IVY'S POV
I can’t stop staring at my mate. He halts in motion and just fixes his gaze at me. My whole body isn’t responding anymore and it seems as though we are the only people around.
He immediately proposes a truce and moves towards me. My heart tingles as I am too anxious to stay and so spontaneously, I slip my way out from his presence as he advances.
“Hey, hey” he calls out, but I am too busy running away to even pay attention to him calling me.
“ why are you running?” Sabrina questions me but I don’t even know why I’m running, but I keep on running. My heart drums hard but finally I reach my home.
I press my back behind the wall of my room and my right hand on my chest. I really can’t believe that I just met my mate. I gasp for air and bend my neck slightly.
“Why are you running?” Sabrina asks again.
“I actually do not know” I say to myself and shrug on realization that I have no reason to run.
“Oh my goodness, I can’t believe this” I cover my face after blushing and collapse on the bed. Now I know what it means to have butterflies in your belly because I have it now. My heart is sprinting faster than usual. I wasn’t expecting to see my mate, but I just did. At some point, I didn’t even think I had a mate.
“He is so strong and handsome,” Sabrina whines inside. I chuckle and just keep blushing and grinning .
“The best gift ever the moon goddess has given to me on my birthday” I stand up from the bed and break a deep sigh. I spread my hands wide and make a twirl.
But then I am uncertain if he is going to like me back because of my scar. As soon as this hits my head, the smile on my face immediately withers away on staring at myself in the mirror. Who is going to like a scarred woman?
I raise my right hand and brush it on the path which my face is scarred. Tears forms in my eyes and I just wish I never have this scar.
Stream of tears flow down even though I try to hold it back. I know I have been strong for myself and since I have no one else to stand by me than myself, but my scar is the only thing that breaks my resolve.
My heart hurts so bad and I can’t control the tears that flows from my eyes.
“Ivy, get grip of yourself!” Sabrina growls inside.
“Don’t tell me you want to be a barrier between me and meeting my mate?” She snaps inside. She nearly rends me with the loudness of her voice in my head.
“But he isn’t going to like me with my scar” I mutter in a soft voice. My hand is trembling and now my head down.
“I think you should give him the chance to make his choice. I know they are going to like us.” She says.
I raise my head up and sigh. Afterall, what’s the harm in trying.
“Yes, I am going to meet him tonight” I affirm and broaden my cheeks in a smile. I am anxious as well but then I need to do this. Sabrina cheers in and I can’t help but keep simpering. Sabrina is more than just my wolf, she is more like a best friend to me. At least the best friend I didn’t have due to the discrimination from other girls, I got her within.
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It’s evening time and I am already dressed and prepared to go see my mate. The thing that is making me happy is the fact that he is so strong and handsome. His chestnut eyes and black beards were so luring. Gosh, I couldn’t take my eyes off his well sculpted face when I saw him. His muscles stood out and his eyes were mystic.
I sigh and smile as I stare at myself in the mirror. I am fully ready for this because I already made some food that I will share with him when I meet him. I look in the mirror and I am wearing my best dress, which is a sleek black gown.
I walk out of my room after gathering courage. A smirk is permanently on my face as I stride downstairs.
“And where are you going to?” My mom's voice startles me. I roll my eyes not knowing what to tell her because I don’t plan on telling her the truth, of course not now. I twitch my eyes and turn frantically . She stands behind me with an unsmiling face.
“I umm want to umm” I stutter and surf my eyes around, thinking of the right lie to tell her.
“You know what, I don’t even care where ever you go to. Just make sure you come back home before nine PM or else you know what’s happening to you” she bawls and walks away. I exhale and click my teeth seeing that my own mom doesn’t even care about me or even cares to know where her daughter is going out to.
I walk away with a morose countenance.
I finally reached the mansion of the blue moon pack. I walk in without hesitation. The blue moon pack is the strongest pack in the whole region and I hear that the offspring of the alpha lineage has an additional power which was given to them by some witch. I am not really sure though, but it’s just rumour.
