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I know that Catherine worked in a club in downtown Daegu. That particular club was famous for selling prostitutes. I know she’s not one of them. She’s dressed differently, yes, but there are other jobs in that place. She may be a waitress.
I must have been under the influence of coke but its high had worn out when I saw her. Everything was still clear in my memory. Her desperation and fear to leave that place. The horrified look on her face when she saw me.
But why would she do that? Why would she work in a place like that? Why would she work in the first place? She’s rich, for goodness’ sake. All those questions haunted me but I never asked about them.
I didn't say anything because I don't want her to fee
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