Angelo
I'm not a first time father. I've been through it all; well at least that's what I thought. No matter how well things are going, you can't help but worry. I had first hand experience with Gio. Everything you do affects them on some level; be it emotionally or mentally, it will reflect in their behavior. The counselling and therapy is working and I'm doing okay. Bella scared me when she said she felt a sharp pain in her stomach. It turns out we were not expecting one, but two babies. Before we could go home while we were waiting for the doctor we talked about the day I almost died and how Carl and Paul found me before I was too far gone. Paul being Paul gave Cleo Tuesday off but I had to go to work and sort out the mess Ruth made . We were at the main house and I left early so that I could be home by lunchtime. By six in the morning I was already out ; it took me fifteen minutes to get to work. I had set a reminder on my phone to check on Cleo every
CleoI've had a couple of close calls in my life . However sometimes you tend to remember events or phases that, helped you build your character or changed you in some way . I didn't see what happened to me coming especially after I thought something was wrong with my pregnancy the day before.Brendan wanted to meet up for breakfast and touch base. We hadn't talked for months; my guess was that he was in some kind of trouble and I had a sneaky suspicion Angelo was helping him. Brendan is a food guy he just mixes with the wrong people who take advantage of him.I had forgotten my phone at home and Angelo tracked me down using Blake and he end
AngeloFor as long as I can remember; I loved being in control ,even though it has gotten me in trouble. There is a lot of things I need to talk to my father about; however first and foremost I need to talk to my baby love. Ever since we've gotten back from the hospital Cleo has been distant and it's driving me crazy.I know that mood swings come with pregnancy, I've had first hand experience when Nina was pregnant. The food carvings and combinations were crazy. I'm not comparing her to Cleo but it feels different. I didn't care when Nina didn't talk to me I always didn't measure up to her ridiculous expectations.Cleo on the other hand has been a breath of fresh air. I fall in love wit
CleoI hate being deceived, I really do. Maybe I was so blinded by love that I didn't see what Angelo was doing but now I see.I thought I wasn't been followed, but he had my every move monitored. The other night when we found out that we were having twins he alerted Carlo that I was on the run. It wasn't a coincidence that he almost ran me over , and just a week and a half ago he called Brendan to get hold of me since I had left my phone at home .However I know Brendan he didn't like Angelo, something must have changed.My head injury wasn't as bad as initially thought and I was thankful that our babies we okay.Ever since we came back from the hospital
CleoThe past few weeks have been emotionally draining; considering what's been happening and how I've been feeling. I hate being passive aggressive and sometimes falling victim to Angelo's temper tantrums , luckily this morning we sorted things out civilly. There was no shouting or stones been thrown. He didn't get head from Sophia and he admitted to having me followed. I understood that he was still wounded about losing Giovanni. I wonder how Cuddles is doing...I was already up and about getting ready to go for Saturday evening Maas it was still a bit cold because of the rain last night , but I had the perfect blue and white floral maxi spring dress and a pair of white sneakers. By the time I was done with dressing up; I walked out the bed
AngeloEver since Gio was taken from me; my biggest fear is losing everything I've ever owned and loved. Therapy with Brent has been going well and I'm making progress. This morning Cleo suggested we do therapy together, and I was going to suggest it to her but she beat me to it.I love making love to her and I hate it when we fight... She makes me want to be a better man and fix the mess I made. I never cared when I fought with my exes but with her I care so deeply. I'm changing in a good way and she has me wrapped around her finger.I was lost in my thoughts when she walked in dressed in a blue and white floral maxi dress and kissed me. We had just finished our heart to heart when she answered the phon
CleoThere is nothing ordinary about my relationship with Angelo . It is both exciting and scary. Exciting in terms of the many changes I've had to go through the past couple of months , and scary because Angelo is a man of many secrets. I hate secrets I'd rather you tell me the truth instead of keeping it from me . We are all human and we are not infallible. The only thing infallible is my lipstick, but that too comes off my lips when I wipe away the make up... That's if I wear any.Rosa the woman who looked like the woman on Angelo's bracelet, came running towards the car, she tripped and fell, and when I was helping her up the blue brigade came through.She didn't look as happy as I saw her at the resort but she confirmed what I knew all along; she was Blue's mommy. She had beautiful blue eyes and brunette hair like her
AngeloI get worried when my wife ... Girlfriend is unsettled. As happy as I was to be talking to my parents like old times and having Cleo next to me was the cherry on top. I've known her long enough to detect her moods and she seemed too quiet and out of sorts . I thought she'd feel betrayed after my mother told her I was bi but she was totally chilled. Her reaction put me at ease . I don't regret my decision to have her as my girl. I want her as my wife. Speaking of which I need to ask my mother for her wedding ring.I wanted to let Cleo go upstairs but my father insisted she stay . She came back home from Mass with him. I has time to talk to my mother about why my dad did what he did . When I asked Cleo what was wrong she said; she couldn't cope...I wanted her to make her feel safe and protected . Above all ; wanted, loved and ,needed. My dad knew about the threats ,but not my mother ."Cleo w
CleoI love taking walks. Walks help me clear my mind and put things into perspective. This morning I took walk outside instead of jog; because I needed clearance from my doctor if it was alright to start jogging again. I'm scared that I might hurt my babies if I don't do things correctly. I needed to talk to Jane , more importantly I needed to reprimand Jane for what he was doing with Paul Nicolai isn't aware but he has a knack for spotting the unusual or obvious. I was outside the about to knock on the door when I heard a loud bang and I ran into the forest to hide. First of all the noises triggered panic and a flight response followed after. By the time I heard the second gunshot I had ran and hid behind one of the large oaks . I heard the commotion around the cottage and someone screaming