Mag-log inAva's POV
A suffocating pang shot through my chest and I exhaled sharply, hoping to relieve the tightness building up in my chest. However, the discomfort gnawed at me, dragging me deeper into its cold embrace. I attempted to get out of the hospital bed, but I barely managed to push myself up before the room door swung open, revealing Freya. A mixture of concern and confusion clouded her features as she stared at me for a few seconds before rushing toward me. “What the hell happened, Ava? Why are you in the hospital and what was that you mentioned about divorce?” She asked with a heavy voice of concern. A sudden urge to cry rose in my chest, but I clenched my jaw and forced it down. I couldn’t afford to break now, especially not in front of Freya. My heart sank as I stared at her worried expression. “Just drive me home, Freya. I will explain things to you later.” I whispered, a sad smile stretching on my lips. “You don’t look fine, Ava. I think you should stay here until you get better.” Freya countered, her expression filled with worry. I shook my head, forcing a smile. “I will be fine, please. Just take me home and you can return to work, please.” It was obvious Freya was at work when she received my call because she was still dressed in corporate clothes. And I didn’t want to stay in the hospital any longer. I needed to sign the divorce papers before Williams changed his mind and made me into a blood bank for his first love. “Is this about Williams?” Freya suddenly asked, snapping me out of my spiral of thoughts. “No.” The lie left my lips before I could stop it. I didn’t mean to lie to my best friend, but I wasn’t ready to talk about what I was going through with her now. Some things can’t be said so easily. How was I supposed to tell her that I had just miscarried a pregnancy I never knew I had? That I had just donated my blood to William’s mistress? The thought of it alone made my heart pulsate as if it were being stabbed over and over again. I clenched my fist against the pain I was feeling. Freya is so hot-tempered, and if she knew about what Williams had just done, she’d lose it, and I wouldn’t be able to stop her from unleashing hell. Freya sighed, clearly not believing my word. My heart pounded against my chest as I silently prayed that she wouldn’t push further and force me to spill my humiliating situation. “There is something you are not telling me, Ava. Trust me, I will find out, but for now, I will pretend I believe your words.” Her gaze hardened, pinning me in place. Freya never let things go easily; she never backed down until she had the truth. I was sure the truth would come to light very soon. Five hours later. During the drive to the place I had once called home, I couldn’t stop thinking about the incident that had led to me losing my child. I stared out the window as Freya drove in silence, her hands gripping the steering wheel a little too tight. The doctor had said that I could leave when Freya asked if I was fit to. It was still heartbreaking that Williams hadn’t called to ask if I was okay. He was too occupied staying with his mistress even when I was in this situation because of her. He simply didn’t care about me. The car came to a stop in front of the mansion and I let out a sigh before stepping out of the car. “You should call me if anything comes up, Ava,” Freya muttered through clenched teeth. She was furious and it would even get worse if she found out everything. She needed to return to work, so I nodded at her, smiling. “Thank you, Freya.” My stomach twisted into knots as I stared at the mansion. Taking a deep breath, I walked toward the entrance. I had not expected to meet anyone in the house, since Williams was still in the hospital with his mistress. But when the door swung open, my breath caught in my throat at the sight in front of me. Olivia Thompson. My heart pounded in my chest with both anger and surprise as I didn’t expect to see her in my home. No, Williams’ home. Wasn’t she meant to be in the hospital? She stood at the door, a cold smirk spreading across her face. Anger bubbled inside me as my face hardened. I forced down the urge to rip that smirk off her face. She was the real reason behind all of my suffering and what was even worse was that she didn’t look like someone who was sick or had just had a blood transfusion. “Hi, Ava.” She said, her tone dripping with malice and sarcasm. “I am surprised you are still alive after being drained of your blood.” My heart twisted painfully and tears pooled in the corner of my eyes. But I blinked them back. I refused to let her see me break, or give her the satisfaction of seeing me angry. Staring closely at her now, I realised there was just a slight difference between us. I would have thought she was my twin sister if I didn’t know she was a famous model and I was just an orphan. I felt a sharp ache in my chest. It had only taken Williams a few hours to bring his mistress to our matrimonial home. “I just need to get something in my room.” I steadied myself despite the turmoil of emotions swirling within me. I wasn't ready to have any conversation with her because I already knew it wouldn't end well. Olivia didn't look like someone who had good intentions. She didn’t respond. She just stepped aside with an air of indifference. Without wasting any more time, I moved into the house and climbed up the stairs to my room. My heart raced in my chest as the thought of seeing Willimas crossed my mind. I didn’t want to see him. I just wanted to sign the divorce papers and leave without any drama. I spotted the paper where I had left it last night. I grabbed it, my fingers tightening around the edges. I picked up a pen on the table nearby, and scribbled my name on the space left for me to sign, beside William's signature. A tear slipped down my face and dropped on the paper, but I wiped it off immediately and dropped the divorce paper on my bed. “You do know you are leaving with nothing except