Angelo
Everybody keeps on telling me how fortunate I am to have Cleo in my
life. My father , three of my best friends and oh my girlfriend's new
friend Clara Perelli. Brent is the lucky one. I can see why Carlo was
torn up when he broke up with Clara. I always pretend to be
independent emotionally and otherwise. I have never shared what's
mine until Cleo.
She taught me a lot of stuff. I normally would keep quiet and keep
anything that's bothering me inside; but she saw right through me and<
CleoWe've all at some point have had trouble sleeping . We either have trouble with sleeping because we; worry too much, struggle to let go, or in is some cases anxious about what tomorrow brings. Sleep is important it gives you a chance to recharge, and dream ... More importantly it gives your sub-conscious to get rid of what's bothering you, so that you're in the right state of mind when you're awake.Sometimes it feels like you've been asleep forever and would like to wake up. You can do that ... Only when you're not sedated or hit lights out and don't know what's going on.I don't know how long I've been out for and in my heart I know my babies are okay . I really want to wake up but my
AngeloTHREE MONTHS LATERThe past couple of months have been the hardest. I've tried to sleep,but everything that happened; the week I did the unthinkable keepscoming back to haunt me, and to make matters worse I miss Cleo andshe still doesn't want to see me . The week she gave birth our babieswere put in NICU I had to wait a while before I could see them butI eventually got to see them . Our babies are Pisces twins born on the16TH of March. Pio looked like Cleo and Pia looked
CleoThe past couple of months have been hard on me emotionally and physically. When I woke up after my operation I found my mother by my side and my babies sleeping on the other end of the room. I've been a mother for three months now and I'm loving the experience. The sleepless nights are getting better though .The twins are staying at Rosa's for the weakened and Gio had his first sleepover which meant that I had the weekend off. I had done a great job in avoiding Angelo until yesterday. He hadn't stopped sending me flowers since the twins were born. He started also sending me gifts, when I went back to work . Yesterday he sent me red short stem roses in a square vase the Friday the day before that he sent me pink and white tulips which almost made me cry because the note attached read;I'm never going to
AngeloThe gang shooting on Friday evening wasn't a mistake. I knew it was planned . The only way to counteract b trouble is to know when its coming. Nico had warned me that there was fire on the mountain. After the week I had an accident. Thank goodness Paul and Carlo came to the rescue. I didn't want Cleo knowing about what really goes in at the club . I have to eventually tell her. I'm not using but I'm taking anxiety pills and on occasion sleeping pills if missing Cleo gets too much.I hadn't taken them all week so when the shooting happened I knew how to handle it. I'm still mad as hell at my father ; not for keeping my mother hidden , but for watching me almost die but I didn't he made sure I got the right help. It turns out the people
CleoWhen I woke up next to Angelo on Sunday morning, I didn't expect him to do what he did. The thing about him is that; he's always been predictable. I know what to expect with him because he is inflexible... When he says he's not budging , he won't budge , if he has an opinion it won't change. Something has to happen in order for him to see that he was wrong in order for him to bend. I usually challenge him but to keep him guessing is more fun .After breakfast three days ago ; he showed me a room he helped build for the twins. It was totally unexpected. Angelo made me cry tears of joy yesterday. My heart has always swelled with love for him; now its overflowing and flooding with so much
AngeloThe hardest decision I've ever had to make was to choose between the woman I love and my family. I'm happy to have my mother back; but at what cost?Can't I just have both and be happy. Cleo was right about my mother . I didn't want to believe it at first but I saw it with my two eyes. Cleo took the baby bag and Pio with her because he started crying and my mother not only scared him but Cleo too. As soon as she stepped out I looked at my mother impassively."Don't look at me like that ."I sat down behind Cleo's desk and she had left her phone unlocked it looked like she was busy texting Clara..
CleoIts been a couple of days since the office incident.Rosa asked Angelo to leave me and the twins and he refused . I have dated outside my race and within my race but I have never had a lot of problems until recently. Rosa has put me through hell . Angelo didn't believe me at first and it hurt to the core that; he refused to see the fruit for the tree. Claudio had a meeting with Angelo on Friday morning. I was summoned upstairs by Blake and my stomach was in knots because I thought Rosa convinced MR Massa to let me go... When I walked into Angelo's office, the first thing I received was an apology and gratitude from Claudio. An apology for Rosa's behavior and attitude towards me and gratitude
AngeloCleo has been on edge since we flew down to Capetown. I remember reading in a section when I did a background on her that; she had an ex who lived here . I mean what are the odds of him cropping up and giving me a run for my money. I haven't seen how he looks like but he has the same name as the guy who sold me the house. He said he was coming over this morning to see if everything was okay .I woke up alone this morning and Cleo was next to me . It was a Sunday and I do remember last night... We didn't sleep angry at each other. Cleo promised to wake me up if she wakes up . She didn't do that this morning she was out cold snorining lightly on my chest. For the first time in a while I slept like a rock.Everyth