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“It’s alright.” He shrugged as we broke eye contact, His fancy black leather jacket sat on his shoulders as he rubbed his palms together awkwardly.I sighed and sat down on one of the chairs in the waiting room, my thoughts were racing a mile a minute and I could not get Rye’s previous words out of my head, she had clearly said this was all my fault as if she dies, that’s on me.“So, um, you have a sister?” Tyler said as I glanced over at me, probably trying to make small talk, I parted my lips to give him a response when a voice rang through my head and startled me.“What did you do to my daughter?!” Alice boomed as she marched over to me, She was still clad in her hospital gown and she looked furious, anyone who saw her in plain sight would think she was a worried and furious mother but I knew better.“Look Alice, I am not in the mood—”“All of this is your fault!” She yelled at me. Rage filled her tone as she glared at me, I matched her glare as if to say ‘not here, not nowI could
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I went silent after those words left my mouth. My eyes stared absentmindedly at the road and a tear fell down my cheeks. My throat suddenly became dry and I resisted the urge to bite on my already blistered lips.It felt like I was taking a million steps back, but giving in was so much easier than hanging on. I was so sick and tired of having to do it all. Trying to be better every single time. I felt sorry for Derek, but right now it felt like this was the only solution to all my problems."Are you still there or did you chicken out?" Martin's husky tone dragged me black to reality, I blinked and picked up the phone that had slipped from my hands at some point."I'm right here," I confirmed in a steady tone."We've got some new ones and they are really good— Well, as long as you can afford them.""Do you have anything that can make me forget everything?" Gosh. My hands trembled and I felt like I was betraying myself."As I said, only if you can afford it," Martin replied with a chuck
FIRE CRACKER PILLS AND POTIONS (30)
“Give it back,” My voice was lower than I had expected.“No,” Tyler whispered as he glanced at the pack “Why are you taking this crap?” His voice had so much emotion in it and the more I listened to him the more I wanted to rip his head from his body.“Give me my pills and leave” My voice grew an octave higher but came out steady as I stood up at the same time. My fist tightened as I glared at him.“Did you ever even think of your mom and your sister?”His voice came out croaked “What do you know about me?” My voice came out pained and exasperated as I waved my hands in frustration. “You don’t know me! So just hand me my freaking pills and walk away!” I yelled at him.“Why? So you can pop them into your mouth and end your life?” He demanded as he stared at me with tear-filled eyes.I ran my hands through my hair and glared at him ”Yes!” I admitted. “Happy?” I questioned, “So hand them over, now Tyler!”“Look —” Before he could continue, I lunged at him and tried to grab the pills, my h
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The silence in the room was choking as I glared at Tyler. My fists tightened and My forehead creased. “Danielle—”“If I take those pills, it’s not because I want to, or I feel like playing around with people’s lives. It’s because I have no better choice, okay?” I finished and headed out of the tore briskly. It must have taken Tyler a few seconds to regain himself because he was yelling my name and jogging after me a few seconds later.I ran my hands through my blonde hair as kept my pace, my mind seemed clearer than it was before and my head felt light, to be honest, this had been a very long and strenuous day and I could not wait to crash into a bed somewhere... oh, about that, I had nowhere to sleep. I also had no money as well.I mentally facepalmed. I had spent all of my money on those pills and now I had none left. What was I thinking? How was I going to survive now? Those pills were all I had. I froze in my tracks at the chaos that was going on in what I assumed was the wait
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The sound of my feet hiring the ground filled the empty hallway. I needed to get to Rye fast, I needed to help her recover and then expose Alice as the monster she truly was. Even in all this, I felt some relief. Like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Because it was not my fault, it wasn’t that I was too hard to love, Alice just never knew how to love anyone and that was not my fault. My feet stomped on the beige tiles as I ran to the elevator. The relief I was feeling did nothing to drown the heavy weight of worry that lingered on my chest: Rye was in danger, she was dying. I needed to find a blood donor soon. I would need to contact Jared, he’s the only one who would help me at this point.I dug my hand into my pocket to pull out myPhone but it wasn’t there, panic hit me in waves, where had I left it? It was with me when I walked back into the hospital. I ran my hands through my hair and tugged on the tips, my scalp hurt and I tugged on my hair harder in frustration, why
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"What?!" I exclaimed with wide eyes. Tyler shrugged as we arrived at the canteen and sat down opposite each other. He had bags under his eyes and looked exhausted. I felt a pang of guilt because, in reality, He was like this because of me."It's a pretty funny story," He said as the food arrived, I rolled my eyes at his indifference."But, but, she had a pregnancy test and that whole drama...? What—" I sighed "Women." I mumbled underneath my breath.Tyler chuckled and glanced at me. My cheeks flushed and I averted my gaze back to the food in front of me. It was a basic meal actually, A burger and some coffee. Quite an addictive combination I had to admit."Do you eat with your eyes or...?" my head snapped up at Tyler who had his burger a few inches from his mouth. I chuckled before I grabbed my burger and took a bite without giving him a response. Tyler simply shrugged. I wondered if it was a habit of his or if he just found me genuinely boring. Instead of asking him though, I shrugge
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“How dare you yell at me?!” Alice boomed at me with fiery eyes. “How dare you try to take my sister away here, huh?!” I matched her tone as I broke the proximity between us. I touched the bridge of my nose as I took in my environment. Rye was on a stretcher in the process of being removed, an oxygen mask laid on her nose as she glared at me. She looked furious as it seemed like she was trying to say something. Probably to defend her manipulative mother“Do you think that you can stop me?” Alice challenged in a heavy tone. I rolled my eyes and addressed the doctors and medical professionals around me,“How is it possible that you agreed to this? What was it? Barley twenty-four hours ago, she was...” I trailed off and locked eyes with Alice “Admitted for ‘supposedly’ try her own life and now you are letting her make life decisions for my sister? This woman is deranged! She isn’t mentally stable.” I spat.“What? What are you saying?!” Alice fumed. I smirked and broke the proximity betw
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