I roam around in the large house, staring around and gushing at how beautifully the house is built and furnished. Those around just smile at me and allow me to tread, maybe they think I am one of the cooks, I don’t know but neither do I mind. Anyways I don’t care about that, but I just follow the scent I get. As much as I am scarred, my scent is so strong that I can pick the scent of someone miles away and not talk to of my mate. At least I am not bad in all.
I head towards a passage where his nosegay gets stronger. His scent gets stronger and stronger when I advance a room. The door is slightly open and I am certain that it is his room.
“It’s about time”I whisper to myself and sigh deeply before I make the step of my life.
On reaching the door, I peep a little and my hands quiver at what I behold, with tears rolling down my eyes. Asher, my mate is kissing Taika.
“I accept you as my mate, and I’m going to announce to the pack tomorrow” he smiles at her and kisses her on the forehead with his hand wrapped around her neck.
My eyes widen as the one person whom I thought would be mine isn’t mine. I am now sure I’m cursed…
ASHER'S POV“You are a servant and you should know your place!” This insult comes back into my head as I sit on my bed and think about my alpha duel with my step brother.Just then I fling my neck as I notice that Luna Matilda walks in with an irk lucidly engulfed on her face.“You bastard! This is the last time I am going to warn you to take your eyes of the seat of the Alpha. You should stop dreaming that you are ever going to become an alpha!“ she growls at me as soon as she walks into my room. I gnash my teeth and scowl with my brows curved. She is wearing a black gown and her black hair is pouring behind her. “Why did you barge into my room?” I question and frown my face. I am totally upset and infuriated, but I have to keep my anger in check as she is the Luna of the pack. I have always wished one day that I could rip her into shreds due to the way she treated me after my mothers passing away, but I haven’t ecause she is Luna and nothing can be done about it.“How dare yo
IVY'S POVTears rolls down from my eyes and my heart hurt so bad. I have never felt this way ever in my life. It is more like there is this sharp sword that is stabbing my heart over and over again. I am on the street staggering back home while in tears. All of a sudden,there are thunder claps and it starts to pour. My tears and the pours of the rain intermingle together. “You are my mate” their voices resounds in my ear which tingles my eardrums and head. The flashback of how they were both hugging each other is fresh in my memory.“But how is this possible?”I shudder and stand still in the rain, just allowing the water to drench me. “How does he have two mates? I don’t understand this. Why are you treating me this way moon goddess, why!!?”I break down in tears and fall on my knees in the rain.All I had imagined the evening to be was the total opposite. I had thought that he would come into my life and make it a little better and love filled,but what I get is so devastating.Af
IVY'S POVMy heart is pummeling so fast as I eye Asher point his hand to Taika who is standing, smiling so much. My heart abrruptly stops beating and tears flows down my left eye before it starts with my right as well.Sabrina growls in disappointment and my hand quivers. My feet is so stiff and cold as I watch everyone cheering the new mating of Asher and Taika. The chant of the crowd makes me feel dizzy.“Here she is” this voice is resounding in my head and my head is banging so much. My eyes are becoming blurry and hazy. I shut my eyes and flip them open with my whole body trembling. I know I already saw Asher and Taika last night, but then one part of me really just thought that maybe today he was going to choose me, but I guess I was wrong. I totter backwards, hitting my body with the bodies of those who are busy rejoicing that their beloved alpha and his Luna are together. I keep reeling backwards with my orbs still fixed on them. I miss a step and crash on the floor like a w
