Angelo I don't know when or how it happened; but it happened so fast , that I was struggling to deal. If it wasn't for Gia calling the ambulance when she did , I'd be telling different story. As a kid you don't expect your parents to fall ill , however when they do another part of your brain switches on. I have always seen my father as unshakable and strong. I was so wrong . My whole world caved in when I saw him on the floor; we had just had a great conversation without arguing or fighting . I was just beginning to communicate with him properly. My dad had a heart attack which resulted in a double coronary artery bypass surgery. If it wasn't for Cleo calling and coming when she did; I would have already ordered someone in the new team to get me my fix. I really need to get checked out because my will seems to be depleting lately. Cleo speaks to a part of me that is afraid of the light, and brings it out. I can't go back to the man I once was. I refuse to . I have so much to live for
CleoI have never been one for big surprises or elaborate stuff. Call it being true to who I am or what I prefer . I love creature comforts and alone time with the ones I love. My love languages are quality time and words of affirmation. Angelo doesn't need to affirm anything because I know when I am with him , everything is absolute . For the first time in a long time I feel like I can be myself unapologetically , be loved unconditionally , and accepted. I had just come home from work and I was tired. I needed all the energy for the night, and my loving husband to be decided to sweet and surprise me with a question in a room filled with roses ; lilies, and tulips. He had also written a question on a board he had hung up near a light fixture that looked like a cluster of stars it simply read; "BE MY EVER AFTER." With a heart and xoxo at the bottom. When I said; yes ,I didn't feel forced or tricked in anyway like the first time he asked me. I had a lot going on that week which later re
AngeloI think I should be a stay at home dad; or better yet a house executive . Angelo Massa house executive of the Massa house hold , husband to Cleopatra Massa , half woman , half demigod , all round amazing woman , and I am proud to say that she is mine ... all mine . No guy can take her away from me she is my soul mate my better half and partner in crime ... indirectly. On Wednesday evening I proposed to Cleo and she said ; yes, she did something that I didn't expect her to do and that was give me a lingerie show for one . I use my secret compartment in my closet to store guns and emergency documents , which she knew about . I didn't know about her collection.Wednesday night was eventful ; Thursday morning was even more amazing because we had the first Spring rains pour down .Cleo had to go to work but I convinced her to work from home , and that I could help her with the workload. Truth be told I didn't have a head of department for communications and I wanted her back at Massa
CleoSurprise trips We are well into the second week of spring . In my opinion we are not yet celebrating Spring. About a week ago we had rain . I felt like going out but ; I was under covers warm and wrapped up in skin. By the time Sunday came around we decided to go to the late mass . I wouldn't be setting a good example for the kids if I went along with Angelo's idea of skipping mass and making up for it during the week. The twins were still staying with my mother ; and she had called me to tell me she went to mass with Gia ,and the twins back home instead of the usual drive up back and lunch . Angelo's dad was staying with DR Raphael at the villa . We had dinner there and drove back to the house... I was still feeling sleepy from all the fun we had ; so when Angelo went upstairs to his office to check on something I sat on the couch and hit lights out . My body has never betrayed me so badly . I was woken up by the wind on Monday morning with Angelo's arm around my waist . He w
Angelo Fortress Of all the surprises I had planned for Cleo and I over the time we have been together; I hope this one goes as planned because, I cannot stand things going up in the air after we find middle ground. I was dressed up in black shorts and a blue t-shirt . I wanted to drive Cleo out to my favorite spot in the property . We had a landing strip a lake house and a yacht . Going back home was going to be easy ,because my guys were flying the plane in a couple of days time . I didn't need to worry about anything except for having alone time with Cleo . I had told her to meet me outside by the dock. I knew she loved the ocean and I had a surprise for her tomorrow morning . This was turning out to be a great evening . The sky was clear and there was a bit of wind but it wasn't that cold. I had been waiting outside for an hour when I started wondering where Cleo was? She couldn't be too far. If something also happened she couldn't run away. We have network connection; but I know
CleoUnder the weather I usually run to work off steam or take long walks if I am angry . I was wearing my a black and white floral print maxi dress with a sky blue cardigan , and black slip on sneakers. After receiving the message I decided to stand up Angelo and not meet him at the time he said I should meet him . I had taken a walk outside to pull myself back towards myself and deal with what I had just seen. I had called Clara because she was the only friend I could count on Alexis included. I couldn't tell Alexis what I saw but Clara I could. When I told her ; she talked me down over the phone because I was crying , when she asked me why was I crying? I told her everything and she told me that she knew because Angelo came to her and Angelo was afraid he would trigger more bad memories. Feeling a tad bit guilty I wanted to go back to the house and sort things out with Blue. As soon as I hung up, I heard an engine in the distance and thought nothing of it until someone stood in fr
Angelo I forgive youI worry a lot about Cleo, more specifically I worry about her when she is sick. We were having lunch one moment and then she went all green. I kind of thought it was something in the food but; I was so wrong it wasn't anything I made .When we got back home she was still out of sorts and didn't want to touch or drink anything. I called Brent in the morning because I was starting to get worried. When she took an afternoon nap and I checked on work logistics , she was knocked out cold for almost three hours. I went to go check up on her and she was burning up soaked in sweat. I called Fabio to get the chopper ready because Cleo really looked unwell and I don't know what she has therefore I can't nurse her back to full health . We had a private wing at the hospital near the resort and the doctor there was really good. Doctor Baker worked in Johannesburg before he was transferred to the coast. The same hospital I was taking Cleo to had a mental ward. Call it fate but C
Cleo Opening up I don't like being sick. The last thing I remember was Angelo tucking me in and giving me a kiss on the forehead. I hit lights out and now I don't know where the jelly beans I am . I'm secretly hoping that I will wake up next to Angelo ,and have morning sex with him, because I felt a bit better today. We are trying for another baby after all . I just hope what I had yesterday was a tummy bug. Maybe I ate something that didn't agree with my stomach or better yet system. I was missing my babies and I wanted to call and check in with them . I missed them terribly and I couldn't wait to see them.When I took a deep breath and opened my eyes I heard a beeping sound . Absent mindedly I thought there was something going on outside, until I decided to open my eyes and see soft dimmed florescent lighting .I did feel better than yesterday but what the hell was I doing in a hospital bed instead of my own ? Where was Blue ? I closed my eyes again and took another deep breath . Th