Tiara
Okay maybe I overreacted a little.
Or more than a little.
I probably shouldn’t have fired at him like that. Especially since I had no right to. But he had called our kiss ‘nothing’. A kiss that had me reeling from it for over hours. It had not been nothing. At least not for me.
I wanted to explain after, maybe even to apologize. I wanted to tell him I didn’t mean to get all riled up and maybe even blame it all on the stress of the trip. But he spent a whole lotta time in the shower, and by the time he came out I was fast asleep.
Throughout the entire journey during the flight and the ride to Ocean City, he remained eerily silent. The only times I heard his voice were when he had to take phone calls, otherwise, he was quiet.
As we drive, to shift my attention away from his quiet brooding and the imposing presence he cuts behind the wheel I focus on the view of Ocean City landscape, unfolding outside. The city is beautiful, I see why Ciara chose to have her wedding in Maryland. As we glide along the coastal roads to the resort of the wedding, I watch as soft golden lights dances across the waves, a mesmerizing blend of coastal charm and natural beauty.
The sun-kissed beaches, the tranquil waters… we even pass by quaint shops and restaurants with colorful facades and twinkling lights, and it ain’t even Christmas yet.
Ryan’s voice brings my attention back to the car. “You like it don’t you?”
There’s a hint of a smile on his lips and I exhale in relief. He isn’t upset after all.
To his question, I mutter, “Why don’t I live here, geez.”
He gives me a real smile. “Well, buckle up, we’re almost there.”
“You’ve been here before?”
“Yeah,” there’s no smile in his voice now, “Ciara and I… for a while we talked about y’know, tying the knot here.”
“Oh,” Crap. Why does it hurt when he talks about her? For all I know, he belongs to her. It shouldn’t feel this way.
“And here we are.” He proclaims, about two minutes later.
I watch as the gates open to vibrant lush greenery and what I can only describe as a picturesque paradise. Driving through the windy path, the sound of gentle music drifts through the air, mingling with the ever so sweet scent of blooming jasmines.
We drive into a tranquil oasis, where crystal clear waters sparkles in the sunset and palm trees sway gently in the breeze. I take in a deep breath, letting the salty flowery scent fill my lungs.
It’s exquisite, the sights, the sounds, the scents and my breath catches at how peaceful it all looks.
Ryan gives me another look as we get out of the car, striding towards the reception area.
“What?” I ask him.
“You just look so… peaceful.”
The way his eyes narrows is unnerving and I have to look away. “On the other hand you look like you’re tied in knots.” I joke.
The receptionist behind the desk perks up as she sees us, immediately recognizing his tall, dark, handsome features. “Welcome, Mr. Shelby,” she says, her voice practically a drool. I doubt she even notices me standing beside him.
Ryan drags his sunglasses up to his dark curls, holding it back. “There’s supposed to be a reservation for us.”
“Uh…” she taps on a computer, “there is no reservation under your name, sir, but if you want I can go against the rules and boo—”
I chip in. “It’ll be under my name.”
She stares at me as though seeing me for the first time, then she gives me a one-over like she thinks there’s no way on earth a person like me can afford a reservation here. “And your name would be…”
“Tiara,” I snap, “Tiara James-Lemptons.”
I watch with satisfaction as she recognizes my name and the shock hits her face. “Oh my! For the wedding. Uh, give me sec,” she taps on the computer again. “You’re right. There is a reservation,” she smiles at me, “it’s one of the best rooms, overlooking the ocean. You’re mother reserved it for you.”
Ryan taps on the counter to get her attention. “Upgrade it. We want a suite.”
Her eyes and mine widen at the same time. “But s-sir, you have to make a reservation for that.”
“Well, what were you saying about breaking the rules earlier?” his voice is sarcastically sweet, like grated sugar.
“Um, it’s just—”
“Make the upgrade and place all the charges on my card,” he hands her his black card, “wouldn’t want to bother dear Mrs. Lempton.”
How rich do you have to be to have a black card?
“I’ll make the arrangements right away.” the receptionist stutters.
He turns to face me, his eyes twinkling. “I’m sure you’ll enjoy the suite.”
Is he being sarcastic right now?
Five minutes later, we are on the west coast of the resort en route to the luxurious suites buildings, with the bellhops ahead of us, whipping our luggage.
“This is where it begins, Tee,” Ryan says, in a voice I can barely hear, “your last chance to back out.”
“And leave you here all by yourself? Looking like that?” I give a half laugh, “Not a chance.”
His hand shoots out to halt me, resting gently just above my elbow, “For what it’s worth, I’m really glad we’re doing this, Tee.”
