~ LAYLA ~
I yank at my restraints again. “I see you’re awake.” The haunting tease in the voice of the male still approaching me is evident, followed by a dark chuckle that sounds like a deep rumble from his throat. I stay still and say nothing. For now, it will be better and safer for me not to speak rashly. The approaching footsteps get closer and closer, and then, they finally deliver my new company, or should I say my new captor, into the light puddle right there at the center of my cell floor. When the light illuminates his face, I gasp. Raelin Michaelson. The infamous Midnight alpha. I feel it. I know it. I can't be mistaken. The pack crest. The alpha aura around me and almost choking me. Even the ‘M’ engraving on the signet ring I now see around his left index finger all point to the realization that I am indeed in the presence of the alpha who loathes and despises the likes of me. The alpha who I just discovered seconds ago…. is my mate. Silence descends down on us once more. Colder and now tainted with something sinister and full of hate. I can feel the hate emanating from his alpha aura, harsh and cruel. He is tall and intimidating, his aura and commanding presence filling the small cell with a raw power that I know comes from his alpha blood. His eyes are dark teal green, nearly black, and they are regarding me like I am nothing. Worthless. A mere piece of rogue trash that had the guts to stumble into his pack territory. “I can't believe Selene chose a lowlife like you to be my mate.” He spits out, his eyes still burning me with a gaze so intense it feels like they are burning deep into my very soul. He knows I am his mate too. Interesting. I guess the hatred is mutual between us then. I never asked for this pathetic life. I also never asked to be mated to an Alpha, much more an Alpha with a taste for rogue blood. An Alpha who has sworn to destroy any rogue that dares venture into his territory again. But wait, why am I still alive? Why has he kept me alive until now? The reason can't possibly be because I am his mate. The thought almost lures me into spitting out a scoff, but I hold in the urge to do so. “Why am I here?” I demand instead, my voice hoarse but steady. “What do you want from me?” My throat burns the more I speak. I am parched. I can't remember being fed even the slightest, tiniest drop of water ever since I was captured and locked in here like a fucking criminal. “What do I want from you?” He repeats, and his lips twitch into something that might have been a condescending smirk, but the expression is gone too quickly to be sure. He takes a step closer, and I press back against the wall, the cold stone digging into my skin. “What do I want from you?” he says again, his tone now mocking me. He is close enough now that I can feel the heat radiating off him, and it takes everything in me not to shrink away in fear. I keep mute, not saying anything. I know that I am the prisoner here and he is my captor. But I will not allow even that circumstance to deter me or intimidate me into saying something that I might end up regretting. Also, I will not let him see my fear. I will not give him the satisfaction of watching me squirm like a worm under his wicked hook. His intense gaze flicks from my face down to my neck, then further down to my half-exposed breasts and straight to the locket necklace I always wear around my neck. The only possession I have left of my family. Of Erin. His eyes stay on the locket necklace, looking so intense, and I almost squirm in fear, the ringing in my ears getting louder and louder, almost deafening. My hands ball into tight fists around the chains still binding me to the wall in an effort to resist myself from giving away my fear to him. No. Please look away. Please don't take the only physical memory I have left of my family from me. Please. As if he can hear the cry of my desperate thoughts, he looks away from the locket necklace and pins his attention back to my face. “You asked what I want from you.” He takes a menacing step closer, his voice lowering into a much darker tone. “I want to know why a filthy rogue was trespassing my territory.” The manner with which he spits out ‘filthy rogue’ is filled with so much disgust. So much disdain. I swallow hard, my mind racing. I can’t tell him the truth. If I do, he will kill me, or worse, he might decide to successfully find a way of getting rid of me by sending me back to Kaliq. Mate or not. I may not know my exact fate in this place now, whether I may eventually die here or not, but I am very certain about what will happen to me if I ever cross paths with Kaliq again. I will be dead by Kaliq's hands if Raelin ever hands me back to that monster. However, what can I say now that can convince Raelin and make him believe me? “Are you deaf, or just dumb to speak?” He rashes out impatiently. “I wasn’t—” I start, but he cuts me off with a low growl, his eyes narrowing. “Don’t even think about lying to me,” he warns, his dark tone of voice sending a dangerous shiver down my spine. “I can smell the fear on you, rogue. When I found you, you were running from something. Or someone.” My heart skips a beat, and I force myself to keep my expression neutral, to keep my voice steady. “I wasn’t trespassing.” My throat hurts. “I don't even know how I got here. Yes, I was running from someone, but that is the last thing I can remember.” He does not look convinced by my answer. In fact, he looks like he is restraining himself from ripping my throat out. “You expect me to believe that?” he asks, his voice dripping with skepticism. “You expect me to believe that you just happened to wander into my pack territory by accident?”