Thirty

Forbidden 30

I skipped breakfast the night before, because I didn't have the courage to face my brother. He was angry at me and at the same time, willing to deal with Baxter on my behalf.

Despite what happened between us, I still loved him. He is my blood and will always be. It was obvious he cares about me. If he didn't, he wouldn't want to help deal with Baxter.

I really hope he would change. I decided over the night that I would take his word to heart. I was a bad sister by being harsh with him. The truth, they say hurts. I should have spoken to him in a calm way. I should have listened to his reasons for starting drugs in the first place, before he got addicted to it. Was it when dad died? Was that his way of consoling himself from dad's death? Was it when Jenny broke his heart?

I couldn't answer these questions. I then decided before I fell asleep the night before that I was going to be more supportive. I was going to be attentive to his needs al