His hand on my arm is sending tingles down my skin and as I stand there looking deep in his eyes, a fleeting thought passes through my brain. More than him, I’ve actually began to look forward to this one week in front of us, pretending to be a real couple. And I have no idea why.
His hand moves to my face, caressing my cheek, brushing a lock of hair away from my face. My breathing hitches and my eyelids drop to those lips.
We are so close and he leans down a fraction, his lips brushing sensually over my cheeks.
Oh heavens!
Is he going to kiss me? Here? Out in the open? Is he going to pull me closer and—
Click!
The crisp snap of a camera’s shutters floats to me, a second before the lights flashes in my face momentarily blinding me. I gasp involuntarily.
With a satisfied smirk, Ryan pulls away from me, his hands going back to fall by his sides.
The man who took the picture is standing to my left, not too far from us, grinning from side to side, like a child who just won the trophy. I hadn’t seen him earlier, but Ryan must’ve done. Was that why…
The jerk! I’m about to say something when –
“Tiara James-fucking-Lempton!” the squeal that follows the call is almost deafening as Melody bounds towards me, excitement radiating from every step.
Before she gets to me, I look back up at Ryan and he gives me a wink.
“See you, Tee.” Then he strides off.
Melody gives me a hard pinch as she gasps. “Okay gurl, you’ve got a lotta explaining to do.”
Nothing to explain here. Just a guy who I’m attracted to, blowing me off for hours and almost kissing me just because of a camera.
Nothing at all to see here.
Tiara“You may say your vows,” the priest’s voice bounces across the garden, loud and clear for all to hear.I have never been so happy in my life.As I look across to the groom, watching his face light up, my heart swells with pride, joy and love.My father recites his vows just the way we practiced, without all the nervous glances and anxiety sputters he sported during the rehearsal. His voice is loud, sure and as bold as a voice can get.He is staring deeply into my mother’s eyes as he says the words, and I have to stop myself in time before a tear escapes my lids and ruins my makeup.Across from me, directly behind my father, Ryan gives me an obnoxious wink that somehow threatens my ability to keep a straight face and still sends shivers down my spine.“I totally saw that,” Melody whispers from behind me and for the first time I regret my decision of letting my mom choose Melody to be something like an assistant maid of honor.It’s almost a whole year after I woke up from coma in t
TiaraHe tugs at my hand, “Listen to me, Tiara,” he manages to sound firm, “what happened wasn’t your fault. If you’re looking for someone to put the blame on, put it on me. It was all me. I told Ciara about the child I was stupid enough to do that”I shake my head, “She was bound to know eventually. Which means this was bound to happen.”“I brought you into this, I orchestrated the whole thing with Ciara. Blame me, Tiara, don’t for one second think it was your fault.”“No,” I whisper against his neck, “no, Ryan. Everything was worth it because of you.”He kisses my hand, “when I found you there, lying at the bottom of that hill,” his voices catches and the tear in his eyes drops, “I thought I was too late, it was over, I thought I lost you… I thought…”I raise my head and caress his cheeks softly with the tip of my fingers. He holds my hand to his face, his voice cracking, “The doctors said you might never wake up. I was so fucking scared, Tee. I was … I couldn’t bring myself to leav
TiaraBeep. Beep. Beep.The sounds are faint, distorted, like somehow, my head is dunked underwater and I am listening to the dim sounds from above.I listen as the time slips by because really I do not have a choice, it is all I can do anyway. My limbs are stiff, my whole body feels numb and my ears seem to be the only thing that is working.At first, I can’t make out the words, it is more like a blur, a light buzz in my state. But as time goes on the words drifts to me, clear as a dream.Hence, I listen to the occasional tearful, “Is she going to be okay?”And the hundreds of masculine, “I’m not leaving her side, you’re gonna have to fucking drag me out and put me on a fucking wheelchair.”And the usual, “If you think I’m gonna let the stupid authorities handle this you must be joking.”And the sporadic, “You’ve got to get up, Tiara. The sunset is wasting every single day.”It takes me a while to figure out the voices and at first it comes as a kind of disturb to my otherwise peacef
TiaraHis eyes bore into Ciara’s as he steps further inside.“Jackson?” I call.“You fucking tricked me!” he spits out, his eyes on Ciara.Why isn’t he looking at me?!Ciara blinks at him. Then at me. Mirroring the same confused expression on my face.“What are you doing here?”“What the fuck do you mean?”“I mean, you’re supposed to be one state away, back in New York.”“Well, change of plans. They are on their way to Connecticut.”Wait . . . what?!“What?” Ciara voices my thought.Jackson looks exasperated when he says, “Your father. He told them about his properties in Connecticut. You didn’t foresee him ruining our plans when you made this hell of a plan?”Our plan?“What are you talking abou – Jackson?” Confusion is eating away at me and his ignoring me isn’t doing anything to help my state, “What do you mean our plan?”As expected, he ignores me again. “You said YOU WERE FUCKING PREGNANT!” he barks instead, spit flying everywhere.“A slip,” Ciara shrugs, “so what?”“Yeah?” the l
