~ LAYLA ~
I yank at my restraints again. “I see you’re awake.” The haunting tease in the voice of the male still approaching me is evident, followed by a dark chuckle that sounds like a deep rumble from his throat. I stay still and say nothing. For now, it will be better and safer for me not to speak rashly. The approaching footsteps get closer and closer, and then, they finally deliver my new company, or should I say my new captor, into the light puddle right there at the center of my cell floor. When the light illuminates his face, I gasp. Raelin Michaelson. The infamous Midnight alpha. I feel it. I know it. I can't be mistaken. The pack crest. The alpha aura around me and almost choking me. Even the ‘M’ engraving on the signet ring I now see around his left index finger all point to the realization that I am indeed in the presence of the alpha who loathes and despises the likes of me. The alpha who I just discovered seconds ago…. is my mate. Silence descends down on us once more. Colder and now tainted with something sinister and full of hate. I can feel the hate emanating from his alpha aura, harsh and cruel. He is tall and intimidating, his aura and commanding presence filling the small cell with a raw power that I know comes from his alpha blood. His eyes are dark teal green, nearly black, and they are regarding me like I am nothing. Worthless. A mere piece of rogue trash that had the guts to stumble into his pack territory. “I can't believe Selene chose a lowlife like you to be my mate.” He spits out, his eyes still burning me with a gaze so intense it feels like they are burning deep into my very soul. He knows I am his mate too. Interesting. I guess the hatred is mutual between us then. I never asked for this pathetic life. I also never asked to be mated to an Alpha, much more an Alpha with a taste for rogue blood. An Alpha who has sworn to destroy any rogue that dares venture into his territory again. But wait, why am I still alive? Why has he kept me alive until now? The reason can't possibly be because I am his mate. The thought almost lures me into spitting out a scoff, but I hold in the urge to do so. “Why am I here?” I demand instead, my voice hoarse but steady. “What do you want from me?” My throat burns the more I speak. I am parched. I can't remember being fed even the slightest, tiniest drop of water ever since I was captured and locked in here like a fucking criminal. “What do I want from you?” He repeats, and his lips twitch into something that might have been a condescending smirk, but the expression is gone too quickly to be sure. He takes a step closer, and I press back against the wall, the cold stone digging into my skin. “What do I want from you?” he says again, his tone now mocking me. He is close enough now that I can feel the heat radiating off him, and it takes everything in me not to shrink away in fear. I keep mute, not saying anything. I know that I am the prisoner here and he is my captor. But I will not allow even that circumstance to deter me or intimidate me into saying something that I might end up regretting. Also, I will not let him see my fear. I will not give him the satisfaction of watching me squirm like a worm under his wicked hook. His intense gaze flicks from my face down to my neck, then further down to my half-exposed breasts and straight to the locket necklace I always wear around my neck. The only possession I have left of my family. Of Erin. His eyes stay on the locket necklace, looking so intense, and I almost squirm in fear, the ringing in my ears getting louder and louder, almost deafening. My hands ball into tight fists around the chains still binding me to the wall in an effort to resist myself from giving away my fear to him. No. Please look away. Please don't take the only physical memory I have left of my family from me. Please. As if he can hear the cry of my desperate thoughts, he looks away from the locket necklace and pins his attention back to my face. “You asked what I want from you.” He takes a menacing step closer, his voice lowering into a much darker tone. “I want to know why a filthy rogue was trespassing my territory.” The manner with which he spits out ‘filthy rogue’ is filled with so much disgust. So much disdain. I swallow hard, my mind racing. I can’t tell him the truth. If I do, he will kill me, or worse, he might decide to successfully find a way of getting rid of me by sending me back to Kaliq. Mate or not. I may not know my exact fate in this place now, whether I may eventually die here or not, but I am very certain about what will happen to me if I ever cross paths with Kaliq again. I will be dead by Kaliq's hands if Raelin ever hands me back to that monster. However, what can I say now that can convince Raelin and make him believe me? “Are you deaf, or just dumb to speak?” He rashes out impatiently. “I wasn’t—” I start, but he cuts me off with a low growl, his eyes narrowing. “Don’t even think about lying to me,” he warns, his dark tone of voice sending a dangerous shiver down my spine. “I can smell the fear on you, rogue. When I found you, you were running from something. Or someone.” My heart skips a beat, and I force myself to keep my expression neutral, to keep my voice steady. “I wasn’t trespassing.” My throat hurts. “I don't even know how I got here. Yes, I was running from someone, but that is the last thing I can remember.” He does not look convinced by my answer. In fact, he looks like he is restraining himself from ripping my throat out. “You expect me to believe that?” he asks, his voice dripping with skepticism. “You expect me to believe that you just happened to wander into my pack territory by accident?”~ AUNT GAIA ~This part of the hospital is too quiet for my liking. Too sterile. Too clean. Like it doesn’t want to remember the young woman who is barely clinging to her life just down the corridor.Here in the hospital, I fear that bad things have tendencies to grow more wings during the night. The silence here is the kind that twists into your bones. The kind that makes you hear even the faintest drop of a pin.But it is what it is. For the sake of the patients.I stop outside Layla’s room, staring at the door like it might open on its own. Like she might be standing behind it, arms crossed, lips curled in a happy smile that reminds me so much of how strangely beautiful she is. And strong.But none of that happens. The door doesn't open on its own.Sighing, I push the door open gently.There she is.Lying on that bed.Looking so still.Too still.Those machines are still beeping and keeping her alive with tubes and IV lines attached to her. The monitor above her bed has those green