~ LAYLA ~His question hangs in the air between us, waiting to be answered.“Yes,” I finally speak, my voice barely above a whisper. “You have to believe me. I would never just wander into your pack territory despite knowing how cruel you are to the likes of me.”“Is that so?” He asks, still giving me the deathly stare.For a moment, I pray inwardly for him to believe me and stop asking me more questions.I don't know if I can keep talking any longer with the intense pain I am feeling deep inside my throat.Unfortunately for me, I watch his teal eyes as they instantly switch to a fierce red, burning into mine. I feel the unleashed power of his alpha aura wrapping around me and pressing down on me, suffocating my mind at the same time. Dear Selene.He does not believe me. I am a rogue. Of course he will never believe whatever comes out of my lips.I have never felt so small and so dejected in my entire life, but now is not the time for me to drown in my helplessness.I need to stay a
~ LAYLA ~Fucking little rascal.Raelin smiles. “Come on, Cupcake. I don't have all day. Your secret is safe with me.”His tone softens when he speaks to the girl, and despite the subtle tension hovering in the air, he is still fucking smiling at her.The expression tugs at something deep within me. Even the way he looks at her is heartwarming. A huge difference contrasting to the cold glares he has been unleashing on me since the moment he stepped in here.Anyway, he may be a two-faced asshole, but I can't deny that maybe, just maybe, he is not really that heartless like I thought.At least, he is giving me water. Maybe I am not going to die so soon.I watch the girl closely as she finally releases the water to Raelin. She is probably no more than eight or nine, with ash grey white hair curls tumbling down her small back.Ash grey white curls just like mine.But hers are shorter. Mine are longer, and now that I stare at my locks lazily draping over one of my shoulders, I can see that
~ RAELIN ~I slam the door of her cell behind me, the harsh sound reverberating through the walls.And then I walk away.Damn that stupid rogue.She is stubborn far more than I expected. I definitely know that she is hiding something from me.But I will find out. Whatever that is, I will find out. She is delusional if she thinks she can hide the truth from me.The cold air of the prison hallway wraps around me as I leave, but it does nothing to cool down the fire of anger and frustration blazing deep in my veins as I walk past a couple of cell guards standing at attention.They greet me, and I simply nod and hum in response. I barely even notice them.I can't pay attention to them when my mind is forcing me to pay undivided attention to my thoughts that are consumed with Layla.Rogues are not welcome in my pack, and Layla's presence here is posing a threat that I do not like.In situations like this, when it comes to matters of my pack, I prefer things to be simple. Straightforward.C
~ RAELIN ~Wes and I are just about a hundred meters away from the water fountain right in front of the Packhouse, where the current thorn in my flesh is waiting for me.The Bloodhounds Packhouse, my home, is huge, standing tall and domineering like it always is right in the middle of vast hectares of land.It is a fucking estate, built and equipped with high tech gotten from our numerous favors and trade deals with humans and other neighboring packs. Kira Gandall should not be here.Wes and I pass through the gates, the guards greeting us as we walk by. I take a deep breath, trying to stop my mind from wandering back to my rogue mate still locked up in one of my cells.However, the storm of emotions swirling inside me is strong, both tugging and forcefully pulling at my mind.I feel the anger, the frustration… and something else.Something else I still don’t want to acknowledge that has been taking up every part of me since the moment I held Layla's bleeding body in my arms on that
~LAYLA~It is getting dark outside.I look away from the window above me and exhale, rubbing my left wrist with my callused right palm.I still can't believe that I am unshackled.For now.The grumpy guard who unshackled me called me filth and said his Alpha gave him the order to have me freed from the chains binding me to the wall.I really contemplated on taking that chance; knock the guard straight out and escape.But then, I held back because I couldn't risk taking that move. At least not yet.Being rash could cost me my life. I am not stupid, and I don't want to die.Nevertheless, I am still locked up in here. Still not free.The cold floor beneath my bare feet is uncomfortable, but I have grown used to it. Right now, I am sitting on the small bunk bed right at a corner of my cell, staring down at a plate containing my dinner before me.Six loaves of bread, two hams, and two thick sausages.My mouth waters at the sight of the meal. To be honest, I am really grateful for the food.
