Rea didn’t answer. She just looked down, guilt written all over her face. “I told you he’d come for me,” I said softly. “Alessandro’s probably tearing the earth open right now. Maybe we can just go home and take time. I prom
Alessandro, Cosette wasn’t in her quarters. She wasn't even in the Packhouse. My guards went to Lunar oracle when she said she was blessed. She wasn’t in the infirmary. Not in the greenhouse, not with the other healers, and definitely not anywhere she was supposed to be. The moment I saw the last corridor clear, something inside me snapped. She had vanished the same day Mauve was taken. Coincidence? No. I didn’t believe in those anymore. Theo and two shadow guards trailed behind me as I stormed toward the south tower, where the guest chambers were rarely used unless I had foreign visitors or nobles too entitled to sleep in common rooms. Cosette had requested one weeks ago. Said she needed quiet to “regain her focus.” I should’ve looked closer. Should’ve interrogated her the moment we found the files and her involvement in dark magic. Mauve warned me about her. I should have listened to my woman. Pathetic! My boots struck the marble hard. The light above flickered as
Mauve, The room was dim, but not cold. Someone had moved a few lanterns and candles closer, and the scent of herbs hung faintly in the air. My eyes fluttered open, and I winced at the dull ache that crept through my limbs. My body felt like it had been wrung dry. I turned my head and found the five women again. All dressed in simple servant clothes. Their faces were drawn with worry, but this time, a hint of relief broke through. “Don’t try to move too quickly,” said the oldest woman gently. Her hair was tied back, strands of gray peeking through. “You’ve been out for hours. I prepared some bread” I sat up slowly, nausea twisting in my gut. ” Where are we actually?” I looked around. Not even a single ray entering the place. “Old stable house,” one of them said without hiding the truth, glancing toward the boarded window. “We used to clean it every week. Nobody checks it anymore.” “You took me,” I said, my voice hoarse. Her baby made a soft sound, rooting toward her chest
Alessandro, The sun had begun its descent when I stepped out of the briefing room, the weight of a dozen silent decisions resting on my shoulders. My men—my shadow guards—had done their job well. They mapped out trails of dark magic laced through abandoned villages, intercepted two suspicious supply routes, and identified five individuals whose names were never meant to reach the surface. All connected to Evelyn. All breathing my air. I should’ve felt satisfied. Instead, I felt… an ache. Like I’d forgotten something important. I rubbed the back of my neck as I exited the building, my thoughts veering elsewhere. Mauve, I wondered how she was feeling right now. Each day she looked exhausted but determined. The meeting had run longer than expected, and I hadn’t seen her since the early morning. She’d been sleeping when I left—curled against the pillows with one hand resting protectively over her stomach. She always looked peaceful like that, but lately… she looked tired too. Draine
Mauve, The last person I healed had been a child—barely twelve or thirteen. Her little body had trembled with fever, her eyes glassy and unfocused as her mother held her tight, begging through tears. I remembered kneeling on the floor, my hands pressed gently over the girl’s chest. My wolf, Neva, had risen at once. The familiar silver warmth bloomed through me like moonlight, flooding the child’s body. And when it was over—when the girl opened her eyes and reached for her mother’s face—I thought I could rest. Sometimes I got some vision from the patients but they weren't something harmful. Just a slightest warning could help them. However, the little girl was the last person who I could treat for the day. The highest I could help was four people. I couldn't deny my own needs and strength especially with my baby inside. Thankfully they weren't pushy. Everyone like doctor appointment presented themselves in the dungeon everyday. After returning home, I noticed the girls