Tiara“What happened to you?” I ask her.Ciara has gone unnaturally silent in the few minutes after she whacked me across the face and I don’t want her to entertain anymore riling thoughts in her head.“Talk to me, Ciara,” I almost cannot recognize my own voice. Blood is spilling from my lips and from a cut in my forehead. My eyes are dazed but I don’t have the time anymore to register my pain and put all these in thoughts.I watch as her lips shift into an unamused smile, “You stole from me, Tee. You’ve been doing it for a long time now you are quite good at it.”“But we can fix—” she snorts, “listen to me, Ciara. Let’s fix this. We can turn this all around. Untie me, let’s go home. We’ll talk about this around a hot cup of coffee and we will forget that this ever happened.”She makes a short barking sound that is between a laugh and a short ‘ha’ sound. “You’d want that don’t you? You’d want all that and more.”“What are you talking about? We can talk about this. And Ryan? He can—”A
RyanMy hand pushes the door to a bedroom open.Empty.Then a bathroom, a guest bedroom, the closet.I hear Melody doing the same all around the house, coming up with the same results as me – nothing.This is the third house we have been to within the span of time I called Grace and now, and we still haven’t found a single thing. Not a single thing to boast of.Grace was panicked when I made the call, frantically begging me to do something, anything, to bring her daughters back. ‘Daughters’ as in plural.I didn’t stop to think about what she meant.The physical manhandling of the cop in New Jersey might get me to jail eventually but for now it seems to be doing more wonders than naught and it didn’t take up to an hour before the sirens filled the air and a search warrant was issued.Tiara James-Lemptons is missing.If the cops are not going to take this serious then they’ll have to deal with the media on their necks 24/7 for the next month. That got their asses moving.I also informed
Tiara“Hello, sister.”My throat tightens as the voice registers in my foggy brain.I blink, trying to block the too bright sun rays away from eyes in that single moment.Ciara moves a bit to her right so that she stands directly in front of the sun streaming through the window, shielding me and revealing her sneering face to me at the same time.I gasp. Somehow, I still held doubt in my head even after I heard her voice. Somehow, I thought I had been hallucinating things. But seeing her confirms that she is really here, and not just some figment of my own imaginations.“Ciara? What the fuck?” I say, even though panic is tearing at my heart.This is wrong.So wrong. Surely, the hit to my head was more than I gave it credit for because now I am seeing things.Because Ciara? Yes she hates my guts but this is just . . . extreme.I try to get up to my feet to meet her gaze because the sun behind her is illuminating her features, blocking it so I know it is her but her face is kind of part
Ryan“How sure are you that this is an assault?” The man in the cop uniform asks Melody. He has a rough beard and a cop moustache that makes him look older than his age and the bored expression on his face is like a slap to my mentality.Melody looks like she is about to shake the shit out of him when she says, “What the fuck do you mean—”“Language, ma’am.” he warns, his eyebrow raised up.“How can you stand there and ask me — how can you – there is blood on the board, dammit!”The man gives her a warning look but doesn’t say anything.She goes on anyway, “The door was left ajar, on a spring night,” she emphasized, “There is blood on the skating board, and the victim is missing. What other evidence could you possibly need?”Immediately we found the door open and we each made rounds to different parts of the house to confirm that Tiara indeed wasn’t there, we decided to call the New Jersey cops to let them know of a possible assault and file a report of a missing person.So far, there
Ryan”Fifty bucks, she fell asleep and forgot to text you,” Jackson comments from the backseat, “I mean she is human after all. We do a lot of things we haven’t done before.”“I’m not taking a bet on the safety of my best friend, Jack,” Melody shoots at him.“Safety? I mean,” Jackson shrugs, “she could literally be asleep right now, and this road trip would all be for nothing. We can just take a swing from here right now to Connecticut. I know a guy with a club that can let us—”Melody shoots daggers at him that shuts him down.He clears his throat. “Have you tried calling her again at least? I mean it’s past dawn now.”True to his words the morning sun is trickling through the open windows into the car, the warm rays, doing nothing to uplift the coldness that has settled in my guts.I’ve forgotten that Jackson asked a question until Melody speaks up again, “She is still not picking up. It’s dawn already, Tee is a morning person. She should have been up by now. And if she isn’t, then