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Sixteen
"Do you think I should pick this?" I ask as I scan the strapless long green gown. It exposes a lot of my back and cleavage. It is not my type of dress but it looks manageable.
"Nope." Jade shakes her head as she pops open her bottle of Coke."Why not?" I whine, still looking at myself in the mirror."I mean, it is obvious that is not your type of dress." Jade says, laying more emphasis on the 'that'."But we have been here for about two hours now!" I say as I plop myself on the red couch, sitting beside her."It's not my fault we have not found a dress suitable for the wedding." She shrugs. "Besides you need to look dashing for Andre." She winks at me, a small smirk playing on her lips. "did I say dashing, sorry, I meant hot. So he won't be able to keep his eyes off you." She grins at me.I rolled my eyes at what she said, "you know I'm not dressing to impress him." I shake my head as I stand up and then check the rails of clothes again. Who knows I migRelated chapters
FORBIDDEN Seventeen
Details of yesterday night come rushing like a flood.I remember coming home feeling so tired yet happy that my best friend is getting married soon. I remember how I entered my bathroom and let the water from the shower pour on me and how memories from my relationship came rushing. I remember that I broke my promise. I promised not to cry but still, I needed to let out my frustration one way or the other. I feel sick and I knew this was because of yesterday night. I cried so hard that I could hardly recognize who I was anymore. I won't let this affect me more than it already has.I stretch and get up from my bed.I walk too slowly to the bathroom stripping myself of my nightwear as I walk in. I brush my teeth and packed my hair in a rough bun to avoid water from touching it. I walk in gracefully and I let the cold water cascade on my skin. I feel refreshed as water drops fall on me. I need a long bath but Friday morning is not the best time for that, especially when y
FORBIDDEN Eighteen
Happy Sunday y'all!!Enjoy the double updates again!!❤ ❤ ❤***************************************I wake up feeling nauseous. I need to be there for Jade. I can't put a hand on why I feel so sick. I'll have to go to the hospital after the wedding. I stand up despite my body's disagreements with me. I need to do something. I walk to my bathroom carefully so I won't fall. Maybe I'm hungry that's why my head hurts so much. I pick my toothbrush, apply my toothpaste to it and wash my teeth. When I am done, I release my hair from the bun it is in and removed my clothes.I drop my clothes on the sink and entered the bath. Turning on the shower, I take my shampoo container and apply a little pressure on it to release a little of its content on my palm. I rub my shampoo in my hair carefully. Making sure to get it to my scalp. Rinsing off the shampoo I apply my body wash on my sponge and scrub my body. When I feel satisfied I walk out with my towel around my body.
FORBIDDEN Nineteen
Andre and I get to the church a few minutes after Jade does. I don't understand what made her that late but knowing Jade and how excited she was I know she probably freaked out again."Wish me luck!" She screams. I smile softly."You don't need it. Now go marry him!" I say, sounding excited. I'm really excited for her and Asher but I haven't even been able to face him after blocking him for no reason. I remember he called me and tried asking me what he did wrong. I didn't have an answer to that because I couldn't say something along the lines of, "Hey Asher my boyfriend doesn't feel comfortable with our friendship"Thinking back on things I really would have sounded stupid. Jade goes back to the car to wait for the service to begin."What are you thinking about" The usual deep voice whispers in my ears. I jump a little from the shock. He stares at me with confused eyes. I clear my throat."Nothing" I smile. He pulls my arm and locks it in his. I take deep br
FORBIDDEN Twenty
After the service, we all move to the reception. The wedding is a beautiful one but it takes a huge toll on my emotions. I'm happy for Jade. I really am.Andre won't stop touching me. I should tell him to stop it but another part of me loves the touch. I've been feeling nauseous since I ate. I haven't said anything about it because I don't want anybody getting worried about me. I definitely don't want to destroy or take the spotlight on Jade's day. Andre noticed this."Are you OK?" He asks. I nod."Yes, I am.""You don't look too good," He says and I laugh."Wow. Thanks for the compliment" He laughs, getting the joke."You look hot but I'm serious you don't look ok" He sounds concerned."I've been feeling sick and I feel nauseous," I finally admit to him."We should let you see the doctor right away," He says."Maybe tomorrow. I what to be here for Jade" I say.."I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate you throwing up on her wedding d
FORBIDDEN Twenty one
I thought waiting for school examination results was hard, but waiting for my test result is harder. I can't bring myself to get a good night's rest as my mind was on different possibilities. What exactly could be wrong with me? Only one thought keeps coming to my mind but I just can't bring myself to open up to the idea of that being the problem.I take deep breaths before entering the now-familiar hospital. The hospital isn't as loud or I'd say busy as it was the last time I came here with Baxter. I try not to stare at the sick patients walking around the hospital. I can never get used to the sight of the hospital. I wait a while at the reception because doctor Billy is busy with a patient. After waiting for twenty minutes I am asked to go in as soon as a young man walks out of the office angrily. I don't want to start to imagine what went down in there. I smile at the lady as I entered the office."Good morning, "Billy greets, stretching his hand forward indicating I si
FORBIDDEN Twenty two
If you started reading this before 24th September 2021 please go back. Some editing has taken place.***********************************************************forbidden 22"What are you doing here?" I ask in shock at seeing him at my doorstep."mind if I come in?" He asks with a smile. I take a deep breath and permit him to come in."How are you, Freya?" He asks"I'm doing OK thank you for asking," I say nervously."I asked Billy about your health and he said you wanted to tell me yourself," He says sitting on the sofa. I follow him and take my seat across from him."ahem_ I'm fine actually" I lie not knowing what to do."it doesn't sound like nothing Freya. you can talk to me" He encourages."Nothing, it is just fever and I will be fine very soon if I take enough rest" I assure him. He signs."ok. Take the week off. See you next week Monday" He says. I sign, rubbing my palm over my face. He is a friend and I do not want to li
FORBIDDEN Twenty three
Forbidden 23I walk around my apartment for a while until about 5:20 am before I finally decide to pack my luggage for the four-day break with my mother and my brother, Rob. I really miss him with I would never say that to him. Anything to boost his ego. I go to the bathroom to wash my face with my body wash. I dab my face with my face towel before going to my room again. I stretch to reach the top of my wardrobe to take my small black box but I can't reach it. If I was hike right now Rob would have rubbed the fact that he is taller than me in my face. One of the things I miss about him, he's always there for me when I need him like a bug sister but now I don't think he would be so happy to see me. I left him without calling for months even after I know how he his dealing with the whole dad thing. I have no excuse for my behaviour but all I can do is make it up to him and let him know how sorry I am. I do not plan ok telling him anything about my relations
FORBIDDEN Twenty four
Forbidden 24I take my window seat in the back of the plane. Waiting for other passes to board the plane I turn on my aeroplane mood and open the new novel I started reading the novel I have always wanted to read but my whole life event has not allowed me to even start the first page. When I checked online I was advised to see a therapist but I am not interested in talking to someone I do not even know.“If you truly love me you will not force or even try to manipulate me into having sex with you” Lola yelled at her boyfriend, Hunter. I close the page of the book and I stare at the sky lost in thoughts. This is exactly what happened to me but this time unlike Lola I gave in. I lost my virginity to him. I remember the day like yesterday.***************“How was work with our boss?” Baxter asks.“It was fine. I'm tired” I grumble.“Sorry baby. Don't forget what you promised for the n
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