~LAYLA~Where am l?The world here is not black. It is not even darkness. It is like a strange kind of endless light that is both blinding and soft, too quiet and too loud.And I am swimming in it, floating like I am submerged into the deepest parts of a forsaken lake.I don’t know where I am.I don’t know if I am alive.But I hear him.Raelin’s voice.It is like a soft sound whispering into my ears. He is whispering something I can’t hear fully, only that it is meant for me. ‘I love you.’‘I fucking love you with all my heart and everything I have to give.’Somehow, I can feel the grief in his voice. We are mated, and he sounds like those words are the only consolation he still believes in.I love him too. And—Wait, I…. I feel like I am sinking deeper and deeper into this lake. But then, hot flashes of familiar memories swipe through my eyes.The first is my father. He is laughing and watching me on a spring day where I am running in our backyard, barefoot in the grass, my white cu
~RAELIN~The next morning, I am already back at the hospital.The first light of the morning has risen, but it brings no peace to me where I am seated in the corner of Layla’s hospital room, near her bed.Watching her is like having my own eyes stabbing a knife into my heart. The machines beside her murmur steadily. A false reassurance. Every beep, every breath, and every passing second is just a reminder that she is here, but not really here.“Please,” I whisper, picking up her hand and cradling it in mine, “Wake up.”But no response.I came straight from the artillery room last night. I didn’t even change out of my gear. I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t. Sleep is a luxury I can’t afford these days. Not with Layla lying here, looking like death and broken and so… so frozen.I can't sleep when I know that Ryker Lockhart is still breathing somewhere out there, plotting who-knows-what behind the blood-soaked walls of his callous business.After I came into the hospital, I made it clear to the
~RAELIN~About quarter of an hour later, I am returning with another set of meat burgers for Erin.He had requested more, so I had left to fulfill the little guy's request.The paper bag in my hand crumples slightly as I open the door of the hospital room and find Erin already halfway through finishing his first burger. The sauce is smeared across his cheek like brown paint.I love that he is eating so well despite everything that has happened.He looks up at me when I enter fully and shut the door. Watching him eat makes me feel more relieved that he appears a little less downcast than before.“I told you I was starving,” he mumbles mouthfully and continues chewing.“You weren’t lying,” I flash him a warm smile and give him the rest of the burgers before I move to settle down on my lonely chair right beside Layla. I watch her, pushing back the sting behind my eyes.Her vitals beep softly, reminding me that time is ticking by and yet, she is still not waking up. Her unmoving lashes re
~RAELIN~I stay quiet for a while because I am trying to figure out what exactly I can say to that.Layla means so much to him. Possibly everything.“You’re not going to lose her,” I reassure him, trying to add more strength and conviction to my voice. I am also doing so to reassure myself that Layla will definitely make it.I will not lose her. We will not lose her.A heavy, long pause settles over us once more. Erin leans back against the window and stares at her again. “You still want to kill Ryker, don’t you?” he asks me after a few silent breaths.“I want to do more than kill him.” I answer honestly with all the anger I feel towards that bastard.Erin nods slowly. “Then you’ll need to know as much as possible about Ryker,” he adjusts on his chair again, not saying anything further for a while.I stay still and quiet, waiting for him, on his own, to come to the point of telling me all he knows about Ryker. Even though I badly need answers on who the fuck Ryker is and what ties or
~RAELIN~By late afternoon, I am back again in the hospital, sitting in the exact same chair I sat on this morning beside Layla’s bed.All I can pathetically do is stare at her, while praying deeply in my heart that she makes it back. She is going through a mental war, and I can't lose her. Fuck I can't. She means the world to me, and her present, helpless condition bleeds my heart so much that I can't do anything to save her from the shackles of her coma right now.So, all I can do is keep staring, protecting, and praying. And I have been this way for hours like a stone that refuses to crumble because if I crack, I might shatter entirely.And Layla needs me whole and strong by her side now. Across from me, Erin is sitting with his back against the window sill, a little far from the bed. He hasn’t spoken for a while now, and he just stares at his sister with dark, heavy eyes that appear both angry and like he is also holding back himself from breaking down into tears. The early eveni