Chapter 33: Lillian

“Hey, Jon come in here.”  Jordan yells to him from clear across the house. 

As I gaze at Jordan lovingly, he looks up at me and smiles before returning to his work.  He is putting a bookcase together and it is proving to be more difficult than he had first thought.  I just start laughing and then when Jon walks in, I try to keep my laughing at him to a minimum.   

It’s amazing that it has been a month since he was wheeled out of the hospital, and now look at him.  He is walking and talking, but still doesn’t remember a thing about either one of us, unfortunately.  I guess what bothers me the most is the fact that he remembers is father killing Kelly, but not a single thing where I am involved.  Not even when he had birthdays or anything like that.  It really hurts.

“Yeah, what’s up Jordan?” Jon says in a deeper voice than normal. 

I can’t stop from