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On sighting Emily excitement rippled up my spine like chain lightening. Before I could prevent it, the memory of our stormy kiss in the auditorium curved back to weaken me. I have been avoiding her and even snuck out of school before dismissal because I figured the only way to prevent it from happening again is to give her a little space. If I’d tell her upfront that I don’t feel same way about her she’d be broken. With a guilt rippled smile on my face, I walked up to where she is waiting in the porch, her hip leaning against the railing and her arms curled around her chest.
Emily is the bravest girl I know. She did the unthinkable, and opened up to Ted and her parents immediately things went down between us that she is attracted to women. Her bravery, Self realization, and honesty is awe inspiring and inspirational to say the least. I am also on self realization quest, even though mine has taken a different turn I still don’t think our sexuality
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