ASHER’S POV“Alpha Asher”I hear my name as I try to tuck in my shirt. I turn sharply and run my eyes on Kyle. “Kyle..” I drawl in a husky tone. There’s this little blush that pushes in to my face.He is wearing a black suit as well. Kyle is my beta. He is young and I must say very vicious. He walks into the room while I strap my suit tightly to myself. “It’s about time”he smiles gently, observing my black sleek suit. I feel this extraordinary flush in of energy. I have waited for a very long time for this day and today it is here. As they say, destiny can be delayed but not denied.“I’d be right down in a minute. Is the whole pack gathered?“ I ask with a straight face. “Yes, Alpha” he says. This sits well with me. As much as people like warlock and Luna Matilda weren’t on my side, a few were. Kyle is among the few.“Okay.” I nod and he nods out. I walk to the mirror and stare at myself. Today is my Alpha crowning ceremony. I flicker my eyes and it’s amber. In a very short while, it w
IVY’S POVMy heart is pummeling so fast and hard. My body hair is tingling. I move from the bed and check my wardrobe, hurling my clothes from the hanger to the floor. I still can’t find my money.My feet is cold and there is this unexplained snap in my heart. I still can’t understand what is happening. How is this even possible? My life savings gone like that without a clue.I wobble with my eyes rolling from one uncertain point to the other. “No.. no..” i fall on the floor with a heavy thud. Tears rolls out from my eyes and mixes with my sweat. I clench my fist and drag my hair. I pick up the empty piggy bank on the bed and stare at it. It’s still empty. “How… how is this even possible?” I wail under my breath and squeeze my eyes. The dust on the floor gums with my skin. I send down heavy saliva and free my grasp from the piggy bank. It falls on the floor and so does my head. I relax my head on the floor and just allow tears escape by the sides of my eyes. This is beyond me. I do
ASHER’S POVWarlock still pierces his eyes on me. His gaze is heavy and I know he is Not here for peace. His round big eyes shows disgust. He clips his lips together and muscles his cheeks. He takes a more bolder step towards me, facing me directly in the face. I remain static and we both gawk at each other. There is a dead silence in the whole room. The only thing I hear I s heartbeats.“Congratulations, Brother” he smiles and offers a hand shake. My eyes quirks for a second. The murmuring erupts back again. “I know we haven’t been best of brothers, but I’m sorry for wanting to take what is yours, brother” he adds.I look at his hand with my eyes a little tightened. I look back at him and again down to his hand. “ what do you think you are doing, Son?” Luna Matilda’s voice pricks. Warlock and I turn at the same time at her. Her face is scowled and contorted. “Mom, it’s all over. We are the ones at the wrong.” He folds his hands facing her. “Please just allow me make things right th
IVY’S POV“ I surely have to leave” I whisper under my breath as I pack my stuffs. It’s afternoon of the next day. I can never allow myself to be a servant to Taika. I’d rather die running away than be her slave. I have nothing but just 100 rubbees. With that, I’d pay for my transportation. Catering for myself after that is not my problem for now. I just want to leave this place as the bad energy is too weighing.I drag my photo and place it on top of my already folded clothes. I inhale and sigh heavily. My plan is to leave in the night of today. Today is Asher’s Alpha ceremony.Everyone’s attention will be diverted to that since Taika is his Luna I’m sure they’d be attending the ceremony. Anytime I think of it, it rends my heart. It seems this unclear rejection from Asher has broken Sabrina because she rarely speaks to me of lately. I zip my bag and and hurl it to the left side of my bed. I grab the sides of my waist with my hands and sigh deliberately with my eyes shut. I really ca
ASHER’S POVMy bulge gets more stronger and harder as I look at Taika’s endowment.“Why did you say no?” She inquires with her eyes broadened. She gets up from the bed and walks towards me. Her breast shaking and vibrating like water on every step she made. I swipe my eyes away from it and focus it back on her. “Nothing. Just feel a little tired” I push in this excuse. The truth is I feel quite nonchalant about making out with her. I don’t understand why, but I just feel so. Damian is also in cohort with me on this.“Tired? This is our wedding night, Asher” she places her hand on my shoulders, intertwine her fingers behind. Her eyes are very brightened and encaging. I sigh and her lips keeps luring me towards an uncertain direction. “I know, but then lets do this some other time.” I shrug and try to break myself way from her grasp. I hold her hand and raise it up to enable me escape.“Asher” she calls and holds my hand as I walk pass her. Her hand is even more softer than earlier. H