Prologue

Tok! tok! tok!

" come in " then the door open and there I saw my best friend smiling widely.

" what's with that smile? " I ask curiously still sitting in my bed.

" well my dear sissy don't tell me you forgot what day today? " she said then sit beside me.

" omg! you forgot? " I just raise my eyebrows to her and roll my eyes. Then suddenly I remember something..

"oh shoot! Don't tell me.. " I didn't finish what I am about to say when I saw her nodding her head while smiling widely to me.

" Geez why you didn't tell me about it " then I open the tv in my room and there I saw their new mv. It was uploaded 10 minutes ago but it already have 10 million views. Wow they're so popular.. We focus on watching them. Oh my g they're so handsome especially him..Why so handsome my baby do you know that I'm falling for you deeply..

Of course he doesn't know that my mind answer..

I mentally rolled my eyes because of it.

Someday I will meet you just wait when that time comes..

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School

I am walking in the hallway together with my best friends we were laughing and chatting until we reach our room. We went inside and saw all our girl classmates in the side corner of our room watching and discussing something.

And as a curious one , we went to their side and ask what they're discussing.

" Good morning guys! what are you discussing there? " Reniana greet them with a smile. They look at us and greet us back with a smile..

One of our classmate Angel answer us

" It's about one of the member of the popular group. "

" Who? what about him? " she ask again..

" You didn't know? I thought you already know it because you're a fan of them.. " she said

" I didn't know. What is it? " I ask her

" One of the member confirm to be dating the model Aires Felen " Angel answer. I got curious who is the member I'm sure it's not him but why do I feel nervous. I ask her who while smiling.

" It's Zero from Str8ight " after hearing what she said my smile slowly fade.

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" Hey! Kamusta kana? " tanong nito sa akin.

Tinitigan ko muna ito bago tumingin sa kape ko at maikling sumagot.

" Ok lang " ibinalik ko agad ang tingin sa labas at pinagmasdan ang mga sasakyang dumadaan.

Nasa isang Cafe kami kung saan nito naisipang magkita kami. Mabuti na lang ang kaunti lang ang tao at nasa dulong bahagi kami na hindi agad makikita o mapapansin. Natatabunan din ito ng halaman at nakatalikod ito sa mga tao. Gusto nitong magkita kami dahil sa ilang araw ding busy ito sa rehearsal nila at sa nalalapit nilang concert.

" Are you really ok? " paninigurado nitong tanong. Siguro dahil sa tahimik ako at ang ikli ko kung sumagot dito kaya iniisip nitong hindi ako maayos.

" Yeah " sagot ko ulit at sumimsim sa kape na inorder namin. Nag order din ito ng tig iisang slice ng cake para sa aming dalawa.

" Hindi lang siguro ako sanay na tahimik ka at hindj ako kinukulit " saad nito sa akin.

" Pagod lang ako " sabi ko at sinulyapan ito bago tumingin sa cake na nasa harap ko.

Inabot ko ito at kumajn ng hindi siya kinakausap. Totoo naman kasing pagod ako at gustong magpahinga ngunit nag aya itong lumabas kaya pinagbigyan ko na lang. Lalo na busy ito at ngayon lang nagkaroon ng oras.

" Oh! Then let's finish this para makauwi kana at makapagpahinga " saad nito habang may maliit na ngiti sa kanyang labi pero mahahalata mo ang lungkot sa kanyang mata.

" It's ok. Ngayon ka lang nagkaroon ng libreng oras kaya sasamahan na kita. I can rest later pag nakauwi na tayo " saad ko na lang. Dahil naawa rin ako rito. Lalo na at gumawa talaga ito ng paraan para lang magkita kaming dalawa.

I can rest naman mamaya sa bahay after ko siya samahan. He wants is to bond kase matagal daw kaming hindj nagkita dahil sa kanya kanyang schedule namin. Busy rin kase ako sa trabaho at business namin. Kaya I don't have time to have fun and be with him.

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" I thought may something na sa inyong dalawa " saad ni Reni matapos naming mabasa ang balita.

" I also thought " mahinang saad ko sapat lang upang hindi niya marinig.

" Sabi ko naman sayo. Magkaibigan lang kaming dalawa " nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya at ipinagpatuloy ang panunuod habang kumakain.

" Ang sweet niya kase sayo kaya akala ko may namamagitan na sa inyo. Akala ko talaga. " nanghihinayang na saad nito at itinabi ang cellphone na hawak.

" Ganun lang talaga yun and were friends. I'm happy for him " malawak akong nakangiti habang sinasabi iyon. Kahit na taliwas naman ang sinasabi at nararamdaman ng puso ko. Sa totoo lang nasasaktan ako but I shouldn't feel this dapat maging masaya ako para sa kanya.

Maybe we are not really for each other in the first place. Naging malapit nga kami ngunit hanggang pagkakaibigan lang talaga ang meron kami and should not ask for more. Tama na yung ganito at least kahit masakit alam ko kung saan ako lulugar sa kanya. I will be his friend nothing more than that and I should always put that in my mind.