~LAYLA ~ She is fucking gone. I unfold my arms, turn around, and head back to my bunk bed. Reaching it, I settle down on the bed. My fingers dig into the foam as I curse, venting out my pent-up desperation. “Fuck!” I am really trying so hard not to lose my mind in here, but I am realizing that the longer I stay in this cell, the harder it will be for me to hold onto the last strings left of my sanity. I hate this feeling. This feeling of always being trapped. Of being powerless and incapable of being free. And now, on top of that, a crazy shewolf is dying to rip me apart. Isn't that amazing? My stomach growls, still hungry, and I take a look at my supposed dinner. My fingers graze the soft crust of the loaf of bread on the plate. It is cold now. I pull back my fingers. My life is in danger in here. Anyone, especially that crazy shewolf, can easily slip poison into whatever food that will be brought to me. Thankfully, I know this precious food right in front of me is not p
~ LAYLA ~Twigs and branches scratch against my skin as I run through the trees, my lungs burning from the lack of enough oxygen. My breathing comes out in short ragged pants as I keep running.I don't know where to go, because I don't have anywhere to go. I have no family left. No place I can run to for refuge.But I keep running. This is what I have been doing since the night I lost my family. Running.And doing everything I can to stay alive.I push harder, my legs burning as I pick up more speed.“Aaahh!”I hiss loudly in pain as I fall to the ground, my toes burning from the sharp agony inflicted by some evil huge rock I hadn't realize on time was in my path.Fuck.I wince in more pain as I crawl towards a nearby tree, trying to reach it and use it as a support to help myself stand up. The night wind blows around me, rattling through the leaves.And then, for a fleeting mere moment, the wind ceases, and I hear low growls far behind me.My blood instantly chills to ice.Panic grip
~ RAELIN ~I am so going to fucking kill Wes after this.His offer, our supposed offer, still awaits Layla's response. Silence hovers above all three of us. Five of us to be exact.My Gamma Cal and his friend Derek are still waiting impatiently by the tree near us, their paws furiously scratching through the brown dirt on the forest floor.I feel their annoyance, because I understand it myself too. My mate here is so fucking stubborn, a trait I both love and hate at the same time.I can't deny that I don't love it more though. Back in the past when I was still desperate to find my mate, I had specifically told Selene that if she were to ever bless me with my mate, she shouldn't give me a liability.Babysitting a dumb Luna is much worse than fighting off a thousand mad rogues, and if I am to ever have my Luna, she must be willing to stand by my side and be fearless to point out my faults if any.I need a strong worthy Luna who won’t just cling to my every word and decisions like I am s
~ RAELIN ~I think I fucked up…A couple days have gone by since Theron came to complain about my mate. Something else happened, and today, this morning, I woke up feeling like total shit.Having my morning exercise drills here in the gym has always been daily, and even now, the thuds of my fists hitting my training bag that is dangling before me is almost the same as my heavy breathing that I am trying to control right now.It is another new day. Yet, I feel drained, but despite my muscles needing a break this early morning, I just can't stop. I need to let off the heat.My knuckles sting from the last punch I just landed against the bag, and my mind is elsewhere and far removed from this gym and everything within it.Protecting Layla by hiding the truth, is it the right thing? I can't believe I am the one that is even chickening out on—“Hey,” Wes calls out to me as he turns up his face towards my direction."What?"“You’re distracted," he grunts as he throws a weak unfocused jab at
~ KIRA ~As I digest his words, I look up at him, meeting the same mismatched eyes I inherited from him.In those eyes, I see no compassion. No sympathy. Dad is no softball for anyone. Well, no one except for me. His precious pumpkin.He is willing to do anything in his power to make sure I become the Luna of this pack. To make sure that we take our rightful places in the helm of this pack's affairs.“Dad, we need to force Raelin's hand. And we need to do it fast.”“Easy. Let's not be reckless now.” He smiles as he takes another drag from his tobacco pipe. That smile was slow and so fucking predatory.He blows the thick white smoke out from his nostrils and parted lips. A happy shiver dances down my spine. He is already thinking of something. Something definitely nasty.“Spill it dad.” I narrow my eyes at him, my mind already spinning with excitement. “What are you suggesting?”“First of all, a council tribunal." He reveals in a dark serious tone, “We send out letters to officially su
~ KIRA ~I fucking hate that bitch who thinks she can take Raelin away from me. Just because she is staying at the packhouse doesn't mean she now has the fucking temerity to feel entitled and insult me.That filthy rag doll!I am trying to control my temper, but I just can't. My hands are curled into fists, and watching Dad from where I am standing in the doorway of his study office isn't helping me calm down either.Elder Markin Gandall, my dearest Dad, is the Head Elder of the Bloodhounds Pack.My father.He is the legacy I admire. The only man I wholeheartedly emulate. Ever since mum passed years ago, he became the only one who shaped me into the bold, daring woman I am today and the fierce Luna I know I will become very soon.He is power personified, and I am born from that power. If I want something, I don't fucking beg for it.I take it.Being the Luna of this pack is my fucking birthright, and if someone else tries to take that birthright away from me, I swear they will be fuck
