Neither of us dared to speak after what happened. I wasn't coerced into doing it, and he wasn't either. I let it happen because I wanted to fulfil something…such as a need I didn’t know existed. However, I wished I wasn’t weak enough to succumb to his charms again. I wished I was able to say no. I wished I had the courage to stop him!"Jacob..." I bit my bottom lip after calling his name, and my cheeks burned as he stared at me. "Could you possibly face the wall while I speak?""Why?" he asked in response."Hmmm, because looking at you right now is embarrassing," I admitted the truth and he just chuckled. I warned him with a death stare but the man was so amazed about something. “Please, don’t stare at me,” I requested."How about this?" He muttered as he rolled over on my top instead of doing what I asked him to do. I shifted my gaze away. It's heinous and humiliating!"It was just a simple request,” I complained while trying to push him away from me.“Yes, but I don’t feel like doin
For the first time, I considered calling my father. Since I was his only daughter, he was probably worried, right? Or maybe he was not worried at all. If that was the case, maybe I should try not to think about him anymore. However, I have been missing him terribly and I wished he would come and find me very soon.If only I was obedient to him, maybe, my life would be a little different, and no infant should suffer because of my poor choices. Thinking about my daughter again made me feel sick! I was not a good daughter, and in the end, I became a bad mother to my child. The feeling of regret rushed through me and I felt like vomiting! Everything was my fault! As an Alpha’s daughter, it was expected to marry someone with a reputable background. What the hell was I thinking back then? Why did I even consider rebelling against my father’s wishes?After taking a deep breath, I dialled his phone number and sighed again while waiting for the call to connect. I couldn’t think properly while
Pedro arrived shortly after I spoke with my father with a bouquet. When I saw him again, I was taken aback. "How's it going for you, Pedro? It's been a long time since you visited," I said as soon as he walked into Jacob's house."Please accept my sincere apologies. Recently, I've been completely consumed by my work. "Would you like to have coffee later?”I narrowed my eyes at him because we weren't in a relationship to be dating or sharing coffee or anything like that. He was welcome to come to visit us, but now that Jacob and I were closer, I didn't think it was appropriate to entertain him. "What makes you think we should grab a cup of coffee?" I was curious to know about his position without offending him."Because we're friends,” he replied nonchalantly.“Or we can have it at home,” I said because going out with him would be next to impossible. Besides, I didn’t want to emotionally cheat against Jacob despite our uncertain relationship. “I’m sorry but I’m no longer allowed to go
He mocked me, and his gaze never left mine as he said those things, and I felt something hot and wet between my thighs. As soon as he realized the effect of his hot words on me, he took a step closer and slipped his hand towards my wet folds."Jacob..." I purred as he rubbed his fingers on it. I moaned softly but I couldn't let myself be seduced by his charms again. I had to regain control of my body. “Stop!” I demanded even before he could do much more than rub his hands together.However, my words lacked conviction and he didn’t listen. He kept rubbing my clitoris, up and down, and then his finger drew some circles on it, and I could no longer deny the pleasure seeping through my body.When I arched my back to welcome his touch, he took it as a sign of my submission and without further ado, his finger penetrated me. I screamed in pleasure because I loved what he did to me. I spread my legs a little wider to give him more access and before I knew it, his tongue replaced his finger.
I reminded myself to be cautious around Jacob as I descended the stairwell. He considered me as his woman because we were intimate and I should be glad he regarded me that way. However, I knew for a fact that I was just a side chick, or the available one whenever he felt the need to have good sex.It was a mistake to allow him those liberties to touch my body. For the nth time, I reminded myself to never settle for anything less when it comes to my heart. If he really wanted me to be his woman, he should try to win my heart, however, in the long run, he would still choose to marry his mate. In the end, I would just break my heart…again… by expecting something he couldn’t give to me.A deep sigh escaped from my lips because I was only trying to fool myself. What’s the point of overthinking when I already surrendered my body to him? As my thoughts were filled with him, I decided to take a cold shower to refresh my body and mind.After the shower, I went downstairs to try a new recipe bu
When it comes to Jacob Summers, appearances could be deceiving, but the fact that he's narcissistic and hostile was just the tip of the iceberg. On top of that, he's also domineering, irritable, and callous, but these traits were mitigated by his soft heart and caring habits…sometimes.Personally, I despised some of his qualities but every single day, I was drawn to him despite everything. He was risky to be with but that could just be a nature of the rogue. On the other hand, he has some rays of light. He’s objective and warm, among other qualities, so it might be worth a shot once. As soon as I realized what has gotten inside my head, I immediately dismissed them, and reminded myself over and over again not to fall for his charms and good looks.“Bethany…,” he whispered my name when he got closer, and I knew it was game over for me. How could he look so troubled in front of me? I could stare at him all day and never get tired of him. Was it because of his unkempt blond hair? Or his
After the explosive lovemaking, Jacob suggested we should visit one of his plantations, and when he mentioned Clayland Plantation, I couldn’t say no to it. The said plantation was famous for producing the most beautiful flowers, and even the people from our pack usually bought some from flowers that were grown in Clayland.However, he changed his mind on the day of our scheduled departure and let go ahead of him. He just instructed the driver to drop me off near the plantation and someone would pick me up from there.I wanted to argue with him but decided not to and just followed his instruction. Clayland Plantation was two hours away from the city of Claybourne, and the journey was exhausting. I could be exhausted from the trip but nothing prepared me for something so shocking. My legs stood frozen as soon as I saw the face of the man who seemed to be bored while waiting for my arrival.“Bethany?” He referred to my name as if it didn’t mean anything but I just kept on staring at him
The same scenery of wide fields here and there greeted me. In the middle of the day, the rice had already been harvested, and the field was brown. There were patches of local forage for animals, and I noticed cows and goats roaming the peaceful pastures.The road we took ended at the Clayland Plantation's gate. The chemical scent of paint told me that the estate, like the fields around it, was kept in immaculate condition. When we arrived at the estate, I opened the car window to smell the fresh scent of flowers scattered throughout the grounds. When the car finally came to a stop in front of the residence, I took a deep breath.An elderly woman greeted us and I was nervous. Judging by her resemblance to Jacob, I could tell she was his mother. When I glanced at my companion, he just shrugged off his shoulders, but deep inside my mind, I wondered if I had slept with him that night. Was it Jacob or was it someone else?What if it wasn’t Jacob with whom I had a one-night stand but his po