what you have on, right?” William's voice reached my ears.Derek's POV I couldn't sleep. William's words kept echoing in my head every now and then. That bastard knew exactly what he was doing, bringing up my condition in front of everyone like that. He wanted to plant doubt in Ava's mind, to make her question everything about our arrangement. To make her see me as less than a man. I downed another glass of whiskey, hoping the burn would distract me from the rage consuming me. However, it didn't help. Nothing ever did when it came to this. Hypogonadism! That single word had destroyed my entire childhood, and ripped my family apart. It had turned me into something Anderson could discard without a second thought.I was only seven years old when the diagnosis came. Seven fucking years old when the doctors told my mother that her son would never be normal. That I couldn't produce enough testosterone, and I might never father children.I still remembered the look on Anderson's face that day. The disgust. The disappointment. As if I'd somehow
Ava's POVThe car ride back to the villa was suffocating. Derek's knuckles were white as he gripped the steering wheel, his jaw clenched so tight I thought it might crack The silence between us was heavy, pressing down on my chest like a weight I couldn't shake off.I wanted to ask what Williams had meant by his question. What was Derek hiding? But the fury radiating off him was enough to keep my mouth shut. Every muscle in his body was tense. My mind kept replaying the scene at the dining table. The way Williams had started that question with such malice in his tone. The way Anderson had slammed his palm on the table to stop him from finishing. And the way Derek had frozen, his entire body trembling with rage.Whatever Williams was about to reveal, it was something deeply personal. Something painful enough to make Derek lose his composure for the first time since I'd met him.I stole a glance at him from the corner of my eye. His dark grey eyes were fixed on the road ahead as though
Derek's POV Rage blasted through me the moment Anderson mentioned my mother's locket. He knew how important it was to me. That was the only piece I had of my mother and I'd been searching for it for years, not knowing Anderson had it. And now? He was trying to use it to negotiate with me. I'd suspected that Anderson would negotiate, but not in this way. A smug smile tugged at the corners of my lips, masking the storm brewing within me. “You do know how to twist the knife, Anderson,” I said, smiling as though his words had no effect on me. The locket wasn't just jewellery. It carried a message that could shatter both my mother's legacy and the Lancasters' in it. However, it had a passcode that no one except a member of my mother's family knew. If Anderson had the locket, I couldn't trust him not to get the passcode. “That's why I'm still your father,” Anderson smirked at me. He was enjoying this so much, thinking he'd gotten me already. “What do you say, son?” He asked confident
Ava's POV The air in the dining room shifted the moment Derek and I stepped in, his hand wrapped tightly around my waist. Heads turned, eyes widened, and mouths hung open in shock and disbelief. Williams, Mr. Anderson, Olivia, Wendy— Williams' mother. They all looked like they had seen a ghost.The silence that followed my appearance with Derek in the dining room was a vacuum. I curved my lips into a triumphant smile, even though my heart threatened to burst out of my chest. This family! I hated every member of it. I don't want to be around them. They were nothing but predators who looked for prey to feed on. William's face twisted with shock, rage and something else I couldn't quite place. Mr. Anderson’s shock was quickly masked with a blank expression. Typical of him. He was always like that— masking his expression. And Wendy? Her face became pale as if she was going to combust under the weight of her anger. Olivia’s face was a mixture of confusion, fury and shock. Perfect!
Ava's POV Three days later. I was getting ready for the family dinner Derek had spoken about three days ago, and I couldn't stop the nervousness creeping in. No one knew about my marriage to Derek yet. The video I'd posted on my page three days ago was still flying around, almost driving the public crazy as they kept inquiring about who I got married to. “We can stay back if you don't want to go,” Derek's voice cut through my haze of thoughts. He must have noticed how my fingers keep trembling around the strap of my heels. I had the feeling that this so-called family dinner wouldn't end well. I know what I had with Derek was just a contract marriage, but it still didn't change the fact that none of his family knew about me and our marriage. Who gets married without their families these days? My chest heaved as I inhaled deeply and sighed. I tilted my head up to meet his gaze, a small smile stretching on my lips. “It's all right. We should go,” my tone was soft and barely abov
Ava's POV The drive to Derek's villa was silent, though I couldn't stop thinking about his words earlier. A family dinner? I wasn't sure I was ready for that. But when he asked me, I couldn't turn him down for some unknown reason. I let out a long sigh and he glanced at me, his jaw tight. “I'm okay,” I said in a rush, shaking my head while my hands shot up in weak protest. A flicker of something unreadable crossed his features before he turned his gaze back to the road. My mind began to spiral with different thoughts, second-guessing my decision and doubting if I was doing the right thing. But I quickly pushed down every thought as the car moved into a huge estate. My breath caught as the tall gates opened to a wide driveway that curved like something out of a movie. When the car finally rolled to a stop and the door was opened for me to step out, my mouth parted in awe. The mansion before me was massive and breathtaking. It had wide glass windows that caught