~ LAYLA ~“Kira doesn't have, and will never have the right to make you leave. That choice is up to Raelin. But most importantly, it is up to you too.”A part of me can't help but believe that she is kind of right.“I just…." I pause and breathe out for a moment. Instantly, what happened between Kira and me in the morning right after I helped Aunt Gaia and Mrs Chen with the dishes all flashes inside my mind.I remember what they did to Nora, and I decide to tell Brie and Zuby everything.“This morning right after I helped Aunt Gaia and Mrs Chen clean up the dishes, I saw Kira's friends bullying a girl named Nora." I adjust my ass on the mattress and brace myself to say more.“Nora?" Brie asks curiously while turning her attention to Zuby and then right back at me, "Nora is one of the Omegas that live and work here in the packhouse. Her work shift wasn't supposed to start until this afternoon."“Wait, did you just say that Kira's friends were bullying Nora this morning?" Zuby cuts in s
~ LAYLA ~The late afternoon sun that is dipping lower in the sky outside keeps reminding me time and time again that I have been inside this room past afternoon already.Also, I didn't step out of this room after coming back from my encounter with Kira this morning. I didn't step out not even for once.The faint sound of the wind rustling the trees outside filters in through my windows and curtains. I have been lying here on my bed for what feels like hours and trying to distract myself with the silence and all, but the thoughts inside my mind is so jagged unlike the room ceiling that is currently right above me now. Looking so white and nothing more than a blank pale canvas that stretches out up there.My back is pressed against the mattress with my arms folded loosely over my stomach that keeps growling occasionally from time to time. Well, I skipped my lunch a few hours earlier. Suddenly at the thought of food, my stomach growls again, and the feeling is so annoying and fucking p
~RAELIN~Shit.“Fuck you Cal." I grit. "I didn’t give you permission to drink that.”"Come on Ray," He whines, "I'm just going to have a tiny little sip...."Before I can protest any further, he is already grabbing a few shot glasses from the shelf and handing some out to Wes and Derek.He dumps one onto my desk, making me growl as he pushes the glass cup towards me, “Come on, just a tiny sip won't hurt...” He has that stupid smirky grin still plastered all over his face.This shithead has got to be kidding me.Despite my hesitation, I take up the glass he dumped in front of me and resign any further protest. It is useless refusing Cal after all.I am pissed watching him as he proceeds to pop the bottle open and pour himself a glass.Wait, he is pouring himself a full glass. Why is he pouring himself a fucking full glass?!I am such a fool to believe that he, of all people, will take just a tiny little sip.With a satisfied grin, he pours the rest of us half glasses. Fucking cheater.
~RAELIN~I open the door of my study office and step inside, also feeling a little bit more at ease now that I have freshened up and had a quick breakfast.After shutting the door, I stride over to my desk and settle onto my seat. Now, I can focus more on getting to finish all the paperwork regarding our pack trade routes and so many others that need my attention.This is the perfect distraction I need to bury myself into in order to forget everything that happened this morning, even though it is going to be a temporary relief.As the alpha of this pack, I know I have a lot of duties and responsibilities that I must fulfill. But a happy Alpha is a happy pack.The night my parents died, I lost a huge part of me that I knew I would never get back. For years, I have been trying to fill up that void by performing my alpha duties and making sure that my pack is protected and safe.To ensure that the legacy of my Alpha parents continues through me.However, despite having Wes and the others
~ LAYLA ~ I won't back down. Not now. Not ever. All of a sudden, I feel Nora's hands leaving my body. She is trying to back away from behind me. However, Kira’s eyes sharply catches her just before I turn around. "Nora," Kira drawls in her sickeningly sweet voice, causing Nora to pause, "Why don’t you thank Layla here for saving you from scary monsters like me?" Nora keeps mute. She looks so terrified with her eyes darting from Kira to me and then right back at Kira. When I turn back to the evil bitch, I see a twisted smile curling her lips. "I—I,” Nora stammers. “I—I didn’t ask her to—" "Shut up!" Kira snaps at her. "You’re really clumsy and so stupid that you don't even know questions that don't demand your filthy answers." Nora’s mouth clamps shut. She steals a glance at me before she looks down at her fingers, shrinking deeper into herself. She is trying so hard to make herself small, to make herself disappear. However, her fear and timidity only encourages Kira to conti
~ LAYLA ~ "Girls, what is going on here?” Kira's voice stops Millie just in time, saving me the stress of having to do it myself and saving Millie from receiving the delivery of my own brain resetting slap to her wretched face. Bitchy Millie Blonde is so damn lucky. However, I wasn't really prepared to see Kira so soon again this morning. Her loud heels clicking against the ground heralds her approach, and there is a heaviness in the silence between me and these bitches. I watch Samie and Millie as they step back while Kira strides to stand between them, her precious pets. She faces me squarely. Kira is really beautiful, but her nasty character dampens it and dirties everything about her and seems to get worse every time we are together. I thought she was gone already. What the hell is she still doing hovering around the premises? When she glances down at the petite girl behind me, a sadistic smile appears on her face. I feel the girl flinch behind me, and I use my hand gently