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CHAPTER 38 — I'M DROWNING
~MILLIE~
“No… no-no-no.” I wept. My heavy arm dropped to the bed with my phone still in the grip of my hand and my body juddered as the sobbing took full control. Everything around me slowed except for my heartbeat which was rapid in pace. He just wanted a fuck. Her voice was crystal clear in my mind and the pain was intense in my chest. A pain that I had never experienced before.
“I thought he wanted me,” I whispered, screwing my eyes shut as fresh tears clouded my vision. I pulled my knees into my chest and hugged my legs tightly, wishing this didn’t hurt a
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