CHAPTER 7: FORBIDDEN

****XAVIER'S POV***

Closing my book, my eyes drifted to the letter amidst my textbook, and with a slight frown, I looked away. 

My heart was still broken, and the sadness would probably take a long time to fester, but I had to continue living. I had to stay alive to wait for the day when I would be able to deal with Crystal and make her pay for what she did to him. 

I sighed deeply, trying to forget about the letter, but no matter how hard I tried, it just didn't work. Austin was gone, I would never hear his voice again, I would never see his smile again, and all that was left was the letter he wrote to me a few days before his death. 

Had I known, I would have replied to him. I would have let him know how I truly felt...

Now, all I can feel is the guilt that refuses to go away. 

I ruffled my hair, sucked in a deep breath, and decided to step out of my room. It was past 10 in the morning and almost time for breakfast___

Coming across a maid, I stopped her with a wave, "Is breakfast ready?" I was unusually hungry at the moment. 

The maid looked at me and shook her head. "No, young master. Crystal is yet to cook." She explained, I could see the glint that flashed through her eyes as she replied. 

I frowned in displeasure. "Why is that?" 

The maid sighed and rubbed her arm dramatically. "You know how Madam favors her over everyone. I guess she's starting to think she's a house member already. She's yet to wake up." She explained. 

My frown deepened, and annoyance washed through my veins. I stared at the stupid maid in front of me and suddenly felt the urge to hit someone. But I would never take Crystal's side... even when it was like this. 

Without saying a word, I turned around and made my way to Crystal's room. Even if my mother was doing so much for her, she still needed to know that she was nothing but a cook in this house, and her only work was to cook. 

I wondered what was going on in her head to make her think she could still be sleeping by this time without bothering about her masters. She was an unruly maid!

It was with this anger that I pushed open her door, and for a moment, I felt like I had lost my mind. I couldn't stop myself from staring at the perfect body in front of me. Heck, it wasn't my first time seeing a lady's nude, but it was my first time losing so much control over my hormones. 

I stared unblinking, my blood boiling as I imagined my fingers pulling and pinching those nipples. I imagined my lips on her pink pussy, and my tongue finding its way into her hole. 

Damn! I had never been so horny in my life. 

I had never been so attracted to someone's body. 

I had never lost so much control. 

At that moment, I realised Crystal was a big nemesis to my self-control, and she baffled me. 

How could she be the one? How could she be the first person who makes my body react this way? She made me feel a strange energy coursing through my body, and it was extremely comfortable when paired with the obscene thoughts in my head. 

Not even her scream could stop my thoughts. It only made her look more delicious. It made me imagine how her moans would be if I were to press her under me...

But her words were silly. Pervert? Bastard? How dare you, Crystal!

"Let me show you what a pervert is," I whispered into her ear as my fingers ran across the outline of her nipple. 

My dick was hard, my breathing was low but heavy, and my mind was a bit messed up. Gawd, I hated how I felt at the moment, but I couldn't stop. 

I caught her ear with my lips, sucking and biting it while I tried to control myself. I could feel my dick struggling to get out of my trousers___

I ran my hands across her waist, not bothering to look at her face as I wasn't ready to face her expression. I pressed her closer to myself, my lips on her ear, and my fingers still playing with her nipples. I felt the urge to pull off the towel, revealing the full view, but I knew that would be very dangerous. 

I moaned into her ears and slowly closed my eyes as I started planting kisses on her neck. 

I felt her body tremble, and my body heated up. I groaned, stepping back a bit as I pinched my ears to regain my sanity. 

This wasn't right. It could be anyone but Crystal. 

No, not Crystal. 

I turned around, my step a bit weird as I walked toward the door. "Prepare breakfast for me in ten," I ordered and left the room.